Miserable Wife

Sabi nila kapag daw nagmahal ang isang tao, nawawala na ito sa tamang pag-iisip. Nawawalan na ng rason, pangangatwiran. Sa madaling saita, nababaliw. Tama naman sila, dahil tried and tested ko na. I am very madly truly in love with my husband. Nakahandang gawin ang lahat para sa kaniya. I would give everything up for him, even my life. Wala e, tanga ako. I wish I could say that my husband feels the same. While I am here loving him with all my heart, he’s out there somewhere loving some other woman. I am the wife yet I feel like the mistress. His mistress who he doesn’t even love but he still keeps for convenience. He married me, yet, his heart still longs for her. Only her. Hanggang kailan ba ako manlilimos ng pagmamahal ng taong kahit kailan ay alam kong hindi ako kayang tanggapin. Ano pa ba ang kailangan kong gawin para ako naman ang mahalin niya. At kung umabot man kami sa puntong iyon, naka-kapit pa rin ba ako sa pagmamahal ko sa kaniya o nagawa ko na bang bumitaw? Pero habang hindi pa nangyayari iyon, I will still be here for him. I will still be his miserable wife. ****