Melissa
Present
I practically shoved Gavin onto the bed. I don't know what it was because let's be real, being around Gavin was always a turn on but the way he listened to me tonight, the things he said, I just wanted to be as close to him as possible. He was always in control of things we did in the bedroom, but tonight, I wanted that. I wanted to have my way with him and the thing I love about Gavin, yes love. Maybe I hadn't been able to say it out loud to him yet but I was so madly in love with this man it was ridiculous. It kind of snuck up on me. I tried to fight it for so long that one day all of a sudden it was like bam, I couldn't help the feelings that grew for him. And now that he knows about all the crappy things in my past, I feel even closer to him. I stand in front of him a
