CHAPTER 41
The moment I opened my eyes on Suse and Jonah’s wedding day, there was only one thing on my mind – Gary. I knew he was in town, and his presence was everywhere. It was in the sheets on my bed, it wrapped itself around me in the shape of my bathrobe and stirred into my coffee with the sugar. The stupid thing was that I didn’t even know if he was in town yet. Maybe he was still on the way.
In the end, the thought of him bothered me so much that I could no longer put up with the silence in my apartment. I was afraid to turn on the radio in case they played The Remotes. I wanted something calming that wouldn’t remind me of Gary, so I picked up Bryan Adams’s ’18 Til I Die’, which was comforting and upbeat while I tried to get in the mood to party.
It took a lot of effort, but I go
