coincidence

17. Knowing the Truth

This past week went so long for me as I was filled by so many things the thought of final, Jamie and the coming holiday. In front of Jamie, I could pretend that nothing has happened but actually deep down in my heart I can not hide my feeling to know the truth behind us.

I had checked my condition and it was depressing. I was diagnosed mild anemia mean that I lost my red blood cell as well as my haemoglobin. The symptoms were not clear as I thought that I was stressed out for the final preparation and the other stuff.

I really wanted to know how my relation with Jamie will lead to, he already informed me his power yet how come he did not realize that he was sucking my blood during our make out? Yes, it was dramatically aroused our imagination that we wanted more and more. More to taste him, more to feel him inside me, but it was extremely bad for my condition, I might drain my blood and died instantly. He might notice my condition. I still do not get it, I hope that it was all because we can not control our emotion as we are close not because he wanted to harm me.

As the test was over, I need to have a long conversation with him.

We need to talk a lot.

Jamie pov

I knew that Mandy will end her final test today, so I needed to spend more time with her as we would visit her family during her holiday.

I just realize that the blood sucking power that I have were growing instead of reducing. The virus that I had been injected did not harm me nor it made more powerful than previous. I was so careless that I did not realize that when I was with Mandy.

I might harm her, luckily I had to so some errands otherwise she could be dead by now. I can not control myself as I was around her. Her smell, her voice and her action kept haunted in my mind even when she was around me. They grew my desire even more. I can not stop wanting her, holding her, more over tasting her. I don't think that I can help myself to stop my fond over her. She will be the cause of my longing and death. 

I must tell her immediately about my condition. I also needed to find other way to stop my ability if I really want to make her mine.

"Hello darling. How are you?"

"Hi Jamie."

"You had finished your final right?"

"I did just now."

"Do you want to celebrate it over dinner?" I was planning to give her the best treat as she has finally worked her best to finish the final and head for her graduation. Soon she would join the assistant of doctors program for two years before she will get her doctor's license. I was so proud with her hard work.

"I do but I will be home late."

"That would not be a problem as we will just eat around this area."

"All right then."

"I will pick you up at 7 pm?"

"Sound great. See you soon."

I must get going then to prepare for the best treat. I would take her to a garden view restaurant. They were located in town and they have the garden view spot. The spot was exclusively design as you can see the firefly and the light comes from the moon. I could not wait to see Mandy love the place.

I had ordered chessy and creamy fettucine for the appetizer since we will arrive late so I guess she needed to fill her stomach first before the main course. She will love the chessy and creamy fettucine as she loves Italian food, more over the one with cheese and cream.

I would tell her my condition right away after the appetizer because we needed to discuss a lot of things regarding the situation, I really hope that the relation can be kept. I would fight for the best. Though, I guess I must get ready for the worst too.