Sparkling Eyes

I'm shaking,- shaking like the the deer who knows its inevitable fate infront of the lion. I'm covered with so much sweat that I know that I look like I've just taken a bath. What am I doing, you'd ask, right ?Yeh, why not? What am I doing that could make me,- a so called daredevil-gone-stray young man shake with uncontrollable fear ? I am this much away from wetting the bedsheet, if you know what I mean! I am dreaming. Hah! I bet you're laughing your a*ahm*s off. It is damn funny. I would laugh too if I was in your shoes. But I'm the victim here, so spare me some helping emotion, if that even finds a way to me, to this place ! I am inside a forest. Running to God-knows-where. The roars of some beasts are behind me. Erase that, they are with me, coming from everywhere! Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy! I never knew my life would end like this! Like some weak prey! A big ugly paw is coming down to strike me, to end my puny life. A pain came so piercing that my whole body woke up shivering . My mind is numb but my body is convulsing. I am wide awake, I am alive I know. But, my mind is refusing to accept it. It is still inside the forest, inside the b****y body that was once me. My blood is pouring out of me like flood. Wait, what! Why am I mind-broken and also a b****y mess if I am awake and that was only a dream ? It should not be like this. It is impossible to be like this! And above all, Who the heck am I? And where the same am I ? I have no idea. No idea at all.