Betrayed By My Fated Mate

4 Private Talk

Seraphina POV

"Caspian, I've never been with anyone else. I was saving myself for my mate." His hold tightens on me and his eyes darken. "You will never know how happy that makes me. If you had, it wouldn't change a thing, Seraphina. I won't lie though I'm thrilled to know I'll be the only man to ever touch you," he says. I can see the lust swirling in his eyes and I swallow my own desire. Before I can say more, his lips are on mine.

His lips are demanding and make heat swirl in my belly. I thread my fingers through his hair as he deepens the kiss. Holy sh*t I never expected to feel tingles all the way to my toes from a kiss. When I finally break the kiss, I can see his wolf is at the surface. "Holy sh*t, that was amazing," he says. "So amazing. I know you've kissed plenty of girls, but that was my first kiss." He growls and takes my lips again.

F**k I know that I should make him wait after what my mother said, but both Harmony and I want our mate. I want to bare his mark. I want to feel him buried inside me. When we break apart this time, I take a step back from him. I can see the disappointment in his eyes until I reach for the zipper on my dress. "Seraphina, are you sure," he says. I can see how much he wants me to say yes in his eyes.

My dress drops to the floor, and I'm left standing in my bra and panties. Caspian's eyes move up and down my body, making goosebumps form on my skin. I reach for my bra just as he rips his shirt over his head. Holy sh*t his time at training has definitely done good for his body. He is built like a Greek god. "You like what you see, my Luna," he asks as he runs his hands down his abs. I drop my bra to the floor and Caspian's hands halt on his pants.

"You like what you see, my Alpha." He closes the distance pulling my body flush with his. "I love what I see. Goddess, you are so f**king s*xy," he says. He kisses me again before he moves his hand up my side and cups my breast. I moan into his mouth as he rolls my n**ple between his fingers. It's a good thing my panties are coming off because they are ruined. He breaks the kiss and his eyes meet mine before he lowers his mouth taking one of the stiff peaks.

He rolls his tongue, and I am a moaning mess. I don't know where the confidence comes from, but I move my hand and rub his hard c**k over his pants. His hand grabs mine and he releases my n**ple. "I love how brazen you are, my mate, but if you do that this will be over far too quickly. Just touching you is making it hard not to lose control," he says before he takes my other n*pple into his mouth.

I grip his head to my chest as I arch my back. Before I realize what's happening, he snaps my thong from my body. He slides his fingers through my folds and I buck against his hand. I never expected to be this ready, but knowing I'm his mate has me wanting everything with him. I'm shocked when he drops to his knees and puts my leg over his shoulder. When his tongue replaces his fingers, I feel like my knees are going to give out.

"Tastes so f**king good. Want you to c*m on my tongue, Seraphina," he says. He swirls his tongue around my cl*t just as his finger penetrates me. The org*sm nearly knocks the wind out of me. My body shakes but he holds me in place lapping up my juices. He lifts me and carries me over to the bed. When he finally takes his pants off, my eyes move down his body to his thick long c**k. He wraps his hand around his shaft and I can't look away as he begins to pump himself.

I should feel embarrassed but the only thing I feel is wanton. When he finally climbs onto the bed, the only thing I can think about is how much I want to feel him inside me. He positions himself between my legs and stares into my eyes. "Are you sure, Seraphina, because once I mate and mark you, you're mine? You can never leave me," he says. "I am yours, Caspian. I am here. I'm not going anywhere." "Promise me, Seraphina," he says, almost begging me.

I grip his face in my hands. "I promise you, Caspian." He presses another kiss to my lips before I feel his c**k at my entrance. He pushes forward slowly. It hurts at first, but by the time he is completely seated inside me, the only thing I feel is connected to him. Connected in a way I'll never be to another human being. Harmony is right at the surface and I know she intends to mark him. I make no move to stop her. I want this as much as she does.

He starts to move and the pleasure washes over me like a tidal wave. "You're mine, Seraphina," punctuating each word with his thrusts. "Yours Caspian and you are mine." My words have his eyes turning black, but before Titus can mark me, Harmony takes control. We bite down into his marking spot. His hips stutter before they start to pound into me. The org*sm is more powerful than anything I've ever felt by my own hand.

I scream his name just as his canines pierce my skin. The org*sm is never ending, and I swear for a few seconds I black out from the pleasure. When I can focus again, I feel him thrust a few more times before he stills deep inside me. Instead of rolling off me, he tightens his hold on me. When he finally does roll, he takes me with him.

We are both silent for a long time. The only sound in the room is our steady breathing. "Thank you for accepting me, Seraphina. I'm sorry I didn't wait for you, but I promise everyone before you meant nothing," he says. My body stiffens. The thought of him with anyone else has a mix of jealousy and pain settling in my belly. I didn't expect my mate to be a virgin, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I'm just about to tell him it's fine when he rolls me, so I'm under him.

His eyes meet mine and I see regret and something else I can't name swirling in them. "Please forgive me for being so stupid, Seraphina. No experience before this one was important. This wasn't just s*x. It was the first time in my life that I had any connection to the person I was with. I wish I had waited with all my heart. Please don't leave me, Seraphina," he says desperation in his voice.

I cup his face in my hand. "Caspian, I knew before I accepted you that I wasn't your first. I hate the thought of you touching anyone the way you just touched me, but it's the past. Now, if you ever betray me, you'll find out exactly what I am capable of Alpha or not." I expect him to laugh, but instead his look becomes even more serious. "I will never betray you, Seraphina," he says. "I know Caspian. I trust you."

Caspian POV

As soon as my father saw our fresh marks, he insisted that we have our ceremony announcing us to the pack as the future Alpha and Luna. We will have our real ceremony in three months to give Seraphina time to train with my mother. I could tell she was disappointed when she realized that she will no longer be Beta, but I plan to give her everything she wants as my Luna. If she still wants to be part of training the pack warriors, then so be it.

Marcus is pissing me off, and I'm tempted to tell him to f**k off instead of giving him the Beta title. He is a jealous little pr*ck. I know he loves Seraphina, but he hates that she would have been a better Beta than he will ever be. He is my best friend, but I don't like how he treats Seraphina sometimes. I also hate that he knows I slept with Abby. She is a whole other issue. Every time she is around me, I can see the guilt in her eyes.

She truly loves Seraphina and I fear she is going to tell her what happened between us out of guilt. Seraphina knowing I have a past is one thing but knowing I f**ked her best friend is another. That is all it was. Even if it was more for Abby, it was f**king for me. I know that sounds heartless, but I knew she wasn't my mate. From the time I was a boy, I wanted what my parents had. "Then you should have waited for our mate," Titus growls.

"You're right, Titus, but I can't change it." "If we lose our mate, I'll never forgive you," he says and puts the block between us. "It's never going to happen. I can't live without Seraphina." I make my way to my office. The ceremony is in an hour, and I'm not allowed to see Seraphina on my mother's orders. Even being away from her for this short time has my nerves on edge. When I reach the office, Marcus is leaning against the wall.

"What's up, Marcus?" "Can't a guy just want to spend time with his best friend? You have been so far up Seraphina's a** we haven't had a chance to hang out since you got back," he says. I growl and slam him against the wall. "Grow the f**k up, Marcus." "I'm sorry, man. I'll stop," he says. I release my hold on him, and he follows me into the office. I take a seat near the large fireplace, and he takes the one next to me.

We sit in silence for a few minutes before he finally speaks. "I meant what I said to you the day of the party. I thought for sure Abby was going to be your mate. I'm just shocked the goddess chose Seraphina. She isn't really your type," he says. I growl and he raises his hands in surrender. "I'm not trying to upset you, Caspian. I just saw you with Abby. You seemed to like her, and she is the total opposite of Fina," he says.

"She definitely is." "I mean it's good for me that Fina is your Luna because I actually get my title, but I wonder if you'll be able to keep your secret from my sister," he says. "I have too. Everything is so f**king complicated because of Abby. It definitely would have been easier if she was my mate because of what happened." A gasp from behind me has my heart beating out of my chest. I turn and meet my beautiful mate's eyes. The pain and anger in them nearly guts me. Did she hear everything? Did she hear what I just said about how Abby being my mate would be easier?