***** Vipes P.O.V*****
" I don't know why you don't want everyone to know," I told Tech, pissed off; we've been keeping our relationship a secret now for over a year.
" Let me tell you, Brazen, don't give two f***s about whos crawling up in my bed at night. Brazen enforces the rules, and there is no rule saying we can't be together. Boston doesn't care either. Boston keeps giving me eyes like he knows somethings up. I just have never confirmed anything.
Some of the brothers may have a problem with it at first. Eventually, they'll get over it. I'll kick anybody's ass that has s**t to say. I won't let anyone hurt you, and Brazen and Bear won't let anyone hurt me. Dog probably couldn't give a s**t either way. Facts are I give a s**t, and I'm tired of sneaking around. I want to wake up with your skinny as in my bed in the mornings." I tell him with a smile.
I have liked men my whole life. When I was younger, I went to my mom, crying. I told her I liked boys, and something was wrong with me. She told me I was wonderful and loved. There was absolutely nothing wrong with me. That whoever I brought into my life, male or female, would be lucky to have me. Closets are for shoes and clothes, and that'll be the end of that. When you find someone to love, make sure you tell them every day because there will be days where your love will be all you have. She told me to fight for my right to love and to be loved. My mom was an angel; God rest her soul.
I wouldn't say I have been in the closet. I have just been waiting for the right person. Any man here paying attention would notice I turn women down left and right. We get so much snatch thrown at us; it's ridiculous. No ones ever asked me, and I've never told them.
Tech was here for a couple of years before we hooked up the first time. I was always eyeing him, but he was hard to read. One minute I would think he was gay, and then he would be hauling ass to his room with some bimbo. I later figured out he thought he could ignore it and it would go away. Tech got so depressed and started drinking massive amounts of alcohol every day.
One day I went to the room to check on him after Brazen made him leave the bar because he was sloppy drunk. When I got to Techs room, he kissed me, slammed me up against the wall so hard the pictures fell and crashed. Since then, we've been together practically every night. I wouldn't say I like it, though, because I feel like we are sneaking around. I'm not ashamed of who we are, and Tech shouldn't be either.
" Vipe, I feel like if your brother doesn't kill me over this mess, telling him we are together will surely send him over the edge. I'm not going to pretend that I can hold my own with half these men in a fistfight, either. We both know my computer knowledge is what got me in here. "Tech says, holding his head down in shame.
I walked across the room and straddled him. "Let's not pretend I wouldn't protect you. I would claim you and Brazen would make sure you were safe. Family is family, you wouldn't just be a brother in the club, but an extension of me; Brazen would respect that. My other brothers may give you s**t here and there, but nothing we can't handle. " I say, leaning in for a kiss.
I hear someone yelling Vipe, and then the door swings open, hitting the wall.
" What the f**k" I yell, climbing out of bed and off of Tech.
There stood my youngest brother, Dog. You know why we call him Dog. His name is fitting. He sleeps with anything that has a p***y and doesn't care who it is.
" What the hell is going on Vipe, why were you on top of Tech. Are you gay, Vipe?" Dog yelled.
" Lower your voice, man, " I say, dragging him in the room by his arm.
" Don't touch me; what the hell is going on, Vipe," Dog sneers at me, with his jaw locked.
" So you just going to act like you didn't know Dog. Like you never saw me with a woman your whole life. You think I was Romeo waiting for my Juliet or what? " I yell at Dog, he was pissing me off. He didn't knock and ran in here like he was running s**t.
" I think I should go, Vipe, " Tech stammers, looking embarrassed.
" You don't have to go Tech, this isn't his room," I say while I rub his arm.
" This shits ridiculous what the f**k is going on here. Wheres Brazen, and Bear I'm about to end this s**t quicker than it can get started, " Dog yells, slamming the door as he left.
I shrug my shoulders, "I guess everyone knows know Tech. My room is bigger. You ought to bring your stuff on over here and move in with me." I say with a smile. This wasn't how I wanted it to go down, but I want him near me.
" f**k Vipe, this isn't good, this isn't good at all." He says as he was leaving the room with his head down.
Tech's father was a preacher. He already hated the fact that he was in the club. This would send him over the edge. He was not happy that Dog found out because now everyone will know.
I grabbed Tech's arm and pulled him back into the room and slammed the door. " You can be mad all you want, Tech. I will fight for my right to love you and to be loved by you. I don't care if I have to leave this club to do so. I want to wake up with you in my bed and be able to f**k the hell out of you without worrying about if someone will hear us. Now you go on and throw your little temper tantrum, but at the end of the night, you walk that sweet ass back over here to me," I say, grazing my lips over his and opening the door where he can leave.
He walked out and headed to his room. His shoulders low like he had the weight of the world on them.
This man was driving me crazy, but I wasn't going to give up on him without a fight.