The Love Triangle

Full Moon

     I open my eyes, and I look around. My head hurts. I feel a chill go across my groin. My body shivers. Goosebumps trail my arms and legs. I look down and realize… I’m naked! Where are my clothes? I try to remember something from last night, but I can’t remember anything. I look around again, slowly coming to my senses. I see I am in a clearing. I hear birds flapping, but they are 5 miles away… I look in the sky. The moon is almost gone, but the sun hasn’t risen yet. I hear rustling, but this time, it’s right behind me.

     I turn and see a wolf has jumped out from the bushes. “Woah. Woah. Woah. Wolfie. Good wolfie.” I stop for a second and realize, It’s the same Grey wolf from my dream. Dark grey coat on top with a light grey fur throughout the rest of its body and the white belly. I cover my groin with my hands like my hands would actually protect me from a wolf in any possible way. Listen! I know they won’t but I’m panicking. I stumble and back up into a tree. The wolf growls. In this moment, I know. I am gonna die.

     The wolf turns away from me. I hear its bones crack. It transforms back into a man. He is shirtless and I get to see every amazing back muscle on his body. He turns around and I recognize him. “Oh, my God! Carson!”

     “How’s it going, Sammy?” I am frozen in disbelief. He takes a step forward. I want to step backward, but my muscles refuse. Despite the madness going on, I scan him. His shirtless torso steals me into a trance. Now, I can’t move for a vastly different reason. The moonlight shines through the trees directly on Carson’s body. Each individual ab glistens in the moonlight like they are all creations from God. I have to cover my d**k with my hands cause I feel it get hard again. He smiles at me. Oh, my god. Can he see what’s happening? My cheeks blush. I finally see every single muscle I’ve always felt when we hugged. I finally understand why it feels so magical every time we touch. I am in disbelief. Who knew he was so hot? And that he’s a freaking WEREWOLF.

     I snap back to reality. My brain overloads with thoughts and I start pacing. “Wait. Wait. Wait. This is a dream. This isn’t happening. This can’t be happening. You aren’t a werewolf. This is fake. I’m in a dream. I’m-“

     “Samuel, relax.” He says as he puts his hands on my arms. I hold my breath. My arms go numb from the feeling of my holding me. His chiseled, calloused, rough hands feel incredible against my body. “It’s ok. You’re ok.” I release my breath. I try to find words, but my tongue won’t move. My brain is clouded. All I can do is stare into Carson’s green eyes. “and yes. I am a werewolf, and now, you are a werewolf.” His voice is calm like the ocean. I suddenly notice my heart beating at a mile a minute. I don’t understand. I go to open my mouth again, but Carson just kisses me. My lips tingle. I feel fireworks going off in my head. Shocks and tingles go down through my- Oh, my God. I am so hard right now…

     He pulls back. I wish he didn’t. I keep looking into his green eyes. They are mesmerizing. They are tantalizing. HE is tantalizing. My eyes twitch. All I can do is stare at him. “Can I do it again?” he asks. In my head, I’m screaming yes, but all that comes out is a whimper, not being able to respond. I didn’t expect it, but it turned me on so much more when he asked for consent.  He snickers, pushing me back into a tree. A tiny pain hits the small of my back, but Carson immediately kisses me, so I can’t care. His kiss feels amazing. I have my hands resting on his- they are on his ass. I didn’t even realize it. The rough, tree bark perfectly counters Carson’s soft, full lips. I cannot contain myself. This feels amazing!

     He slowly lowers his head down to kiss my neck; my hands trace the outline of his upper body till they land on his shoulders. I howl loudly through the night. I blush even harder than before, but he smiles at me. My stomach feels so warm. He goes lower. My body stiffens as he gets closer. His hands trace down my body as he kisses every ab on my body. I only have six, but the joy feels like I have 6,000. I switch back and forth between moans and biting down fiercely on my lower lip, trying to contain myself. He lifts himself back up and stares at me. He looks mischievous and I gulp. I know that grin. I don’t trust that grin. Typically, this grin gets me in trouble. Suddenly, I tense up again, feeling a rush of euphoria. His same calloused hand is grasping my d**k. My body shakes. I lift my head, spread my mouth, and bite his shoulder.

     I panic. I just bit him! Who does that? I push him back. “Carson. Oh, my God. I can’t believe I bit you. I am so sor-“

     Carson shushes me with a single finger to my lips. I calm down, except my heart beats faster. He can probably hear it. I feel my heart beating nearly out of my chest. I realize that he has complete control of my body. “It’s ok. We do that. It feels great. I promise.” He slowly moves back towards me. I’m scared I might hurt him, but I also really want him close to me. In fact, I need him close. Something in my head is crying out to him. “Do you wanna know how it feels?” I’m so scared, but I desire anything and everything Carson right now. I nod yes. He lifts my wrist right up against his mouth. His breath heats up my wrist. Even that tiny motion feels great. “Are you sure?” he asks.

     “Yeah” I whimper through my shallow breaths. He gives a soft, sweet kiss and then bites me. A wave of tingles travels all throughout my body.

     I have never, ever experienced something so magical. It overwhelms me. I feel everything build up inside and then I feel myself release all over Carson. His abs become slick with it. I fall back into the tree. My knees are weak. My body frail. I am in a state of total euphoria. My head teeters. Even it feels too heavy to lift at this moment. Carson’s brawny arms hold me steady. His words rush over me. He uses his right hand to steady my loose, bobbing head. He asks as I come back into focus, “Are you ok?” through a smile.

     “That was amazing,” I respond. Something inside me takes me over. I don’t think I’m myself right now like I’m a ghost in my own body, but I like whatever’s happening. I grab Carson’s shoulders and shove him into the tree. He groans with a smile and I suck on his neck. I hear him howl back and I smile knowing that I am making him feel as incredible as he made me feel. As I suck on his neck, I unbutton and unzip his pants. His hands leave my side abs; I don’t want them to. He pulls down his pants and his d**k flings out. Oh, my God. It is a perfect specimen. I move back to his lips, pushing him back into the tree and kissing him as hard as I can. Then, I grab onto his d**k and pump him until he comes.

     The sun rises. I am laying down in the grass with my head is in his lap. He is sitting against the tree, stroking my hair. “Did this really happen?” The words struggle to leave my lips. My heartbeat is still not under control from earlier. He laughs at me. “What?” I chuckle back.

     “Nothing. It’s just. I have been waiting for that since the moment I met you?” I adjust my head to look up at him. I look up at his gleaming, brown eyes. I can’t believe what he’s trying to say.

     “You were?” He blushes.

     “Every. Single. Damn. Day. I have tried to tell you for so long, but I figured you didn’t like me cause you never reciprocated.” I laugh more.

     “Is this real though? Like is everything that just happened real. Not just the last thing, but like, are we werewolves?” He laughs again. I would hate him laughing at me again, but he just looks so damn amazing.

     “Yes, it’s real. You are a werewolf.”

     “Ok, cool.”

     “I have clothes in my bag for you if you wanna stop being naked by the way.”

     “Are you saying you don’t like what you see.” I ask to throw him off.

     “Oh, trust me. I love what I see. I will always love what I see, but it’s also light out and other people might not like your openness.” I groan. I reach up and give him another quick kiss, but then I reach into his bag and get the clothes. “Those are custom-designed werewolf pants. They won’t be ripped to shreds when you transform, and they also won’t restrict your movement. I would suggest making them a part of your future style.”

     “Ok, cool. Thanks.”

     “You are saying that even more than normal.”

     “I- I just- heh. I just don’t know how else to respond right now.”

     “Are you ok?” I look into his eyes again. I can feel the biggest smile spread across my face as I blush.

     “I am so much more than ok.” I give him one more kiss.

     We sit there for hours. Neither of us want to move. I feel bad. I am comfortable, but he’s stuck leaning against the tree. Right as I think it, he adjusts lifting my head and placing it down. I don’t like losing his warmth, but then he lies next to me. He looks at me again, our faces inches away from each other. “You know there was a shirt in there too, right?”

     “I don’t see you putting a shirt on.”

     “Oh? Do you not like what you see?” he asks imitating me from earlier.

     “Trust me. I love what I see.”

     Carson gets up. I pout. He asks, “Are you ready?” I look up at him. I don’t want to move. I want to live in this moment forever.

     “No…” I cry. “Don’t make me get up.”

     “Just trust me.” Carson gives his hand down to me. I take it. “You need to experience your first wolf run.” Carson’s eyes turn green. His head jerks to the side, and his arms pull back and snap turning into paws. The sound of cracking bones echoes through the clearing, and he howls. My heart rate increases rapidly. I don’t know if I can do this. Carson tilts his head to look at me questioningly. How does he look cute even as a werewolf? That just isn’t fair.

     I gulp. I try to bring out my werewolf or is it my inner wolf. I search in myself, but I don’t know if I can feel anything. There is nothing inside me. I know there is supposed to be a wolf inside me, but I don’t feel him. Carson nudges me. I’m now embarrassed. I’m going to let my best friend down. I think back to the moments earlier with Carson. When he bit into me and I howled. I felt something inside. I started to feel my inner wolf. I release a giant howl and then I transform!

     Carson launches off into the woods. I get excited and chase after him. I keep running, but I don’t see him. I hear a rustle behind me, and he jumps out from behind me and tackles me. He and I roll around each other. Carson lands on his feet, but I bounce a few times and land in a bush. I transform out of my wolf form. I walk out of the bush. I snort to clear my nose and shake off the dirt which is really weird to do in human form. I growl at Carson for jumping me. I don’t know how a wolf does it, but I think Carson actually managed to laugh at me.

     He takes off again. Now, I’m mad. I need to get back at him. I pounce forward transforming back into my wolf in the air and charge forward. I can’t find him again which meant he was gonna try to jump me. My wolf senses take over and something inside me aides me with heightening my instincts. I see him in the corner of my eyes when he rustles some leaves. I jump forward at the tree in front of me. I use the tree to turn around, push off of it and charge right into Carson. He whimpers, and I am certain that I have won. I stand on top of him and smile. He shifts back into his human form, and I follow suit. He looks at me with the same tantalizing eyes, so I reach down to give him a quick kiss. Realizing I’m out of breath, I fall down and lay next to Carson. He reaches his arm under my head, so I have a pillow. We lay there for a long time- probably like 10 minutes. I didn’t think the perfection of this moment would ever end. I didn’t want it to, but then my stomach rumbled really loud. “Let’s go get food.” He says.

     “I don’t know if greater words have ever come out of your mouth.”