I Thrived

Kabanata 4: Sir

"Did you pictured him?"

I asked Chae over the phone. Well she's video chatting me. Saying sorry and I don't know why.

"That's the problem. I was drunk last night too. Ikaw ba naman kasi nagpapaka-Maria Clara pa. Kaya ayun I'm the first one who's drunk."

If she's here right now baka nasubunotan ko na ‘to.

"Why? I told you to keep an eye on me," I said almost shouting.

I sounded so demanding. If someone will see me right now baka sabihing nababaliw na ako.

"Sorry na nga eh, may gwapo kasing lumasing sa ‘kin," nagsisising sabi niya pero halata namang nagustuhan na nilandi pa siya. ‘Yan kasi ang landi kaya nakalimutan yung ginagawa.

"You're not even sincere," seryosong sabi ko. Gusto kong ipakita na galit ako pero parang natatawa ako sa pagmumukha niya. I saw her roll her eyes. Aba naman.

"What do you want me to do? You want me to cry?" Tanong nito sa akin.

"Whatever," sabi ko na lang.

"’Yan kasi umuwi ka na sa inyo baka masampal ka na naman ng mga kontrabida sa buhay mo," pang-aasar niya pa. Parang gusto pa yata ako nitong masampal eh.

Maybe Mom and Dad's already here? ‘Di ko naman alam kasi hindi ako nakibalita.

I'm starting to build my own rebellion. Alam kong mali pero ‘di ko mapigilan sa sitwasyon ko. Samahan ng mga hindi minahal.

Somehow I joked around just to ease the pain. ‘Di ko naman pwedeng isipin nalang palagi yun. It won't make me a progressive woman.

Nakaka-progressive ba ang pag-iinom?

"Stop ruining my day. You already ruined my mood just because you couldn't give me a d*mn picture."

I was about to recite more but I stopped when I saw her sending me a pic.

"D*mn you. ‘Di ka talaga matino kausap."

Halos manlaki mata ko sa ginawa niya. It's her picture and maybe the guy with him last night. NAKED. Pero wala pang ilang segundo ay ni-remove niya rin agad.

She just laughed but then stopped and made a serious face nang makitang seryoso na ang mukha ko.

"By the way, help me find a job," sabi ko sa kaniya. Siya lang naman ang halos alam lahat ng kung ano-ano sa mundo.

"Lalayas ka na? I'll come," nakataas na kilay na sabi nito.

"Sige ng sabay tayong mamatay sa gutom."

Wala naman ‘yang alam sa buhay. Pareho kaming walang alam sa buhay kung hindi magwal-wal. Tumawa naman siya habang kinukuha yung bedsheet niya. Nakabihis naman na siya at nasa bahay na nila.

"I'll just ask some of my friends baka may alam sila. What kind of job you want?" Tanong nito sa ‘kin na naninigkit ang matang nakatingin.

"Anything."

Wala na akong panahon pumili. May alam naman akong trabaho na katarantaduhan ‘cause I always sneaked out when they're not at home.

Ginagawa kong laruan yung bahay and do some stupid things. Mabuti nalang mababait yung mga kasama ko sa bahay. They won't report all my stupidity.

‘Pag si Bella ‘yun kahit mawalan pa ng laway ‘yun ‘di ‘yun matatapos kakakwento ng kagagahan ko.

"You're that desperate huh," nakangising sabi nito.

"Bilisan mo baka Daddy mo gagawin kong sugar daddy."

Natawa siya sa sinabi.

"Epal mo," natatawang sabi nito.

Pinatay ko na lang ‘yung tawag. Nandito pa rin ako sa hotel. Well bayad naman na raw but as long as I want to stay here pwede naman.

Kaya bahala na mamulubi ‘yung tumulong sa ‘kin. Kasalanan niya ba’t niya ako tinulungan.

I actually have the idea. Kung sino iyon pero ‘di ko lang sure kasi natamaan na talaga ako ng alak kagabi. Kaya lang ba’t naman niya gagawin ‘yun?

"Room service," rinig kong sabi ng nasa labas. ‘Di ko kasi sinarado. Para naman magkaroon sila ng view sa kagandahan ko.

To: Chris

I'll stay here forever. Uubusin ko pera mo.

Yes I know his digits. Nag text na kasi siya nun sa ‘kin. Mag-aasumme na akong siya ‘yun kasi siya naman talaga.

Itatapon ko na sana phone ko sa kama nang tumungo ito.

From: Chris

How do you know it was me?

Wala naman akong sinabi. Hinula ko lang. But thanks you confirmed it. ‘Di ko nalang pinansin at pumasok sa banyo. Ni hindi pa nga ako nakapag-toothbrush. Kaya nag-toothbrush ako at natagalan lang katitig sa pagmumukha ko.

I was about to get onto the tub ng marinig kong bumukas ‘yung pinto ng banyo.

"What the hell are you doing?"

He looked like a dog now with tongue out to breathe.

"I thought something happened. You aren't answering my calls."

I just give him a duh look. Ang OA naman masyado hindi lang nasagot may masamang nangyari na agad? Gusto ata ako nitong patayin eh.

"Ba’t ka naman tatawag sa ‘kin?" Tanong ko sa kaniya. Mabuti na lang at hindi pa ako nakapag-hubad.

"’Di ko alam," siraulong sabi nito. Ang sarap sakalin.

"Out. Maliligo pa ako," pagtataboy ko sa kaniya.

Lumapit naman siya sa ‘kin. Kaya napaatras ako.

"I want to join. Pinagpawisan ako."

Sino ba kasing tangang tatakbo para lang makita ako? Ang ganda ko talaga.

"I don't invite stranger," pang-aasar ko pa.

"Stranger?"

I nodded while eyeing him. So hot.

"Strangers who f*cked each other?"

I glared at him. ‘Di man lang magawang e censor yung bibig.

"Out," I calmly said while pointing the door behind him.

"I payed for this," nakangiting sabi nito. Ipamukha ba namang naghihirap ako ngayon.

"But I'm the one who's staying here," matapang na sagot ko sa kaniya. Nilapit niya naman mukha niya sa ‘kin. I can't take it anymore. Please help me baka malapa ko ‘to ng buhay.

"It's under my name, baby," he sensually whispered to my ear. Nakakakiliti, ‘pag ako ‘di nakatiis magsisisi talaga ‘tong kupal na ‘to.

Tumawa naman siya ng maramdamang nagiging uncomfortable na ako sa posisyon namin. "You're scared because your body will oppose to what you are saying?" Tanong nito sa akin. Mas nilapit niya pa ang katawan niya sa akin kaya nagiging abnormal na ang puso ko.

Ba’t ‘di na lang kasi ako halikan ng matapos na. Puro daldal ng daldal wala namang ginagawa. Puta.

I touched his arm and I saw him froze.

Ako na gagawa ng paraan kakahiya naman sa ‘yong hayop ka.

"I wonder how would it felt like above your body," I whispered back to him. He regained his consciousness kaya ngumiti agad ng nakakaloko. Akala mo ikaw lang marunong lumandi. Expert kaya ‘to.

"Oh you wanna do a cowgirl position. You're gonna drive?"

Puta. Nawawalan na ako ng pasensya.

I kissed his lips and cupped his face. But before he could kiss me back I withdraw my lips to his. I saw how annoyed he is sa ginawa ko. There I saw his seriousness like the first time I saw him.

So annoying him would me him serious? Or he's just mad at me for what I did?

"You awakened him," Bulong niya sa akin. He pointed his lower part. And because I'm so naughty I cupped his balls.

I laughed when he's getting bigger. My God time to meet again his lion.

"You naughty woman."

But before he could hold me. I pushed him really hard. Kaya napaupo siya sa sahig. I heard him groaned. Masakit siguro pagkabagsak niya. Tumakbo naman ako at dali-daling lumabas ng banyo.

Thankfully this unit has a walk-in-closet kaya do’n ako dumiretso. But before I could close the door. He captured me.

"Not so fast, baby," sabi nito nang ikulong niya ako sa mga braso niya.

I kicked his feet but he's strong. He dragged me to the bed. Wala akong nagawa at nagpati-anod na lang. And he put my hands above my head.

"You're gonna pay for what you did," pananakot nito sa akin. Akala siguro matatakot ako.

Well I gladly oblige.

He roughly kissed me. I even taste blood on my mouth. I pull my hands but he wouldn't let it go.

"Hmmm.. Free me." I said in between our kisses.

He slowly let go of my hands. Good dog. I touched his body. Specifically his well toned arms and his hard abs. I immediately pulled his shirt. When he reached for his pants I did my own too. He then started to kiss me when we're both naked.

He squeeze my butt and I groaned not in pain but from pleasure. I shouted at him and bit his arm when he suddenly pushed his two fingers at me. Can he do one at a time? Gigil na talaga.

I pulled his hair when he's rhythm suddenly fast. He was out of control already. It's like he's been deprived for so many years.

"D*mn," I said when I felt waves of pleasure making its way out.

He withdraw his finger and kissed it. He kissed me afterwards. And I kissed him back with the same intensity he gave me. I can taste myself from him.

"F*ck you."

I shouted again when he suddenly entered me with his huge member. He just chuckled on my ears and started moving slowly. He's big so he need to adjust my openings. He's so full of surprises. He can't even give me time to recover. When he finally got comfortable. His rhythm becomes faster and faster but his slamming his body on me harder.

All I can hear from this four walled room was my voice and the sound of our body touching. He kissed my right boobs while playing with another. As his rhythm became faster than ever. I feel like the bed would give up.

He shouted while spilling all his seeds inside me. I'm safe so I don't need to worry. I thought he's done but he suddenly rolled me over and position himself at my back. f**k.

This brute. ‘Di man lang nawawalan ng energy. May ininom ba ‘tong pampagana? He's so expert when it comes to this. Dami na sigurong experience nito. His rhythm became faster again so I have to hold the beds headboard so I can have my strength.

I am tired but I am not going to stop him. I am still craving for his touch.

Nagising ako sa tawa ng lalaki. Right he's with me. And we did something disgusting. My God! Daytime but we finished many rounds.

My God! I'm so horny. Siya rin naman.

"What are you doing?" tanong ko sa kaniya.

Sinilip ko naman kung ano ang ginagawa niya.

"Why are you holding my phone?" tanong ko. Ba’t niya hawak phone ko. Wala namang akong tinatago diyan pero he’s holding it without my permission.

"Are you still sore?" He asked almost laughing.

"Stop it," suway ko.

Siya ba naman kasi kanina parang ‘di na nawalan ng energy. He still wants more so I pleaded to stop ‘cause I was sore. He stopped but he won't stop teasing me.

"I ordered food, you want it?" tanong nito ng tumigil sa pagtawa.

I nodded. I was drained. Naubos energy ko sa pinaggagawa ng kupal na ‘to. Daming alam na position.

"You're finding a job?" He asked all of a sudden.

I nodded I can't answer him ‘cause my mouth is full. He's not eating so he just watched me eat.

"I can help you. I'm finding some housemaid too."

Napaayos ako ng upo sa sinabi niya.

"Baka ‘di ako qualified Sir," I said teasing him. I know nothing sa pagiging housemaid kaya baka ‘di ako matanggap.

I saw how his ears turned to red when I said the last word.

"I like you calling me Sir. It's hot."

Just like how red your ears right now?

Do you want a really cold shower right now? Or do you want me to shower you with sweat?

"It's because the one who called Sir is hot too," I said then winked at him.

"Of course, you are," sang-ayon nito.

Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya. Baka mamaya may mangyari na naman dito.

"I know nothing about household chores and if you will let me handle your kitchen, you expect that disaster will come after. And I am not good in anything," paalala ko sa kaniya.

He nodded. "Pwede namang matutunan 'yan lahat. Saan ka ba nahihirapan?"

Nahihirapan ako sa lahat but who will teach me? You? Baka kung saan na mapunta kung ikaw ang magtuturo sa akin. Gusto kong sabihin 'yan sa kaniya pero hindi ko na lang sinabi baka mamaya sabihin na naman niyang binibigyan ko na naman siya ng ideya.

"Okay but don't expect anything from me, baka mamaya pabayaan mo lang ako sa kusina, e 'di pareho tayong magugutom," sabi ko sa kaniya na may pangongonsenya. 'Yung totoo Zelle? Sino amo dito?

"I will expect you to give me a head everyday," walang filter na sabi nito.

"Bastos!" sigaw ko na ikinatawa lang niya. Give him a head? What the f**k? At everyday pa? Ano tingin niya sa akin? Kinuha niya lang ba akong kasambahay dahil sa gusto niya rin akong maging bed warmer niya at the same time?

"If I were you, I will gladly obliged."

Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Pinagdidiinan niya talaga. Baka mamaya magawa ko pa.

Matapos naming kumain or maybe ako lang dahil ako lang naman ang kumain sa aming dalawa ay pupuntahan daw muna namin ang bahay niya for formal introduction.

Formal introduction wala akong nakita formal introduction na sinabi niya dahil sa pintuan pa lang kami ay inatake na naman niya ako.

Kailangan ko pang ihanda ang sarili ko sa mga mangyayari mamaya. Alam kong nakauwi na si Mommy at Daddy. Kaya kailangan kong ihanda ang sarili ko sa mga sampal at sabunot nito sa 'kin.

Alam kong palalayasin na naman nila ako. 'Pag may nagawa akong kasalanan palagi akong pinapalayas ni Mommy pero hindi ko ginawa dahil hindi ko kaya. Mahal ko sila kahit na iba ang trato nila sa akin.

They are still my family. Mommy I am your daughter too. I came out from your womb. I was also in your tummy for 9 months. But why? Bakit parang wala lang sa inyo na anak niyo ako? Bakit parang naging kasalanan ko pa ang pagsilang niyo sa 'kin.

Bakit hindi niyo ako magawang mahalin?