As the days turned to week's, Noah still hasn't woken up and slowly we are all starting to loose hope that he would wake up any time soon. Since the day the doctor told us that he might never be able to wake up, my muted Elaine came crashing back into my life. I haven't spoken ever since. Everone has tried there best to get me out of the darkness I have now embraced, but I haven't allowed them to. I won't ever use my voice again. This darkness was my punishment for hurting Noah. It was all part of a vow between me and God. The god I wasn't even sure existed... I spent the first few days going to the hospital everyday not leaving Noah's side even for a second. But because Aunt Lin still blames me, I'm forced to leave when ever she arrives. Things between her and dad have ended.

