After meeting Noah, I returned to the beach trying to calm my nerves down a bit.
Sure enough as soon as I see the sun set I am completely back in my own world.
As I watch the sun setting,
I think back on what aunt Lin told me a few years back about how I remind her of the sunset,and some how I can finally understand what she meant.
I sit looking over the ocean embracing the silence,
Before I feel someone sitting right next to me
I soon realise it's Noah.
Im a bit taken a back but I managed to stay calm.
He must be shocked at my earlier behavior.
Yet, He wasn't saying anything.
Sooo...
" Nice to meet you Noah."
The words just slipped out.
That was easier than I thought.
I try not to look at him,because he is so hot...
I might say something stupid or worse make a stupid face...
But...
His reply wasn't what I had expected.
Disappointed, I got up to leave.
I get up and dust my skirt, the sand accidentally land right on Noahs face and without thinking I bend down over him, cupping his face in both my hand.
The spark I felt earlier is twice as much at this distance...
I completely freeze...
He paused for a split second before opening his eyes and stared right into mine, his green eyes seem to look right into my soul.
I feel like I was just struck by lightning, my whole world was completely turning.
I suddenly come to my senses...
Before I could move or pull away Noah suddenly kisses me.
My world that was spinning, now is completely upside down.
His breath is hot.
His lips are soft and warm.
His lips move with such passion.
Like he was about to devour me.
I soon feel his tongue trying to break trough my lips which finally brings my upside-down world right-side up and before I knew it I had pulled away and slapped Noah right across his face.
He looks up at me his lips still slightly parted, he seemed shocked.
He hasn't ever been slapped before it seems to me.
I remember Aunt Lin told me he was kind of a play boy through out high school.
And had lots of ex girlfriends.
So what came out next was not what he or I expected...
Before he could even answer I storm back to the house leaving a dum struck Noah still sitting on the beach.
When I reach the house I notice aunt Lin and dad are watching the football game so I slip into the house and run up stairs right into my room before closing the door and locking it behind me.
I stand with my back agains the door before slowly sliding down to the floor.
Resting my back agains the door I subconsciously reach my fingers to my lips
I can still feel his hot breath on my lips, the movement are still there, even the slight touch of his tongue,
I could still feel it all.
O God save me...
What was that, I mean we just literally met like five minutes ago, why would he do that.
I sit in silence, than I realize something.
That was my first kiss.
What the fuck...
I just lost my first kiss to Noah.
I'm totally screwed.
I feel a slight tump in my heart beat.
Was this because of me running or because of Noah kissing me.?
Who the hell does he think he is?
I still can believe it.
Later after taking a shower.
I change into my silk pjamas before heading down for dinner.
When I get to the kitchen,
I cautiously look around for Noah, but it seems he isn't around so I relax and walk into the kitchen like a lazy cat looking for food.
I find dad and aunt Lin already seated at the table.
Aunt Lin smiles at me before returning to her conversations with dad.
I sit down and slowly start to eat the chicken piece I picked up earlier.
I reach for the rolls on the other end when suddenly I notice Noah sitting right in front of me.
When did he come in?
Our eyes meet for a few seconds and I am the one to look away first.
I suddenly lost my appetite.
"Dad, Aunt Lin, please excuse me, I'm not feeling well, I'll head upstairs first."
"Elaine, you haven't even eaten anything."
Dad says before Aunt Lin also says something
"Just have a few small bites, I'm sure its will help u feel beter."
"Um, well.."
I see Noah looking down at his plate playing around with what is in it, looking kind of upset if I can put it that way.
"OKAY."
when I look at Noah I see him looking right at me.
It's like he seems relieved.
Maybe I am overreacting about what happened earlier
He seems to have really not meant to kiss me.
I feel kind of relieved but also upset.
What the hell, why was I feeling upset?
After dinner I head right up stairs without a word.
I entered my room locking my door behind me heading
Strait to bed.
I need to sleep to forget about that kiss...
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