DEAD ALIVE

ROBERT

I didn't understand what was happening to me I tried to but couldn't stay away from that witch, it felt like an addiction I should've listened to Lawrence and stay away, I'm in to deep to stop now.

it felt like heaven as i went in and out of her it felt so good, i was so close but I didn't want to it end I was losing my mind.

I worn my pants quickly leaving her room as she went to her bathroom to cry like she always does, she acts like she wasn't enjoying it.

It was late and everyone was asleep I was trying to get to my room quietly through the dark when i stopped dead in my tracks when i saw someone standing just at the end of Nadia's room.

jesus christ, what the hell is this fat s**t doing here at this time of the night she's suppose to be sleeping, she was everywhere she wanted to know everything so f*****g nosy.

She had seen me coming out of Nadia's room but how long have she been standing here for,I didn't need any house drama.

"why aren't you asleep my lady", I said trying to be polite when I truly wanted to smack her out of my house she should go stay with mother or something, I need to have a chat with Elisa about this.

"I was going to get some water, Robert", she said smiling while showing me the empty jog of water.

"OK the kitchen is that way", I said and she walked away not saying a word, i exhale sharply as i watch her leave.

I checked on the kids making sure that the were fine before I made my way to my room to rest for the night, I feel good too good.

Elisa was alright extremely beautiful, classic and well manner lady, she had the body of a goddess so perfect, her face was was so smooth and creamy so damn beautiful, mother really surprised me i didn't expect this from her.

I didn't think her for one who would engage in s****l activities before marriage but she had surprised me the night that she had snuck into my room with just a rope and nothing beneath.

My kids love Elisa and she was really great with them even if she doesn't play with them in the way that Nadia did, she help with their school work and was really great, I didn't want to get married at first but right now i didn't mind.

Sex with Elisa was good but nothing like with Nadia, with Nadia i just couldn't get enough i just can't stop going to her, i hated her but she was like a drug to me i am addicted, i needed to find a way to stop going to her before my wedding.

I liked Elisa she was good we connected well i don't mind spending the rest of my life with her, mother really likes her I wouldn't want to break her heart by not following through with her plan.

Mother was really happy for the first time in a long time, I haven't seen her this happy and smiling since i was just a boy and since that bastard was born.

"you shouldn't speak while you eat honey", Elisa said wiping Sara's mouth clean while mother smiled proudly at them, mother had arrived early this morning to visit her darling Elisa and they kids, mother and Elisa got along so well it amaze me, mother doesn't get along with many people.

we were having breakfast but i couldn't get my eyes off Nadia she was wearing a tight dress that outline her behind and curves nicely, I wanted to stop looking but I couldn't I just wanted to line her up on the table taking her roughly while she cry out, I shake my head while stuffing my mouth with eggs trying to shaking that dirty thought of my head, I have never seen her wear that dress before and i know all her dresses this one was new.

She had her head down a frown on her face her head tie almost coming off her head, her eyes looked tired she had probably spent the whole night crying, so dramatic.

"Nadia get some more eggs", mother said but but she didn't make a move and her head was still down.

"Nadia! Nadia!! Nadia!!!", mother called again before she snapped out of it looking all confused and stupid.

"yes ma'am", she said faking a smile making Henry giggle while asking for her to carry him mother was quick to stop her to touching him much to his dismay.

"What is wrong with you my goodness", mother said throwing a spoon at her hitting her on the face.

"Robert you spoil your slave all too much, look at how she ignored your mother, there is no discipline", Elisa said grabbing my attention. its true that I favor Nadia to other slaves that's because she was smart and easy to work with, she was good to my kids and can be bold at times I like me a smart mouth at times but that didn't mean that I let her off easily when she cross the line Nadia have gotten the most of it from me, I had almost killed her once she is lucky to be alive.

"What were you thinking about you hideous pig, go get me some more eggs", mother said and Nadia rush to go get more eggs for mothers.

"My goodness what have you been feeding this pig Robert, look how fat she's gotten since she got here", mother said as Nadia entered the kitchen, I watched her closely as she returned to the room with the eggs, it was true Nadia have gotten bigger and she had more flesh on her since she began working here she was skinny when she got here first I failed to notice the changes in the her body probably because i liked her that way so much to grab on while she tries to get out of my hold.

"Have you being eating food that haven't been given to you", Elisa asked standing and walking towards Nadia this exactly is the drama that I try to avoid especially when they kids are here.

"No lady Elisa it is just in my nature to be big", she said looking at Elisa in the eye for a second before lowering her eyes Nadia was about crossing the line.

"Nadia never gets to eat any food grandma, father never let's her eat with us", Sara said to mother.

"She isn't here to eat, Sara darling she is here to work and eat what ever is given to her and not steal food ok", Elisa said before smaking Nadia's face, I didn't say anything as i watch chaos unfold and Sara ran out of the room.

Nadia gasps holding her cheek after Elisa smack her face, she had tears in her eyes but she didn't let it fall.

"don't you ever look at me in the eyes again disgusting pig", Elisa said before walking back to her seat.she tried wiping Henry face clean of the mess he had made but we all were shocked by his response.

"leave Nadia alone", he said pushing her Elisa away from him before running to Nadia hugging her legs.

"Robert control that slave", she said getting red before grabbing Henry and leaving the room with Elisa and Deborah following behind her leaving in the room with Nadia.

"have you being stealing food", I asked her waiting to hear what she had to say, of course she have been eating food that haven't been given to her else she would've being dead by now I hardly ever give her leftovers yet she was still surviving and fat, I am aware that she have been stealing because I have seen her eating in the kitchen more than once and just didn't care with was just food and i can afford more than enough.

"No master, I haven't being stealing", she said confidently trying to convince me, I smirked while asking her to go get the other slave that work here I didn't care to know what her name was.

"Have you and your friend over there being stealing food from me", I asked the shaking slave in front of me.

"No master", Nadia quickly answered earning her self a hot slap from me sending her flying to the ground, I bent down grabbing a fist full of her hair forcing her to look at me.

"I wasn't asking you, girlie shut up until it's your turn to speak", i said pulling her hair tighter and she let out a whimper, standing up straight to see Elisa with a smile on her face.

"now have you and Nadia over there being stealing food from me", I asked the pathetic shaking slave standing in front of me so annoying i haven't even touched her yet.

"I only ate with her once master, I am sorry", she cried getting on her knees, "I tried to stop her but she said no one would know about it please forgive me master", she cried harder on her knees.

"Well there you have it Robert, mother was right she's being stealing", Elisa said kicking Nadia's face with pointy shoes.

"This one said the truth, you shouldn't go too hard on her Robert, this ugly thing here probably force her to steal", Elisa said standing in front of the other slave.

Elisa hates negros but she clearly hated Nadia more, Nadia seem to have that effect on people, many people don't like her very much, but Elisa hatrad for Nadia seems personal, she despises Nadia.

I sat in my study having a drink after I finished with Nadia's punishment with mother and Elisa watching closely as I whipped her she didn't cry at first when I started but she began screaming and trashing around as the whipped cut through her flesh, I continue until i got tired and Elisa was satisfied.

"you did well with your slave Robert but that's by the way", mother said entering my office with Elisa following behind her.

"let's talk about your wedding when are we having the ceremony everyone is anxiously waiting", she said getting excited.

My goodness not with this again i wasn't ready for this especially not right now I wanted to be alone I have work to update and places to go to, I wasn't to keen about getting married anymore it's been three weeks with since they got here and they were already are talking about married.

I didn't dislike Elisa she was perfect for me she was really pretty, well manner white lady and good for my image, but I just wasn't feeling the push of getting married anymore.

She and mother were always around, I didn't have the privacy that I had before when it was just me and the kids, right now Elisa was everywhere telling me what to do and when to do so, she was trying to control me and i couldn't have that.

"it's a bit too early to talk about the marriage now mother, Elisa and i are still getting to know each other better we don't want to rush in to it just yet", I said smiling at the two of them.

"We aren't rushing anything and i think i know you quite well already Robert, we could still get to know each other after we are married", Elisa said smiling while reaching out to hold my hand and mother smiled proudly looking at her and then me.

"Elisa is completely right about this, I didn't know your father when we got married and looked where we are now", mother said making me roll my eyes at her, mother and father don't even love each other they were only leaving together they weren't even sleeping on the same bed.

"Let's give this a little more time and see what happens in a month time till then I would be making arrangements", I said getting up not wanting to talk about any of this for now.

"I have to go take care of things at the plantation", I said kissing them both on the cheek before rushing out.

I rode on my horse to the plantation to monitor how the slaves were working, they sun was hot and the slaves were getting lazy by the day.

I signal for Andrew to come forward after he was done whipping a slave this slaves were getting to lazy and slow.

"The slaves are getting to lazy Andrew get them to work or are you getting weak do I need to replace you now", I asked and he immediately got to work whipping the slaves and them to work faster, I smiled before riding off to Lawrence.

"How is your wife to be", Lawrence said sitting down shirtless beside me, "can we please not talk about wife right now I came here to escape that topic", I said and he laugh giving me his cigarette i took it from him taking a smoke its been ages since i last smoked.

"I told you it was a bad idea Robert, it does matter how pretty she is Robert women are always ruin lives, you shouldn't have let your mother to bring her here and how would you get rid of her now", he said making me even more worried than i already am.

"Its only been three weeks but i am fed up already, I hardly think i can endure this any further its a real pain", I said truthfully I was excited at first after seeing how beautiful and elegant Elisa was but I just want her gone now.

"Have you slept with her", he asked and I nodded puffing out smoke from my mouth and he laughed.

"you pray she doesn't get pregnant", he said but I didn't bother because it was just once and i made sure that she didn't get pregnant.

"She has this nosy friend with her that watches my every move and had even seen me coming out of Nadia's room last night", I said having a drink and making Lawrence to laugh, I didn't think it was funny.

I needed that rat out of my house she needs to go back New york where she came from she was only making my life harder.

I stayed at Lawrence all day eventually falling asleep on his couch i was badly intoxicated i couldn't function properly and i still wanted more to drink.

I was finally able to get home at three in the morning with the help of Andrew and my other men, I was desperate to sleep but also desperate to be inside Nadia.

I was about making my way to Nadia's but I stopped in my tracks watching Elisa coming down with the lamp to help her since since it was really dark.

"I have being waiting for you, I was getting worried, it's a good thing you're home safe", she said kissing my lips why was she awake at this time I question in my head when I spotted her coming from the direction of Nadia's room.

"Oh my have you being drinking Robert", she says grabbing my hand and leading me up the stairs and leaving Deborah down with plenty of time to dig into other people lives.

I let her undress me because i didn't have it in me to argue I wanted to be in side Nadia but since that ruin now I just wanted to sleep.

"Oh my goodness Robert do i really have this effect on you", she said after seeing my hard length making me roll my eyes while she giggles to her self.

I took in a sharp breath as she grabbed my length in her warm palm slowly massaging it as I lie back on the bed enjoying the moment.

She got out of her tiny night dress before climbing on me I didn't stop her because I wanted it, she settled her self down slowly before she began moving fast.

"you smell so good", I said drawning in lust as she went faster with her small breast bouncing up and down this felt good I have never been in this position before it felt good to just lie back not doing any work and just enjoying the moment.

I quickly closed her mouth with my hand as she began screaming and going crazy until i release my self with Elisa falling off the bed I didn't even know how, I made my self comfortable on my bed before falling asleep.

I open my one eye making sure that Elisa wasn't in my room before going back to sleep it was morning already but i still needed sleep and lots of it i didn't want to wake up my head felt it was going to explode.

There was a knock on the door but i didn't answer knowing that it was Nadia here to fix me a bath and fix my room, I didn't answer and went back to sleep.

I felt so relaxed as I sat on my bed naked reading a paper "you may come in" I said knowing it was Nadia knocking on the door.

"Master", she says coming in with a Tray of food in her hands she gasps seeing me naked as she raised her head, I smirked enjoying the look of terror on her face.

She quickly bow her head down she was clearly embarrassed she was bruised up badly due to yesterday whipping, I was about asking her to look at me when Elisa burst in the room breathing heavily she had ran all the way here.

"My goodness", she said smacking Nadia while I grab a rope,"what do you think you are doing walking in on him when he is naked", Elisa yells at Nadia.

Nadia opened her mouth to try and explain her self but was stop when Elisa sent a punch to her face making her nose to bleed.