DEAD ALIVE

HURT

Robert,

I couldn't concentrate on anything today,I couldn't get any work done i wasn't even my myself today,I didn't want to work or even go out side my house so I stayed up in my room drinking and thinking about that body.

I hated that witch she was the cause of my frustration,she was so annoying she irked me so badly,I can't believe I let her get to me this bad.

she was trying her best to seduce me but it wasn't going to work, I won't make it that easy for her. I would never stoop that low,I would never have anything to do with that ugly monkey, she was a slave and would remain one for the rest of her life.

I was slowly losing myself to the alcohol in my system but I just couldn't stop,I felt trapped in my own house,i didnt want to go out because then i might run into her and then i might do something stupid.

I needed that witch out of my house but i have to think about my children.

she took good care of them even though she was sometimes careless with them,they kids did warm up to her easily mostly because she played with them like a lunatic,she was more of a child than any of them.

she was good for them plus she makes really good food, but bad for me,I almost squeeze the life out of her yesterday.

I couldn't get that body out of my head,I wanted so badly so suck on those large breast and squeeze her behind so hard until she crys out loud.

it was a bad idea to run while naked, I don't know if she was aware of that,the way everything on her body jiggles while ran to go get her dress was the highlight of the day.

why the hell was i even thinking about such disgusting things with that pig,I haven't been with that many women since my wife's passing but that didn't mean that I would ever bring my self that low to be with a slave, even if I wanted to be with a woman it won't be with that dirty pig,there were many beautiful white girls that would kill to be with me.

I was so hard just thinking about that thing,I needed to leave this house before I do something that I would regret for the rest of my life.

I decided I would visit the plantation maybe whipping some lazy slaves would ease my hard on.

I watch from a distance as those lazy ungrateful slaves did nothing but gossip,father was right the needed to be treated with an iron fist.

I picked out my victim a young boy who was pretending to be working and ask Andrew to bring him to the whipping room,Andrew tied him up and I began whipping him, trying my possibly best to let out my frustration but nothing was helping.

I felt his warm blood splash on my face and that was when I realize that I have over done,its a good thing that I didn't Care.

I left the almost dead boy and went back home to wash off his dirty blood off my body,i finish cleaning up and went out to go check on my kids I didn't trust that witch and maybe playing with them will help with my current situation.

Sara was busy with her coloring book that she didn't notice me come in.

"hello sweetie",I said earning her attention.

"hi father,look what I did",she said happily while showing me her colouring book".

Henry was nowhere to been seen so I figured that he would be with the slave but still I decided to ask.

"where is your brother darling",I ask playing with her long hair,Sara was just like her mom in every way.

she had her mother's blonde hair,blue big eyes and the most beautiful bright smile,she was becoming more like her mother with each passing day so smart I was so proud of her.

Henry on the other hand was just like me,black hair, brown eyes,handsome and intelligent,he was going to be as tall as me when he gets older, I love him very much.

"Nadia is giving him a bath,he was been naughty and he had flour all over his body,Nadia wasn't happy father".

she explain making me shake my head,I went to Henry's room to see how he was doing and I could hear their voices coming from the bathroom.

I stood by the bathroom door and watch as she wash henry she was kneeling on the floor and he was playing with the water giving her a hard time.

"close those pretty eyes of your now,we don't want any soap getting in there"she sang and he did as told.

they were yet to notice my presence so I decided to watch and see how they related and how she treated them when I wasn't present.

"don't open your eyes yet,I have a surprise for you",she said getting him excited.

I watch clearly confuse when she began gathering the foam from the bath and rubbing it around her chin forming a beard.

I could only shake my head at what she called a surprise, that right there was exactly what i what talking about earlier her love for play, she just loves to play good thing for they kids I guess.

"open your eyes now"she said and he did just that

"surprise",she scream causing me to close my eyes at how sharp and loud her voice was.

he scream with excitement clearly happy with the surprise she had for him, they little things that gets children excited was simply amazing,

she tickles his side making him to laugh so loud while thrashing around and kicking water everywhere they were both so loud especially her what an i***t.

"you know your father has a beard just like mine". she said pinching his chin while washing her beard off,this girl is really getting on my nerves now.

"father",henry called out finally noticing me,she turns to see me, her smile quickly fading as she saw the expression on my face.good.

"master",she said bowing her head as if she was innocent,heaven knows all the nasty things she says when I'm not here.

I will have to keep a close eye on her from now on,I stare at her she was practically naked in my eyes after yesterday i just couldn't picture her any other way.

she was clearly still embarass,her actions speaks of nothing but pure shame,her shame got me excited for some reasons I don't understand.

I left they two them alone to finish their business and waited for her to come down and serve us lunch I was starving.

lunch was awkward for her and funny for me,she kept dropping things and her hands were badly shaking,what a show that was for me.my presence was making her uncomfortable clearly I would've love to keep on with the show but I have got business to discuss with my good friend Lawrence, who have just gotton back from his long travels.

Lawrence loves adventure,he like to travel around exploring the world and capturing more slaves in the process.

I on the other hand not so much,I didn't like the sea at all I would always get sick for weeks when ever I decided to travel so I hardly ever go on long journeys,I would rather go for an auction and buy slaves there.

Lawrence manage his own sugar plantation and he was doing well for him self,he had many slaves he was rich but still unmarried.

"there he is",Lawrence said engulfing me in a hug which I gladly returned,I did miss his ass.he is my best friend we have known each other since we were kids our families we're also good friends.

we spoke and drank for a long time discussing things from business,politics,women and many other pointless things,he told me of all the amazing things that he had experience in different part of the world and he even brought me some slaves from his journey as gifts which I was so grateful for, I really enjoy our time together it helped alot with the frustration I felt.

"have you been with a n***o before",I ask him out of the blue surprising even my self,he let out a short loud laugh before taking a big sip of whiskey from his glass.

he took his sweet time clearly thinking about something before finally he decided to answer me.

"don't even go there"he warn,"the moment you start you can't stop,heaven know how many kids I have out there",he said making me laugh.

"who do you have your eyes on mad man",he ask getting excited I could only roll my eyes at his childishness he would get along so well with Nadia.

I told him all about my new house slave and how I had caught her naked, and how she had foolishly ran around while naked.

Lawrence had laugh so hard saying that was the best story he have heard in a long time.he told me just how good they n***o women felt and how that was one of the reasons he was never getting married.

I didn't realize how much time have gone by with us chatting about rubbish and laughing like mad men,we were both drunk after all,i have miss dinner and the kids must have gone to bed by now angry at me.

Andrew and my other men have manage to get my drunk self home, they slave girl was sitting on the kitchen floor waiting for me,she wasn't allowed to go to bed before me it didn't matter what time it was.

she was quick to stand on her feet,she greeted me but i ignore her I just wanted to be on my bed right now my head was killing me.

I got out of my clothes and immediately jumped into bed falling into a deep dreamless sleep.

~~~

my head was hurting so badly from all the alcohol I had the night before that I couldn't get any work done.

I had coffee while my kids ate breakfast while chatting,they tried so hard to involve their slave in their conversation but she would always brush it off.

she pretended to be innocent when ever I was around but she wasn't fooling me with that stupid act,she was a noise maker.

she was so loud and playful with they kids wherever she thinks that i was not around but she was a whole new person whenever I was around.

Sara went for her classes and the slave clean the table and excuse her self to go do other chores leaving me and henry.

Henry tried to teach me all the games that he and his sister played but I just wasn't getting it.

he eventually got fraustrated and left to go stay with his play mate Nadia as he got bored easily with me, even I myself was bored with my self so I decided to go sleep.

I slept for hours eventually feeling better until a loud cry woke me up,I rush downstairs and into the kitchen where the cry was coming from,my son henry was crying so loudly with blood dripping heavily from his head to the kitchen floor.

I was angry and worried "what the hell happen here"I asking taking my son from Nadia.

"he fell,master i just don't know how,i was in the kitchen and he was playing with his sister when I heard him scream and I that was when I went to get him and he was all bloody",she kept rambling making me even more angrier.

I backhanded her so hard into the kitchen counter before rushing out to get help for my poor son,Sara followed behind me crying.

I was going to teach that pig a lesson she would never forget,I was angry, so angry my son was heavily bleeding and it was all that snakes fault.she was careless once again.

i got my son the help he needed and he had soon fallen asleep on my bed with his sister beside him.

I got out my whip and made my way her room,fed a slave and this is how the re pay you, I was furious i push her door open and she was seating on the floor with her left eye swollen from the slap she got earlier.

her eyes widened as she saw the whip in my hand,I didn't waste anymore time as I began whipping her hard she needed to feel the pain she made my son go through.

I kicked her stomach and head several times as she fell to the floor crying I kept going at it until I was exhausted and breathing hard,her dress was torn and there was splash of blood everywhere.

she wasn't moving as she had probably fainted from the beatings,I could careless if she dies she deserves it.

I went back to my kids after taking a shower to get rid of the blood on me,I joined my kids in bed but i couldn't sleep.

I called Andrew and ask him to carry her back to the slave quarters just in case she died,I didn't need her dying in my house.

Its been two days since Henry's accident and two days since I gave her the beatings of her life she was still recovering from her injuries and so was my boy.

"where is Nadia, father",Sara ask while eating the breakfast I made,they kids miss her.

"she had to go back home sweety,but she will be here later on",I said making henry glad, he was the happiest,he was getting to attached but that's what kids do they get attached to the people the see and hang out with the most.

"Did you hurt her daddy",Sara ask without looking at me, "no honey she will be back soon to play with you" I said rolling my eyes.

I wanted her back and working as soon as possible I didn't Care if she was still hurting my kids needed her.

~~~

Nadia returns to the master's house that evening with great difficulty but she had still manage to, her body was still in a great deal of pain and she didn't need more pain.

she felt horrible for what had happen with poor henry,But she didn't think that it was entirely her fault, they kids were playing and kids have accident all the time ,kids would always be kids if her master understands that or not.

she had never in her life been beaten that bad before in her life or been in that type of pain,the whipping was just too much for her body to bear that she had to pass out to escape from the pain, she woke up back in the slave quarters with Anna in her face.

she began crying,she cried so hard in her friends arms, she was in severe pain,she had manage to narrate what had happen to her friend.

Anna was horrified and she could only be thankful that she had it better,she would've survive it if she was in Nadia's place.she stay up that night tending to Nadia's wounds,Nadia had cried the whole night.

she quickly had dinner ready and setting the table before the devil and his kids came down for dinner.

"Nadia",they kids scream running towards her making their father roll his eyes,they hug hers legs causing her to give a painful smile.

"i thought you left Nadia"Sara said letting go of her legs and staring up at her.

"I went to see my friends",she said while picking henry up and putting him in his seat he was more than happy to eat with Nadia feeding him again.

she didn't want to come back here,she wanted to go back to working at the plantation at least she didn't have personal problems like this one back at the plantation but it wasn't like she have a choice in the matter and she was already too fond of they kids.

she feed Henry while the others ate quietly,she was uncomfortable as she could feel his stares burning holes in her skull.

she hated this man with everything in her she wanted to use the fork in her hand in his eyes,dinner was over she put the kids to bed but Henry won't let her go.

"don't go Nadia please",he said grabbing her as she was about to go,she took a deep breath before kneeling in front of his bed.

"but you need to sleep and then tomorrow we can play all you want",she said playing with his hair.

"but you would leave again"he said with a cute pout on his lips causing Nadia to smile she was tired and still in pain but she simply couldn't say no to this cutie.

"I promise I won't leave ok,just go to sleep and I would be right here till you sleep",she said earning a kiss on her cheek.

she was surprise and glad that he was happy she played with his hair and sang softly on until he slept off.

she put her head on his bed with her fingers in his hair while she wanted for him to completely fall asleep,she had also fallen asleep there on his bed.

Robert went to check on his kids in the middle of the night like he always did,Sara was almost falling off her bed thankfully daddy was there.

he walked into Henry's room and was shocked to see Nadia there with her head on his son's bed and his son's head on her head.

he wonder how that even happen and he didn't even want to know,she looked tired very tired he was tempted to carry her and take her to her bed but he would not be caught dead doing that.

he went back to his room feeling some kind of way, maybe he had over reacted after all.