DEAD ALIVE

GOOD NADIA

Anna quickly worn her clothes on and quietly escaping from the house,carefully trying not to make any noise that would wake the sleeping naked man up.

she got what she needed from the house before running off back to the slave quarters,her mom sat by the fire side waiting for her.

her mom couldn't just understand why her daughter was been stupid and so unwise,she had spoken to her a thousand times already.

"where have you been Anna",her mom asked her causing her to roll her eyes at her mother.

"mama please not with this again,i told you a thousand times that I know what I am doing I am no longer a child please mama stay out of my business".

she said to her mother while going inside her mother's room to go room to go unpack all the food she brought from his house.

he didn't mind her taking all the food she wanted as long as she keeps him satisfied,that's all he could really care about.

she was also getting what she wanted so it didn't really matter to her,at first she had resisted every advances that he made towards her but eventually she gave in and then she liked it she wanted more and now she couldn't get enough.

she thought it was a win win situation for her,she got to satisfy her self and to think of all the extra good things that comes with been with him,she satisfied him he liked it,he was happy and that made her happy.

"Do you not fear God Anna",her mother asked her entering inside her small room,Anna took a deep breath before turning to look at her mama.

"Ma please what are you talking about"

she asked her mom getting angry,she didn't understand what her mother's problem was she was happy, why can't her mother just be happy for her.

"he is a man of God please stay away my child please".

she said practical begging her daughter she have been there before and it didn't end well for her and neither would it end well for her daughter.

"mama",she said going close to her and holding her face while looking at her in the eye.

"nothing will happen,I promise I will be fine". she said trying to her best to assure her mother.

her mother could only nod her head not trusting a word that her daughter was saying but she decided to let it go for now.

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He quickly worn a shirt and a short, he didn't even bother to wear any underwear before throwing on a cassock, he was very late for mass as he had over slept.

he checked his house and notice that the harlot was gone he was so very grateful for that he seriously didn't have the time to pretend to be all lovey dovey today.

he worn his shoes quick before rushing out the chapel he was already so late.

"let us all praise the lord", he began.

the whole congregation really loved him, they all admire him little boys all wanted to be like their beloved father Benjamin.

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"ahh please", she cried out as her master went down roughly at her, this have been going on for months now.

it doesn't matter how much the petty n***o girl beneath him cry out in pain he didn't stop him, crys never stop master Lawrence he was a beast at this.

he kept her tight underneath him as he kept pounding in her,until he poured the white substance all over her back making her cringe in pure disgust. she hated that warm thick liquid.

he let go of her waist breathing heavily she was about to escape out of the room but he was quick to grab her back by the waist pulling her back to sit on him.

"where do you think you are going to,I am only getting started",he said going at it again as she cried silently.

Lawrence was on top of the world after he was done with the n***o girl,he was smiling from ear to ear he was never going to stop this negros would be the death of him.

he wanted so badly to tell his friend all that he was missing, Robert seriously still have some growing to do and he would definitely be there to hold his hands.

he needed to see Robert's maid for him self maybe he could help Robert with what he can't do.

Lawrence was insane,besides Robert he was one of the worst plantation owners,one of the reasons why he and Robert were such good friends.

they got along so well,they grew up together their families were friends, they had similar upbringing,they were very similar even though one was a lot more colder than the other.

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"I want food Nadia",Henry said trying to climb her legs as she walked to the kitchen.she laughed at that.

"okay let's get you something to eat big guy",she says picking him up and making her way to the kitchen.

"open up now",she said using the flying motion to feed him,just to make eating fun for him.

"Nadia will you stay with me forever",henry asked her with his mouth full of food.

she smiled, "well i would love to if you remain just the way you are", she said softly grabbing his cheeks.

"but you are going to be a grown man some day and you my boy are going to fall in love and then get married and married men need to stay with their wife"

she explained not knowing if he gets it or not,he was just so cute.

"we could get married Nadia,please".

he said causing Nadia to laugh so loudly hitting her hands on the table making Robert to close his eyes at how loud she was,he have been hiding there and listening to their conversation.

"I will marry you then sweetie",she said smiling to her self as she kept feeding him.

"promise?", he asked with a big smile on his face.

"we will see about that kid",she said smiling.

"promise not marry father until I grow",he said making her laugh again, this cause Robert to frown thinking what was wrong with him.

"never,I promise that, that would never happen",she said earning her self a kiss on the cheek.

she does love Henry a lot,he was a part of her now,slave or not she has feelings and she felt all the love in the world for him.

she knew that he was going to change as time went on but she was going to enjoy every bit of his innocence now until that day finally came.

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Robert's ego was bruise,the way she had laughed at the mention of being with him trouble him.

he was perfect,he was tall,handsome,sexy and he was every woman's dream yet she behave as though he was disgusting.

she was the disgusting one here,he wanted to grab her neck and squeeze it so hard.

he left the house before quickly making his way to go whine at Lawrence house as always.

"can you believe that thing Lawrence,she's like they world's most stupid person".

he said pacing around Lawrence sitting room,Lawrence roll his eyes at his dumb friend,'this guy clearly needs to get laid',he thought.

"when last did you do it",Lawrence asked making Robert confused.

"you know what I am talking about man", Lawrence snapped.

"I don't know ok,in years or something".

"then go do it now"he said getting frustrated with Robert.

"I have got two waiting for me right now,I could share if you want",Lawrence said wiggling his eye brows at his friend who cringe while walking out of the house.

"its going to be fun I promise",Lawrence said laughing trying to making his friend mad.

"gross man",he said getting into his carriage.

Robert went home feeling motivated as ever,he was going to do it today and there was no going back.

he got home went into his office to get some work done,and then got ready for dinner.

Nadia served dinner while Robert plans for the night he was determined.

Henry sat with his father and the ate dinner in total silence, Robert could hear his heart beat in his ears.

dinner was over they kids had some family time with their father,telling him all about how their day went.

"I will marry Nadia father", henry said smiling up at his father.

"no you won't", Robert said balancing henry on his laps looking at him.

"yes I will father,ask her", he said confidently.

"no you won't because Nadia is a slave and too old for you son,you will marry a beautiful white girl".

Robert said causing the little boy to pout cutely,while his sister watch silently.

"slaves are bad,right father", Sara asked her father remembering what her father told her when she had asked why he had to hurt them.

"this slaves are all bad people sweetie that's why I hurt them, if you don't hurt them then they would hurt you",he said making her confuse.

"Nadia isn't bad", she said boldly making her father shake his head.

"you will see how bad she is when the time comes honey, never trust this people sweetie", he has said with a kiss to her head.

"yes darling",Robert answer when suddenly henry burst out crying in Robert arms Robert was confuse as to why his son was crying.

he wasn't sure if his son was crying simply because he said that he couldn't marry Nadia or because he had called all slaves bad people.

Robert was getting frustrated with henry's constant loud cries,he had done everything but the boy wouldn't stop crying,he had only stopped when Nadia walked into the room.

henry detached him self from his father and ran to Nadia raising his hands up as a signal for her to pick him up.

he immediately quiet down once in the comfort of Nadia's arms as she pet him saying sweet nothing to him.

Robert was shocked at this behavior he really was confused as to what had just happened,he watch as Nadia went up the stairs with a now quiet Henry.

had he made a mistake by letting them get this close? maybe he shouldn't have let things get this far with them, he was treating her like his mother which she wasn't and this got Robert mad.

he angrily stomped out leaving a very confuse Sara behind.

she didn't know what to do so she followed Nadia and her brother, singing to her self as she jumped up every step.

Nadia manage to get Henry to sleep after endless singing between her and sara.

she picked Sara up like a bride taking her to her own room. she stayed with her for a while before Sara decided she was ready to sleep.

Nadia stand to leave when Sara grab her hand, "you are not bad Nadia".

she said making Nadia confuse but she smiled any way thanking her before leaving.

Nadia finish everything she had to do for that night before waiting for him to go to bed before going back to her room to sleep.

she couldn't sleep for some reason and tossed and tossed by she still couldn't sleep so she did the one thing that she knows how to do best.

she snuck out again,she ran to the slaves quarters as fast as she could so she could be back on time.

she was disappointed everywhere was quiet and everyone has gone to sleep only for the watchers.

she decided to just sit out there for some time just to get away from the master's house for some time and just to feel at home after a long time.

she sat for a few minutes before deciding to go back.

"glad I found you here today".ceaser said getting he said attention she was shocked but also happy but then again she had to show him that she was angry.

she had almost gotten beaten up the other day because he didn't show up.

"well I was just leaving",she said trying to walk away from him but he was quick to grab her.

"please look I know you are mad at me with good reasons but look you know how it is for me over there master Lawrence had me busy this few days"

he said desperately trying to explain himself.

"and I have been here every single night since that day,hoping and praying that i would see you some how.

he explained.

"it's fine really",she said hugging him he wasted no time in hugging her back its been so long since the last saw each other.

he kissed her deeply and she shyly kiss him back,until she pull back looking down.

"so how have life been,with your new work and all", he asked pulling her down to seat.

"well what can I say its been as good as it can be".

she said forcing a smile,while looking at him.

"how is that i***t treating you"he asked making her laugh "that i***t is your brother i***t",she said really laughing at her own joke.

"no he is not my brother",he said slightly annoyed he didn't consider them family as they also didn't consider him one.

"uhm so has he you know tried anything like".

she waited for him to complete his statement but he was only staring at her.

"tried what",she said eager to know what he was talking about.

"God please has he touched you in anyway",he said quickly finally getting it off his chest.

"oh my god ceaser please",she said clearly embarass.

"he would never do that,you know how disgusted he get with us", she said lowly ceaser sigh loudly.

"that man claims to be disgusted by my mother but that didn't stop him from been on top her every night".

ceaser says grabbing her by the arm making sure that she was listening to every word he said.

he clearly was concerned about her so she wasn't going to make a big deal out of this.

"look thanks for your concern ceaser but I can take care of my self like I have been doing and I have got to start going anyway, I will see you on where we agreed on tomorrow or next so till then".

she says running off without giving Spencer a kiss or even waiting for him to say anything.

he fear for her safety,she wasn't save living by her self with that animal,he loves her and he was going to save her by marrying her,its a good thing that slaves were allowed to marry.

he stood there for some time watching in the direction that she had went through,he really wanted to Walk her back.

he eventually began walking back before that lunatic Lawrence would notice that he was gone,Robert's father had sold him off to Lawrence clearly out of spike and hatred for him,his father wanted him to stay as far away as possible from him and his family most importantly he wanted him to suffer for being born.

Nadia quietly snuck back in, she was happy that ceaser was there she was happy that they had shared a kiss, she loved that kiss.

she couldn't wait to go lay back on her bed and reminisce about that kiss,she wanted more she only wish that both their masters would stop breathing down their necks at all times,maybe then they could spend more time together.

she opened her door quietly slipping in careful not to make any noise at all thanking god when she finally made it in to her room.

she on the torch in her room and almost dropped dead as to who was in her room sitting on her bed with smoke escaping out of his ears.

she didn't know what to do she wanted to run out but that would be stupid of her,she wanted to just dropped dead as he stood up and walked passed her.

she was shocked that he was just going to leave without a word but that was not the case as he had only stand up to lock the door.

"where were you Nadia", he asked looking her dead in the eye letting her know that he was in no mood to play games.

she knew that he was serious because he never ever calls her by her actual name.

"I was back at the quarters, master", she said trying to look away, why was he even always in her business, she didn't think it matters if she decided to not sleep and use that time for something else.

"who gave you the permission to do that", he said getting in her face. her heart was beating fast but so was his.

he could feel the thud of his heart loud and clear in his ears he can't believe he was about to do this but there was no going back.

he gently push her down on her bed reaping her dress apart she struggle but he didn't care he had loss it.

he couldn't stop he was already so far gone he was so hard,the struggle made him even harder his was a creep and he knew that.

he didn't want to look at her face so he pushed her face into the bed with her laying on her stomach with her back to him and her waist up.

he penetrated her earning his self a loud pain fill cry,but Robert was way to into it to stop,he was in heaven he was so glad he did this he close his eyes enjoying every single moment.

Nadia was in pain she had never felt this way before,she had stop struggling she decided to just let him enjoy him self, she blocked out everything that he was doing to her she hated life.

her neck was hurting so bad with the pressure he was putting on it but pushing her face hard in to the bed.

she wanted to die.