DEAD ALIVE

I BELONG TO MASTER

My body was hurting so badly especially my stomach where master had repeatedly hit me.

I could still taste his saltiness on my tongue, I hated it how did anyone even come in with that nasty stuff, people are just animals.

Master is an animal, a wicked one how could he do this to me, how could put that long ugly thing in my mouth.

raping me every other night was painful enough as it is but putting that thing it my mouth was just a total nightmare.

I was currently sitting outside watching they kids play with meow in the garden, master had angrily stomp out earlier without even saying goodbye to the kids even when they yelled after him.

I guess he was still angry about earlier when I bit his thing, but I had to it was either his satisfaction or my dignity.

what did he expect really, that I would be his little dog and suck on him when ever he pleases i am sure that this would be the first and the last.

I smile to my self for being brave enough and fighting back even if it was with my teeth.

I hope that this would be a lesson to him to never come to me again at night, because i was really ready to fight him.

we weren't supposed to fight our masters, we were suppose to submit to them and deal with the consequences later on alone.

master got what he deserve, he should have a taste of his own medicine and know how it feels like when he hurts others.

I didn't hurt him that much he had just over reacted for what ever reason, it was only a small scratch.

~~~

"you are honestly the worst that there is Lawrence", Robert said wiping his sweaty face while Lawrence kept on laughing at his somewhat innocent friend.

Robert had foolishly taken advice from Lawrence and look where that got him again.

"that hideous being bit me badly", Robert spoke still feeling the pain, he was going to teach her a good lesson.

"well did you force her?". Lawrence asked and Robert stares at him like an i***t, was he supposed to beg her or was he missing something.

"of course I did, what do you think", he asked finally taking a seat.

"if you ever listen to me then you would better than to force a woman to put you shaft in her mouth", Lawrence said clearly Robert wasn't listening when he told him what do.

"you need to get in her head, make them think you like them or you even are in love with them, women love that type of attention" he said sipping his drink.

"and besides it spares you lots of work and make the s*x so much better when the get all wet from your sweet words, trust me the are very gullible", Lawrence lecture and Robert listen attentively.

now that he thinks of it Nadia never gets wet and it was always a struggle he was always tired before the main deed, she had even manage to burst his lips the other day but he was too embarrassed to share it with Lawrence, he felt less of a man.

he felt disgusted with the need to make her think that he likes her or even worst love her, he could never, he was the master and she the slave he was suppose to take anything that he wanted from her and she should give it willingly.

he only listen to Lawrence but he would be damm before he stoop that low he was going to get what he wants either way.

"but hey you we could always switch you know i like them stubborn watching them concur to me is always the best part", Lawrence says laughing like he had told the best joke.

"I would be more than happy to take her from your hands, you could have one of my own, all good in bed and good with the house", Lawrence gave his friends options.

he would like to think that Robert was somehow afraid of Nadia, he was always whining when it came to her.

he wanted Nadia to himself if Robert couldn't put her in her place, she would never have use her teeth on him if he was in Robert's place. the audacity of some of this n***o was beyond him she most definitely need a good beating.

"I can handle her just fine Lawrence, you need not to worry about any of this", he said with a determine look in his eyes.

Nadia truly was stubborn she mostly did as she please and only check with him whenever she pleases, his mother wasn't fond of her and she made it her primary motive to make her life a living hell.

she had thought that Nadia was using some type of voodoo magic on her son and his children, she had even taken the time to search her room while Nadia was away on an errand.

Robert stood behind his mother as she protected her hands before entering Nadia room and going through her stuff Robert didn't believe in such nonsense but went along to please his mother.

"mother will be bringing a girl for me to marry in a month time anyways", Robert told his friend while Lawrence could only shake his head thinking it was just a trap.

Robert wasn't to eager either but his mother had become a constant torn in his flesh about having a good wife to take care of the home and they children instead of that animal.

he didn't want a wife right now and he had Nadia take care of the children and his needs.

his mother finds Nadia totally unappealing and disrespectful, mother expects her to fall at her feet but Nadia hardly even noticed.

"so you will be a married man again then, you should definitely send Nadia over you can't manage the both of them and its never a good idea to keep two women that you are sleeping with in the same house", Lawrence said making Robert angry.

"I am not getting married, I am only letting the girl come over for the sake of mother she will leave when I show no interest in her", Robert said more to himself.

he will eventually marry but not right now he didn't understand why his mother was so adamant about this, perhaps she was afraid that he would get the n***o girl pregnant and follow in his Father's footsteps bringing more shame to their family name.

"good luck with your mother then I suppose you would need it, you could always sent Nadia over if you ever get married", Lawrence said making Robert blood to boil he couldn't understand what his friend wanted with Nadia he always manage to bring her up in any conversation that they were having.

it piss Robert off so much Lawrence already have plenty of n***o girls to satisfy him yet he wanted more, just how greedy was he Robert thought rolling his eyes.

they both sat in comfortable silence both loss in their thoughts, Robert was thinking of way to punish Nadia for the stunt she pulled earlier and what better way than to starve her for at least two days.

he was also thinking of a way to ease his throbbing shaft he desperately needed a release maybe that would help ease the pain that her animal like teeth has cause him.

Lawrence was thinking about what girl he wanted in his bed tonight, he needed excitement in his life but he wasn't exactly getting that right now, he thought Robert was having all the fun.

Lawrence adjusted his pants, he was getting hard just thinking of what he wanted to do to Nadia.

he wish would that Robert would just give the slave up already he wanted to have badly, he didn't even why.

they two men spoke about business and they fun the had during their travels they were planning on another travel soon enough.

"I am still coming for dinner", Lawrence yell as Robert got on his horse riding off, he laughed at that he knew that Lawrence didn't care about the food he only wanted to torment Nadia like he did the last time.

he didn't mind, he thought it was fun to watch her sour facial expression at she try so hard to not cry.

he was going to make sure that she cry really today he was going to humiliate her badly she would never use those teeth of hers again, he smiled to himself as he rode off getting excited about tonight.

"well do you have any idea on who this Elisa is father", Robert asked his father as the shared a drink.

he was glad that he had just miss his mother, she had gone to the church for the evening mass, she spent most of her time in the church or in the market buying gifts of all kinds for the father and gossiping along the way.

the negros that work at his parents house had it worse than at Lawrence he would like to consider his self a generous man.

it was hard to satisfy his mother she was always nagging at them and barking orders he often wonder were she gets her energy from even he wasn't that strong to complain for hours until she finally goes to bed, she even grumbles in her sleep.

his mother wasn't always like this he remembered her as a fun and easy going woman when he was younger but everything change when that n***o had ceaser, his mother had beg his father to make the n***o woman and her child disappear but he had simply refused she didn't understand why since he has done it before.

his mother hatred for negros has since then double especially towards the women, she thinks that the all were sleeping with her husband.

she felt hurt and angry that her husband would get so slow to cheat with an animal, she would have been less bitter if it was a white woman.

she had only ever treated one n***o woman with a little bit of respect and that was Martha, Martha was there for her when her husband cheated and despise all the insult she would rain on her and her people she still stood by her.

his mother have manage to drive his brother away with her obsessive behavior on the way they choose to live their lives.

Williams had pack up and leave since six years ago and have never looked back since then, mother really had cross the limit with him.

"even your mother is yet to meet her, she had asked the priest to help look for a wife for you and he found Elisa", he father said shaking his head.

Robert scoff in disbelief how can his mother be so ignorant, bringing a girl into his home of which she does know of for him to marry, that girl could be a thief or a killer for heaven sake he is going to her a chat with that priest of hers.

he try everything that he can to please his mother because he knows that she was still hurting and missing her other son dearly, but she was just too much sometimes.

her grand kids are never really excited to see her anymore as she was harsh even to them, she taught them nothing but bitterness and encouraged them to have room for hate in their heart.

she hated her husband but still remain with him for reasons only she knows, she had one time throw hot water on a pregnant n***o that was working in their house just because she thought the women was carrying her husband's child, turns out she was carrying a n***o baby the woman is still scar till date.

people were afraid that she was going to run mad as she had started to display signs, little Robert was very worried about his mother he would often watch from the corner crying.

thankfully she had gotten better with the help of her sister lady Clara, who had taken her away for some time.

Robert and his father spoke about his mother and then his brother, he and his brother were pretty close and still communicate with letters.

~~~

Robert got home to find his kids playing with the kitten that Nadia had brought to his house without his permission.

he apologize to them for ignoring them earlier and even brought them gift, they kids of course were very happy with him.

Nadia was busy in the kitchen with dinner but also keeping a close eyes on they kids every now and then.

she was praying that masters guest won't be like the last one, that man had no shame he had embarrassed her to the point of tears.

dinner was ready and Nadia went to get they kids ready to eat, she watch them as they wash there hand without her help before the ran off to the table.

they kids have finished eating there dinner and were off to play but master's guest was yet to show.

Nadia had secretly hope that who ever the guest was never showed up she was clear the kids plates but left master's as he was too busy to join them for dinner.

ohh maybe it was a lady that was coming over to visit master that's why he didn't eat with the kids.

there was a knock on the door and Nadia immediately went to get it, she open the door and she was disappointed at who was at the door.

" hello Nadia", Lawrence said smiling sweetly at her, why was he being so nice to her she wondered.

"hello master", she said meekly bowing her head while stepping aside so he could come into the house.

"I will get master", she says excusing her self, she knocked on his door and spoke from outside.

" master Lawrence is here for you, master", she spoke running off not waiting for an answer.

" he will be with you shortly". she informed before excusing herself to the kitchen.

she quickly ate her dinner as she was really hungry before her master called for her to serve he and his guest.

she swallow quickly when her master called her, she wipe her mouth properly before running out.

she serve their food and the began eating, talking amongst themselves while Nadia stood by her usual corner.

they masters made nasty joke while laughing their usual loud laugh, Nadia wish she could stop listening to their nasty s****l jokes it made her so uncomfortable.

"Nadia, bring me the rice", Lawrence ask her but there was something in the way that he drag out her name she didn't like it, she didn't even like it when he say her name.

she brought him the rice and was serving him when she suddenly let out a loud yelp due to the invasion on her back side.

master Lawrence hands had made their way up in her dress and he was squeezing her behind her hands were shaking as she serve some rice in his plate before quickly moving away.

her heart was beating fast she wasn't sure if she should report this immoral act to her master or not, her master was just as horrible.

she knew that master Lawrence kindness earlier was just a show, she was aware that he was shameless but this was just beyond her.

Robert smirked enjoying the show that Lawrence was displaying for him, Nadia's horrid facial expression was priceless for him.

"Nadia", Lawrence called sending a shiver up her spine, what now she thought rolling her eyes in her head.

"master", she said bowing her head without moving.

"come to me", he said with a smirk on his face, Nadia panicking looking at her master for help or permission she wasn't sure which.

"go on" her master said to her and she slowly walk to him standing a few fit away from him.

"closer", he said his voice getting deep as she move closer to him.

"you have been a naughty girl Nadia", he spoke while eating his meal while she stood shivering, she didn't know what he was talking about she didn't understand anything.

he move his chair backwards leaving enough space between the table and him.

"get on your knees Nadia", he spoke again with a deep voice.

Robert was curious to see where this was going to as he sat in his chair wondering just how far would Lawrence go.

Nadia by now was aware of what was about to happen, master must have told his friend what have happened and now he was here to punish her.

she slowly went on her knees with tears in her eyes, she thought that she was familiar with all levels of humiliation but this was a whole new level.

he removed his shaft but she didn't look at it she wasn't going to give into their sick desires.

"come in girly swallow it whole", he said grabbing the back of her neck forcing her to put her mouth on it after warning to not use her teeth because he would skin her alive.

"i don't not wish to participate in any other this master,please",she said as tears ran down her eyes like water,she wanted to cease existing.

"its a good thing that I don't care then", he said waiting for her to do as he said he was getting impatient.

Nadia looked to Robert for help because she didn't know who to look for,Robert completely ignored her.

she put her lips on him making him smile but she quickly withdrawal as she tasted his saltiness she wanted to vomit so badly she was disgusted.

"I belong to master Robert", she says hoping it would get her out of this situation but she was so wrong.

Robert smirk finding it amusing he never thought he would hear that coming from her.

"what's mine is his", he said shattering her hopes.