During the times he was outside getting along with his good friends I had found the land of Glendin from his view when he had been there.
I had tried to enter it but I wasn't allowed. The gracious and grandeur place seemed very familiar and very foreign though it was peaking with life and vitality amongst its trees and atmosphere.
This was truly a divine experience going to the lands of my birth through Faudian's memorable past.
He did go to the few depths of the world finding symbols, glyphs, and ancient secrets. Weird, strange but really divine beings. Large animals, a vulture guardian as huge as mountains.
What are they supposed to be... our ancestors? All of this and the magical plants really whispered through its wind the hymns of heaven. He was slowly walking towards the huge gate and entering it.
Me being somewhat unworthy that part of the memory wasn't shown... why. We both share the same brain, the same body yet two different minds?.
The question of my purpose of existence kept growing day by day but those clues which I saw from his memory were really insightful and also a memorable view.
I was wailing within being treated as a lesser soul than my mind mate. We are but one but Faudian wouldn't agree so I could blame him for being this adamant. Still, all of this is way over our head so it would require a bit of thinking and analyzing so what he does he may without my disturbance for a while whilst I figure out some stuff about Faudian and the nature of what I can do in the external realm.
Yes, upon the first entry to the outside world I am stronger than Faudian and I do have different notions and ideas that are counterparts to his but that won't stop the two of us, either way, to reach the same goal just in different paths.
I was seeking an opportunity to dive deeper into his feelings maybe change some things from it and turn it to my liking but it seems like a dangerous thing though doable might cause things worse than everyone would have thought.
I was looking at the history with his friends and he was close to them than anyone not to say especially with that woman Gen and they have solved a lot of mysteries and gone on treasure hunts together. Not surprising considering how much Faudian never trusts people with his treasures let alone partner up with them, Derik was just with them but he was almost certainly the greatest asset or the path for them to go to the treasures.
Quite a trio they were but to my surprise the trio had the most help from Derik, him assisting with the leadership of a few good sided vampires that help them and also his charming ability to speak well.
There wasn't much else that I could do Or see but with these people I could get out there and do my works comfortably maybe even resisting Faudian.
For all of the future of the Spectral Claws lay on me... the claws none shall seeked and for the claws will blow Faudians mind about his nature... it shall come to the present sooner than later and that fears me the most.