Empathy

what happens when you fall in love part 2

What else happens when you fall in love with someone other than losing your marbles -basically is the fact that you will see signs of the right decision being shown! That is something that isn’t just like kissing someone and then the northern lights come out to play in the sky….. it might be as simple as finding the word love on everything until it drives you insane! Yes it is that simple. When I first kissed Amina I saw just that hours later! That being said it drove me insane at first! My favourite album that I listen to had the word love in it. And then when something happened; that was the fact that I the word love in a book by my favourite author! This was a new book that I have not read so that was strange.

That was unusual for me so I decided to read something else and had to accept the fact that love was a part of life even if with my best friend!!!!! That was all I could do. I was not a party girl who would experiment with that aspect of my life.

So this was a shock for me!!!!

When I realized that I was not just attracted her that was not just because of that but because of the creativity she had with life and creepy pasta!! That was important to me………..the creativity she had.

To be honest that was what I was attracted to, her personality! This was the best thing that happened to me was that kiss. My first kiss: something that was unspeakably great and the best thing that happened to me!

That being said, I was not a not having a great day the next day as I was being bullied severally for no apparent reason! Like I said some people were just evil to others. I remember that day that she kissed me to make me feel better right there in front of everyone. That was when I ended up in heaven actual heaven, emotionally! That was the best thing for me!!!! Accept for art I was not great at anything else….. this made me feel better right there about my self! That was when I was getting at the tale end of my depression and I still was having bad days and even rougher days! It is unlikely that I will act like a slasher in a slasher film but that was me at my worst! And she accepted that! I was not doing so well because I was just getting out of high school and going into college! That transition was painful for me still at that time she made me feel like I was on top of the world!

As I was dealing with English lit. Class. Today Clair came in crying like a leaky foist. That was the shocker of the life time. As I never thought she was narcissistic and emotionless at the best time!

I asked her what happened and she just shut down at the thought of the question! That being said she ended up telling me through passing a note:

“I lost my money, my friends and my boyfriend.”

It read.

Of all the time I spent in college I was never privileged to see her as an emotional person! I was shocked that she confided in me. That being said she passed me another note. That being said it read that she wanted to talk on the bathroom! That was when she signaled me to ask to go the washroom! There she told me that she was no better than anyone else! She could not even say the word suburbia with out collapsing to the floor!

After that she thanked me for listening to her babble about her troubles that were really minuscule to me! She never had a problems the included mental health or anything that was of importance! But then she was struggling that she was middle classes instead of upper class! It must be the worst thing for her. That was when I when I decided to go back to class before Amina got wise with me!!!!

That was the thing I had to go back to class!

“Maybe we should go back!” I suggested. That was when I walked out and headed to English lit! There was something that completely unusual about the next thing……..

“Do you want me to join you for lunch,” she said.

“Ok!?”

That was when I realized that I made a friend for life!

That was when I said to Amina, “Tw: someone is joining us for lunch!”

“Clair??!!” That being that said I almost laughted at her reaction! It was priceless!!!!! That was when I wanted to say that she was pretty but the teacher said that there was a “no romance” in the class rules! I personally hated that teacher to be honest!

Kissing Amina would have to wait as I was deal with the professor no having a no romance rule! She must be single and bitter to be completely honest!

When she handed out the assignments I was breathing a sigh of relief. That was when I kissed Amina! That felt so good to kiss her!

At that time it was lunch and I was hungry for more than just love……

After dealing with Clair at lunch I was able to make out with Amina in my dorm as we watched a horror movie! That was the only time that we had together!

The idea that we liked the same things was surreal to me! When I looked in her eyes they were smiling at me! I caressed her face and ruining my finger along her jawline and was gently kissing her. The kisses gradually got deeper and deeper!

I was able to get back to my book the one that I was reading that being said ! This was a good book called the worst case scenario by Tj Newman that was the best book I was reading! As I read I learned more about nuclear power and its faults as I progressed in the book. That being said I wanted to read this book for a long time!!!!!

The next book that I would read was going to be about the lost apothecary which would be about poisons and that being said since reading. Bitter almonds that it got me interested in that stuff!

I like the Victorian stuff that was better the Shakespeare! That was one of the books that I had to read in English lit,. Basically that class had a positive effect on my writing technique! Soon I started to download load that writing app that everyone is talking about. That was a white w and an orange that surrendered it. I started to write my story for google docs and went to town……… writing!

What I am writing about was a Sirenhead fan fiction that was with original characters. It was Interesting to be honest!!!!

The idea was a group of friends looking for Sirenhead as that look for him that being said it is unusual for me to write so much that was not for school!

Basically I started during the depression I was going through and never really stopped! It was an on and off again relationship with writing!!!!!

That was going to be my next obsession was writing about Sirenhead. I will be transferring most of my writing on this app. Basically there are two projects that I am working on! The Sirenhead and possession one! That was an important thing for me!!!!