The Surfer or the Wolf

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Mila’s POV

I sat on my hotel room bed, in complete pain. I felt like my heart was trying to escape my chest, like I was suffocating. I clutched my chest as tears poured down. I don’t even know why I was feeling like this, ever since Isaac left me in front of the hotel, I watched him leave and felt completely heartbroken. I wanted nothing more than to run off after him. I must be PMSing or something, but i’ve never felt this this before.

Thinking of how I completely betrayed Tyler made my heart hurt so much more. How could I do this to him? How could I kiss another guy? Tyler had been nothing but the best boyfriend to me, and I turn around and kiss someone else the first party I went to without him.

I couldn’t deny that I was completely smitten by Isaac, the sparks I felt whenever his skin touched mine were incredible. I raised my fingers to touch my lips, I closed my eyes as I pictured him in front of me in the beautiful backyard. He was so handsome.. I was suddenly awoken from my trance, someone was knocking on the door. I got up enthusiastically, hoping Isaac was on the other side of the door. I opened it slowly, and Tyler’s sweet smile greeted me.

“Ty..what are you doing here so late?” I asked shyly. Guilt swam through my body.

“I missed you tonight, I didn’t want to be away from you any longer” Tyler said as I let him in. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I hugged him tight.

“I missed you too, Ty.” I said quietly.

“Will you stay with me tonight?” I asked him.

“Of course!” Tyler said smiling.

I left his touch and made my way to the bed, I crawled in as Tyler jumped in behind me. He wrapped his arm around me and hugged me tightly as he dozed off to sleep. I laid awake for another hour. There I was in my sweet boyfriend’s arms and I felt so alone. I was craving something more..I was craving the sparks that I felt from those luscious lips..those brown eyes.. As my mind wandered to that handsome stranger, my body finally relaxed and I fell into a deep sleep.

*******

I woke up the next morning to Tyler kissing my shoulder softly, I could feel his hard d**k press hard on my butt. I slowly turned to face him and my lips met his, he grabbed my butt to press my body against his.

In a swift motion, he laid me on my back and climbed on top of me. I stared at his body in awe, I loved it when he took control like this. He placed his hand under my head, grabbing my hair as he kissed my neck. His other hand made its way down to cup my core. He slid his hand in my pyjama shorts and rubbed circles around my c**t. As soon as he felt my p***y getting wet, he shoved two fingers inside. I arched my back in pleasure, I needed this release.

As Tyler’s fingers were f*****g me, I imagined Isaac in my mind. I imagined him being in bed naked with me, his rippling body glistening in hot sweat. Isaac was kissing a soft spot on my neck, immense pleasure was coursing through my entire body while his fingers were giving me the most intense orgasm I had ever felt.

I rode out my high and Tyler looked at me with the biggest smile on his face.

“Damn Mila! I’ve never seen your body react like that before..it was hot!” Tyler said seductively. F**k..Tyler was pleasuring me while I was dreaming of Isaac. This was all kinds of messed up.

He licked off my juices off his fingers and then he undressed and mounted me. He kissed me and I tasted myself on his lips, he positioned himself on top of me, he was just about to enter his d**k inside of me when the door tried to open.

“Mila! Open the f*****g door!” Annie yelled. Good thing Tyler had closed the latch over the door, otherwise we would of had an audience.

We both jumped out of bed and got dressed in a hurry. I ran my fingers through my hair nervously, trying to hide the fact that we had been messing around, and then I unlocked the latch for Annie. She walked in and opened her mouth to say something to me but stopped herself when she saw Tyler.

“Brother.. I see you just couldn’t stay away..” Annie said in a mocking tone. Tyler laughed as he ran his fingers through his ginger hair nervously.

“Yeah..so I guess we should get ready to tour the campus ?” Tyler asked.

“Alright we’ll get ready and meet you in front of the hotel in an hour.” I said to Tyler. I walked him to the door and kissed him before he went to his room that was just next to ours. Then, out comes a tall blonde walking out of the boys’ room, doing the walk of shame. Devin stood in the doorway in just his boxers and slapped her on the ass as she walked away giggling.

“Goooooood morning.” Devin said smiling at us. Ugh! How will I erase this memory from my mind.

“Did you stay in Mila’s room last night?” Devin asked Tyler frowning.

“Yes he did, I fail to see how that concerns you.” I answered, glaring at him.

“Oh.. I was just wondering.” Devin said quietly. Why the hell would it matter to him if Tyler slept in my room or not?! He is my boyfriend.

I closed the door and started digging through my bag to find clothes to wear for the day.

“Mila..could we talk for a minute?” Annie said gently. I sighed, I was waiting for her to want to talk about last night. I sat down on my bed and looked at her expectantly.

“That guy last night, that you were with..what do you feel towards him?” Annie asked.

Good question. I didn’t know how to put into words myself how I was feeling towards him.

“It was nothing, Annie. I just drank too much and got carried away dancing.” I said, lying through my teeth.

“Bull f*****g s**t, Mila. I’ve been your best friend since you were 5 and I was 4. Don’t you dare lie to me!” Annie screamed while pacing the hotel room.

“I saw the way you looked at him..you’ve never looked at Tyler like that! To be honest, the last time I’ve seen someone look at anyone with that much passion was when your father would look at your mother.” Annie said genuinely.

Her words cut through my chest like a knife through my heart. I remember how passionately my father loved my mother. He always looked at her with such intense love, it breaks my heart to not be able to see that anymore.

“Sorry Mila..I didn’t mean to make you sad. I just couldn’t believe what I saw last night from you. He was also looking at you so intensely, like you were an angel sent down from heaven just for him.” Annie said giggling.

The way we interacted together really was strange..

“Yeah..I really don’t know what to say. I can’t explain how I felt when I was with him. I love Tyler though..this is all so messed up Annie, I don’t know what to do!” I said as I grabbed the hair on both sides of my head.

“Aaaalright there Drama queen! Chill. It’s not like you crossed the line, no harm done.” Annie said.

Technically, I did cross a line when I sort of made out with Isaac, but Annie didn’t need to know that.

“F**k I hate to admit it, but maybe Devin had the right idea. Maybe you and Tyler need to take a break or something and fool around with other people. You guys started dating way too young to be committed forever. Only sleeping with one person ever, that’s a damn shame!” Annie said nonchalantly.

“Yeah cause that’s an easy conversation to have with your boyfriend!” I replied rolling my eyes.

“Fine B***h, solve your own problems!” Annie said as she blew me a kiss and went in the bathroom to shower.

I would definitely need to have a talk with Tyler sooner than later..

After Annie was done with her shower, I showered quickly and got ready for the day. I put on jean shorts, a black graphic tank top and my favourite shoes, black converses. I finished my hair quickly in a fishtail braid and me and Annie head downstairs to meet the guys.

We went through the lobby and I started to smell something vaguely familiar..as we were getting closer to outside, the smell was becoming stronger and stronger.

A mix of vanilla and the beach. F**k!

We approached the guys and there he stood next to them, Isaac. He was even more handsome than last night, if that’s even possible. He locked eyes with me and smiled, showing off his cute dimples. My f**k did he look sexy in his black t-shirt, I could see all his muscles through it, I had the urge to rip his shirt off and run my hands all over his sexy body. He bit his lip and grinned at me. Ohh f**k, i’m in trouble now.

Annie grabbed my arm tightly and looked at me as she opened her eyes wider.

“Fffffff**k..” She whispered at me. I pulled on her arm and gestured her to shut up.

“Hi..” I said shyly to everyone, glancing at Isaac. He looked so calm, he couldn’t wipe that smile off his face.

“Mila, this is Isaac, Devin’s friend. He’s gonna show us around campus! Nice of him huh?” Tyler said.

Yes. So very very nice of him.

“Hi Isaac..thanks for showing us around today.” I said nicely.

“It’s my pleasure.” Isaac said, only looking at me.

Annie covered her mouth and giggled as she looked at the ground. I think Devin was holding a laugh too. UGH!

Well this will definitely be an interesting day..