Chapter 16: Shattered Heart
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Meanwhile, back in the walls...
A woman dressed in classical black dress with a burgundy flower veil accented by black feathers sat by a fireplace when a man stood behind her.
"He failed didn't he?" She asked stoically without turning back.
"My greatest apologies, Nel-sama." He bowed.
"I heard he tried to kill Levi. Is that true?"
"Yes, Nel-sama."
"I told him to kill her not Levi!!" She jeered and threw her cup of tea towards the wall, shattering it.
"I will never let anyone have Levi. NEVER!"
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**Y/N's POV**
Your eyes fluttered open and the first thing you saw was the plain white ceiling. You stared at it while trying to remember what happened. The memories flashed through your mind causing your breath to quicken and your heart to pound even faster. You were still traumatized by what happened. Although your nails & fingers grew back, you could somehow feel the stinging pain. In the midst of your thoughts, you heard the door being closed. You shifted your gaze towards the door and saw Levi walking towards you.
"L-Le---Levi.." Your lips quivered as you stammered trying to call out his name.
"I'm so sorry... I'm deeply sorry, (y/n).. I wasn't in the right mind.. I--" you interjected his sentence and embraced him tightly,your head resting on his chest. You tighten your grip onto his shirt as you cry,letting it all out.Levi stroke your hair and kissed you on the forehead.
"We're going back today." He told you.You said nothing but nodded in response.
"Levi... I'm just curious.. Uhmm.... Who is this Isabel? Well, I heard you murmured her name in your sleep...well,, i don't mind if she's your first love or something...." You faked a laugh. There was a long awkward silence. Levi balled his fist and his eyes changed. They were filled with sadness & pain.
"Isabel, was my friend...." He whispered.
"Was? What do you mea---"
"She's gone."
Your eyes widened. "I-I'm sorry....." You apologised.
"No,it's okay..."
You leaned closer to him and pecked his lips. You cupped his cheeks and gave him a warm smile.
"Don't worry, I'll always be there for you."
"Y/N!!!!!!!!! MY DARLINGG~!!" A familiar voice piped.
You and Levi exhanged glances.
"Hanji." Both of you said simultaneously when all of a sudden the door flung opened. Hanji raced towards you and hugged you tighly knocking out the air from your lungs.
"C--cant bre-athe.....Ha-Han-Hanjii." You stuttered and looked at Levi with the I-Need-Help face. Levi grabbed Hanji by the collar as an annoyed vein pops on his head.
"Get the f**k awayy from (y/n)." He warned. Hanji sent a death glare to Levi then faced you with a big smile plastered on her face.
"I miss you so muchhhhhhh!!! I'm so glad that the son of a b***h is dead. I'd feed him to the titan if I could!!"
You chuckled. "But at one point, I kinda feel bad for him........." There was a long silence before Hanji smacked your back.
"Get yourself together!! He doesn't deserve your pity!"
"Jeez, okay okay." You groaned as you rubbed your back.
"Ahh sorry, sorry."
>>Timeskip>>
'We're back. We're finally back,in the walls. Oh how I miss my room.'
The first thing you did was jump in your bed and snuggled your pillow. After spending your precious time with your favourite pillow, you headed downstairs to the cafeteria to join the others eating. You sat next to Eren and greeted him. In the corner of your eyes, you could see Mikasa sending you a cold hard death glare. Mikasa looked at you straight in the eyes and stared into your soul like she's furiously trying to hypnotize you with her anger.
"Hi, Mikasa!" You gave her a warm smile. Without saying a word, she slammed the table and got up leaving the cafeteria.
"I'm so sorry for her attitude," Armin whispered.
"Oh no no it's okay!..." You faked a smile when suddenly a lady barged in followed by a soldier that was gasping for air. He probably was chasing after her. The lady wore a black dress and she's really beautiful.
"My apology, Levi-heichou. This lady insisted to go in to meet you even after all those rejections. I tried to stop her but--"
"I AM HIS FIANCÉE, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO STOP ME?" She yelled bluntly as the cafeteria went silent.
"Nel!" Levi grabbed her wrist.
You were awfully shocked. You couldn't believe your ears. You wanted to think your ears deceived you but you couldn't. What has been heard cannot be unheard.
You approached Levi,still surprised. You felt like you've been toyed.
"Levi,, is...is this truee?" You asked hoping to hear a 'no' from him.
"You can't lie, Levi darling." The lady linked her arms with Levi's and traced her fingertips along his cheeks.
"Y-yes." He sighed in defeat.
Your mind fogged up as tears started to collect in your eyes. You bit your lips,hard enough to draw blood, trying to prevent yourself from crying. You tried not show your weakness, but your will was too weak. Your eyes itch and burn from holding back your tears. You just wished that you could push your emotions down so deep that you could forget about it.
"But---" cutting off his sentence, you sent him a hard tight slap across his face making the soldiers gasped in awe.The impact was so hard that he stumbled back a little.
You bit your lips even harder but you couldn't contain yourself. The tears soon escaped from your eyes.
"H-HOW COULD YOU?" You shouted from the top of your lungs.
"I-I---" You started gasping for breath as you could feel yourself choking on your tears. Not wanting to hear anything from him again, you rushed upstairs, running to your room. As you were running, you bumped onto someone.
"Oii, where are you-- (Y/N)?!" You looked up and realised it was Mikasa. Without saying anything, you ran to your room locking the door and buried yourself under the pillow.
**Mikasa's POV**
I was lost in my thoughts when suddenly someone bumped onto me.
"Oii, where are you--" i stopped and realised it was (y/n). She was crying. Her eyes were red and her cheeks were soaked with tears.
"Y/N?!" My voice raised a little. I was about to ask what happened when she ran off. Yeah, at times I do hate her because she's really close with Eren but she's still my friend,, and i do care for her.
I rushed downstairs, my blood starts to boil.
"Alright, who the f**k made (y/n) cry?!"
*Y/N's POV**
Your lips started to quiver. Tears build up quickly and fall fast. You crouched trying not to make any noise but it hurts too much to hold it. Unable to control yourself, you let out a yelp and a cry.
'Why? Why? Why? Why didn't you tell me? I loved you and this is how you repay me? How could you toy with my feelings?'
**Erwin's POV**
The lady ran her fingertips along Levi's lips and pecked him while smirking. Levi shoved her away and was heading upstairs when I stopped him.
"Levi. I don't she wants to see you right now." I firmly told him.
"Shut up." He refused to listen to me and started walking when she pulled Levi's wrist.
"Stop wasting your time on that brat!!" She shouted.
I headed upstairs to (y/n)'s room leaving them behind when Mikasa came running down the stairs.
"Alright. Who the f**k made (y/n) cry?!"
I continued walking to her room and stopped right in front of the door. Her cries & sobbing could be heard. I gently knocked the door.
"Y/n, it's me. Can I come in?"
**Y/N's POV**
You dragged your feet towards the door and unlocked it. You slightly opened .it and saw Erwin standing in front of you with his worried face. Without hesitating, you fully opened the door, letting him in.He closed the door behind you as you walked over to your bed and sat on it, pulling your knees close to your chest.
"What?" You stoically asked.
Without saying a word, Erwin pulled you closer to him and embraced you. His warm muscular arms wrapped around you as your head rested on his chest. You wanted to break free from his grasp but you were just too weak.
Erwin faced you and soon, he moved closer to your lips. He smashed his lips onto yours and pushed his tongue into your mouth exploring it. He then pushed you to the bed,and was now on top of you, and crept his hand under your shirt to your chest, fondling it. Both of you then pulled apart gasping for air when Erwin made the second move and swiftly removed your clothes leaving you only with your bra.
"E-Erwin. What are you--" He cut you off with a rough kiss. You placed your hand onto his chest trying to push him away but he was too strong. He unclasped your bra and circled his tongue around your n****e causing you to moan. He went down and removed your pants leaving you with your panties and started off kissing your inner thighs. Just when he was about to remove your panties, you stopped him and pushed him away with your all your strength. You sit up and slapped him right in the face.
"STOP. I have ENOUGH of this. Just please STOP."
You put on your clothes and before you could head out, Erwin grabbed onto your wrist.
"(Y/n),,"
"Let go of me!" You brushed his hand away and got out, still mad,, still hurt......
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