Levi x Reader: In Your Eyes

Chapter 14: 5 sided love?

*Y/N's POV**

You exited from your titan form and walked towards Hanji. You realised Levi was there too.

"I'VE FINALLY GOT THE ANSWER!!" Hanji yelled.

"Answer?"

"As to why you berserk and turned larger. Okay,, meet me in the office! You too, shorty." With that, Hanji skipped off.

"Shorty my ass." Levi mumbled and rolled his eyes. You covered your mouth refraining yourself from laughing but you couldn't help it. You giggled uncontrollably.

"What's so funny?" Levi darted his cold grey eyes towards you.

"N-nothing!" You sneered when suddenly Levi flicked your forehead.

" WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!" You cried and rubbed your forehead.

"Shut up! Lets go." He walked away leaving you alone.

"W-wait!!" You raced up to Levi.

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"Knock, knock." You sang in front of Hanji's office.

"Come in!" She instructed.

You and Levi went in and was greeted by Hanji grinning at you.

'All these grinning, smirking and pedo-smiling, I might get nightmares soon.'

You sat next to Levi staring at The scary Hanji. Silence filled the room for what seemed like an eternity. Hanji snapped back to reality after you cleared your throat.

"Oh right! Here I go~." Hanji leaned forward locking her eyes onto yours. You knew she was in her serious mode.

"The goal you are aiming for effects the size and strength of the titan. But the more bigger and stronger you are, the more likely you will go on a rampage.

When you are so determined to aim for the goal, you'll transform into a bigger and a stronger titan. For example when you want to save someone so desperately or when you want to kill the titans really badly.

But when you aim a goal which you're less determine like for example aiming to pick up a spoon that you've dropped while wounding yourself, then your titan will be the normal titan you usually transform into. So basically all you need to aim for, is a goal that you're less determine to aim.

My theory for Eren is that when he gets tired, he'll go on a rampage. I'm still clueless as to why Eren couldn't transform into a titan sometimes despite him setting a goal in his mind." Hanji explained as you stared at her astonishingly.

"Hmm, I see.." Levi muttered placing his hand on his chin.

You sat there unable to say anything. You have so many things to say but no words came out.

"Oi,," Your shoulders jumped a little as you snapped back to reality.

"Gomen,gomen!! Uhh, I'l just go to my room..." You stood and before you left,Hanji stopped you.

"Ah (y/n),, Erwin will be here shortly to check on us until we get back." You showed no expression and nod your head as you walked back to your room, to be precise, Levi's room, since you shared a room with him.

You lay down on the bed trying to enjoy the soft cool throw and the downy pillows to keep your mind off about the experiments but you couldn't. You kept tossing and turning around trying to adjust to the comfortness. You then threw your arm over your eyes and lay there stoically. The darkness soon engulfed you taking you to your dreamland...or probably nightmare.

**Flashback**

"Don't go!!" You begged as your parents exited the house into the night. You chased after them as fast as your feet could carry you when suddenly tears spilled down your cheeks as you huffed and puffed breathlessly.Your eyes leaking with pain,sadness,loneliness. You gasped for breath again as you could feel yourself choking on your tears.

The wind blew vigorously as you felt something cold brushed against your skin. You looked up and realised it was raining. You squinted your eyes as the rain began to lash. Every raindrop felt like hard water pounding against your skin. To make things worse, lightning zipped through the sky followed by a loud bang. You couldn't see what was ahead of you because of the heavy rain and fog.

As you were running, your foot got caught on a small lip in the pavement where it had cracked previously,preventing you from taking another step. It all happened too quickly, the next thing you know,you landed flat on the harsh,rough surface of the ground.Your face brushed against it. Your hands grazed along the ground as the skin tore from them. Pain screamed through your palms in a horrible sting. Blood covered both your hands and face but you refused to give up. You regained your composure and continued running until you were out of breath. You stopped on your tracks and stood there gasping for air. You kneeled down as rain kept pouring & pouring.

"Why?" You mouthed out the word.

*end of flashback*

Your eyes fluttered open as a yawn escaped from your mouth. You looked out the window to discover an inky canopy of darkness filled with stars sprinkled across the dark raven sky.

'Why do I have to end up waking in the night?' You sighed and slipped into your white tank top and a cardigan with black shorts.

'My sense of fashion sucks but blergh whatever .' You thought to yourself before heading to Levi's office.

You knocked several times but there was no reply. You turned the knob and entered only to find Levi slumping over his table, sleeping. Some of the paperworks were scattered on his table while the rest of it was piled up on his sofa, untouched. You gaped at the pile of untouched paperworks.

"Fine,, I'll do the paperworks because I'm a good girl and a good girl must do good things like helping people to do their paperworks! I will be a good girl for today. Just for today!!" You self-praised and chuckled.

"Here we go....." You let out a long sigh.

After completing them, you neatly arranged them and walked over to Levi who was sleeping peacefully. You pulled a blanket over him and kissed his forehead before going down to grab a coffee when you suddenly heard him mummble.

"I-I-Isabel....."

'Isabel?' You thought to yourself and looked at Levi,preplexed. You pushed the thought away when he mummbled again.

"F-F---" before he could finish up the word, he fell back into a deep sleep. For some reason, your heart aches a little but you shook your head instead and proceeded down to the mess hall to get your coffee.

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"OH my flopping GOD." You gasped looking at the drunken Hanji & Eren. Eren was lying flat on the table while Hanji was lying on the floor. Her face was on the ground while her butt sticked up. She kinda look like a caterpillar crawling. You chuckled and headed to the kitchen. You were making coffee for yourself when someone called you. Your shoulders bounced up upon hearing that. You spun around and saw Erwin.

"Erwin!!" You perkily greeted him. You don't have a thing for Erwin but honestly, you like him as a commander. You really respect him and he was your motivation to do well and never give up. And of course Levi too. You treated Erwin like a brother and adores him.

"My apologies for surprising you." He apologised.

"Hah? Oh no no ! Its okayy!!" You gave him a warm smile and continued," when did you arrived?"

"While you were still sleeping." He replied.

"I see. Want a coffee?" You offered him and he nodded. You turned back getting ready to make the coffee. Just when you were about to put the powder into the mug, a warm muscular arm wrapped around your stomach area.

"E-Erwin?" You startled when you realised that Erwin was hugging you from the back.

"Is it bad for me to love my friend's girlfriend?" He quizzed.

"Whaa-whaat are you talking about?" Your face flushed bright pink.

Erwin burried his face on the crook of your neck kissing it then moved his hand down to your area and rubbed it. A moan escaped from your mouth as you bit your lips.

"(Y/n),, I love y--" Before Erwin could finish his sentence,you interject his sentence.

"Stop,," you begged.

"But I really love y--"

"I SAID STOP!" You jeered and pushed Erwin away.

You were about to go to your room when Erwin gripped onto your wrist,causing you to turn around and face him. He attacked your lips and kissed you roughly. You shut your mouth,not wanting his tounge to enter when suddenly he lick your lips but you refused to. His tounge then overpowers your lips. He thrust his tounge in and explores your mouth. He pulled you closer to him and moved his hand up and down your back then to your bottom,squeezing it.

With your strength, you pushed him away,gasping for air when he pulled you again for a kiss. That was when a fist flew to Erwin's jaw. He stumbled back.

"DON'T f*****g TOUCH WHAT'S MINE!"Levi retorted.

"Is that how you treat your superior?" Erwin raised his eyebrows.

"I just wanted to feel (y/n)'s touch." Erwin smirked. Furious, Levi punched him several times. You tried to stop him by holding his arm when he threw you aside. Your head banged to the wall so hard that it began to bled.

"EHHHHHH?!?!" A familiar voice appeared. It was Hanji. She must've woke up hearing the commotion.

"(Y/N) are you---" Hanji reached out her hand for you when you lightly brush her hands away. You stood up running out from the castle into the night.

After running for a long period of time, you rested your hand on the trunk of the tree, breathing vigorously. Your head was still in pain. You pressed your fingertips on the area that was soaking with blood. You winced at the pain when suddenly a voice appeared behind you.

"Poor (y/n). Having a bad time? Oh that's not the end. Your nightmare is just about to start."

Before you could turn around, you felt something sharp poked through your skin. Your vision was fuzzy & blurry and your head was swimming. Everything went pitch black as darkness engulfed you.