Fear

I felt trapped in this four walls that I myself put me in Full of tears and fears Full of hurt and disappointment Felling suffocated and stuck Fear of screaming, fear of breathing, fear of crying, fear of moving, fear of feeling nonimportant Angry at myself for caring, angry at myself for feeling so negative and not talking, angry at them for not knowing and understanding what I was NOT saying, not screaming HURT in all the wrong ways, hurt because of love, hurt because of trust All this wrong emotions circling me in this four walls that I put up that I can't seem able to break, hating myself for feeling so comfortable in here, fear what will happen next Knowing that this four walls that I put up over the year will break me, suffocate me with each passing minute And all it took was... FOUR WALLS