There is nothing to blame at first

There was a woman, took a knife and stabbed me, Suddenly I woke up huh, it's just a dream. I got ready to leave because mando will pick me up to go to the bar where I will audition, Brother mando was very happy and of course I was too because, I was accepted right away, and many people gave me tips, even the owner of the bar wanted me to work there right away. We are still happy, brother mando. But when I cried It was there that the fear of my life happened that I will never forget. When I was about to go home, brother mando was not there yet, because it was raining that night, when I was about to enter. I noticed the big tree as if someone was looking at me, and I heard a bird chirping that sounded like a human, immediately stood up my fur when I was about to enter, I heard a noise upstairs and a woman crying as if she was close to me, I didn't go in first. I felt that mando had not gone far so I immediately called him and thankfully he was still there at the exit, when kuya mando was going to the apartment, he said to me, what ghost? I didn't believe it, I suddenly stopped him and told him to listen. Brother mando was also shocked and said at the same time, let's pray, he heard the noise and crying until it got closer and closer, suddenly the shower opened and the things were suddenly thrown on both of us. The two of us quickly ran and were shocked. Mando told me. According to him, he had just experienced this incident. But what he didn't know was that I could see the ghost of a woman inside the apartment, I just didn't pay attention because since when it was given to me when my father prayed, I could see a lot. Mando took me to the hotel and I spent the night there. When I returned home in the morning, I opened all the windows, including the doors. I even got a pin on the door to keep it from closing. while I wait for the owner of the apartment. I was in the living room and I suddenly felt nervous. I felt that it wasn't just a ghost. When I was about to go out, the door suddenly closed, I screamed for help. I saw people outside taking my hand to calm down, many men who wanted to break the door but failed, including the owner of the apartment and the key but not open. Suddenly I knelt at the door. When I turned my gaze behind me, the ghost woman was in front of me, she was the woman in my dream who stabbed me with a knife. I was peeing in my pants while her hand was on my cheek. I suddenly felt stiff, weak. But suddenly I thought that he was dead and I was alive. I bit my lip, and clenched my hands and screamed. You're just a ghost, you're dead. Suddenly the door opened, and there were a lot of people. I didn't know anything, I didn't know what to do, so I just ran. After that,I took all my things and went to the bar where I auditioned that night. And I thank the owner of the restobar because he welcomed me with open arms and the entire staff at the restobar. I thought everything was okay, something worse was yet to come. Sir Jamon took me to his house, but behind the house they have guest rooms. He let me choose a room. I was satisfied because it was free. I chose the one that didn't break the lock. Sir jamon immediately cleaned it my things have been placed. After that I rested for a while and I felt strange again. I was crying in the room because I was worried about my boyfriend and my family but I was just full of anger and i blamed the Lord God. At night, I went to the restobar and everything was fine, until I got tired and went home to Sir Jamon's house. The guard led me in there. The guard told me that if I can't sleep upstairs, I should just go back to the bar with VIP rooms. When I was in the room everything was fine, I locked the room and made sure it was locked. I don't know why and suddenly I looked at the mirror, and it felt like the mirror was going to swallow me. Suddenly, the water I brought was taken and wet my face with water to wake me up. I took my clothes and I was sure in my mind that something was going to happen.the door suddenly opened, and I saw a big man in black who seemed to be missing. I took my clothes and ran, I thought the man was going to hurt me, thank the lord and he didn't. until I passed the man. I breathed for help and when we went there they only saw one at the top, a Philippines cobra. I don't know, I'm confused I thought the man in black was going to hurt me when I realized that he was the one who would save me. because if I had fallen asleep in that room I might have died because of the snake bite. when the morning came I moved again to the vip room at the restobar. I wonder because there are many people hanging out there that are almost a family when the night comes and they watch the wind indicating that it is bad to climb the mountain so they all spend the night there. That's when I found out that there are many things that people can't explain even with science, I thought they were just stories told by adults to make children afraid to go out at night, that's true and I only found out in Masbate and that I actually experienced it once that there were people in the restobar after spending the night. At two o'clock in the morning, the guard who was watching suddenly woke up and shouted, they all knocked on the vip room because they wanted to and they are messing around outside. When I opened the door, the wind was so strong and it sounded like a drum, and my humming bird that I can't even explain, all the women were let inside and the men were guarding my wood and knives outside. them. When they shouted that we know you, come in here and you will know what will happen to you. I was very scared. When I prayed the prayer that my father gave me, when I opened my eyes, the wind suddenly disappeared and the chirping of a big bird that you thought was an angry person also disappeared. even I can't believe that that prayer can also be said to evil animals like birds. That's where I also discovered that there is a ghost, and the longer I stayed in that place, even though I was scared, I chose to stay because I still haven't forgotten what my boyfriend did to me. When I got used to the town of Masbate, I also discovered that even those who read this will not believe that the witch actually believes. A guy with a restobar invited me to play at their restaurant. It was fun there but I noticed a man about the same age as my father. When I first saw him, I greeted him first, and gave him a cigarette. One he turned out to be a colleague of the soundman hired by the restaurant owner for the event that night. There were a lot of friendships made with them because I'm not from there, and another thing is that I felt a danger with that person but I used my mind and heart to make him my friend. It didn't take long for him to be honest with me, he said that after 11 cycles I will be his wife. I was shocked and stunned I didn't say anything, but he said to me, he said thank you because I'm kind and helpful and generous so he won't do what he wants with me. I just sighed and thanked him. in the morning, someone called me and someone invited me again to the other restobar saying if I could sing with them. I said goodbye to my boss because the day they gave me was exactly my day off. The name of the restaurant is great, the owner is kind, and very beautiful and very rich. He even gave me a regular gig there. During my third week of playing there, someone suddenly called me and sent me to the extreme early.The owner has something important to say I was confused when I arrived and the owner's sister-in-law introduced me to the owner of the restobar who already knew each other. The owner told me that he woke up earlier this morning He said that his face is like this, why is he said to be old, why did he marry the person who was his enemy at the time and that he is angry when he sees that person, why is he now his wife. Why do they have a child, and he has grandchildren. Even I asked what he really wanted to say. And I found out that his wife used a potion, and because his wife remarried a child and was rich, the potion lost its effectiveness. that's when I realized that the potion would work. throughout my life I have been to a place where what I thought was just a story turned out to be true. At that time I just wanted to leave and forget about my love problem. But that's when I found out that there was more to my problem. I learned a lot in that place. I thank the people who supported me I was treated as a child. If it wasn't for them, maybe I wouldn't have returned home alive to Aklan. I howled in despair, because I thought everything was fine when suddenly I saw that my boyfriend was with another woman. I confronted them and threw away the drink that was on the table, I sighed and took some things and decided to go back to Masbate. But that night when I went home it was dark and it was eleven o'clock at night, I met my mother in a black dress but I saw her in the window of our neighbor's house, I thought it was a person, a shadow of a man and just looked out the window next to our house. When I realized that it wasn't a person, my heart beat faster, and my feet got heavier and heavier, but it's a good thing our dog came and barked as if my fear disappeared and I quickly walked away. I told my father what happened and I said suddenly, that grandma will die tomorrow, the woman who owns the house also knows why those words came out of my mouth. My father said that I seem to be different. It seems that what he gave me has increased and I can see a lot. I didn't make a mistake, the next day the old man was dead, my father was shocked. I told him I don't want it anymore and I want to disappear, but he said I should let what I see. And if I'm going to help someone, I should help. That's the last thing my father said to me. How many times have I been seeing a man? which is black and in twinkling I see someone dying. When I once visited my cousin in the hospital and there were patients with him inside, I saw the man in black, I suddenly got nervous because why was he near my cousin, I asked him what was wrong with him, it turned out that he was just tired from doing laundry , and when I looked on the other side, there was an old man there and all the relatives were crying, while the old man was moaning in agony, in pain, every move he made hurt him. The old man's disease was bone cancer. I thought that I said to myself that this old man will die soon, and I was not wrong, the old man did die I came back from Masbate, even though my father didn't want it, when I got there that same night, there were many people, including young people from the JS party. I saw the man in black in the middle of the children's table, I said that something might happen, I realized that if I told them no one would believe me, so I looked for a way to help them, but I didn't know who would get the help man in black because he was in the middle of the table I couldn't see any of the children. When I was on time, I went to the cr and there was a girl with them who also went there. I talked to the boy, I told him that he didn't believe what I was going to say but told them to be careful about crying. He listened to me and He told his friends. To make sure they were safe, I took the girl's number. When they got dressed. it was really a trickle and the companions were also full drunk, I told them to be careful, and when the children left, less than 10 minutes later I called immediately and right, the woman was crying and said I was right. They said they had an accident on the road and overturned the trickle because there were so many of them and there was a car that ran over them they lost their balance and fell in the rice paddies but one of them was in a bad situation because he was in the middle and was covered by the trickle but fortunately he was okay. I also realized that dad was right, no matter what it is, if I can help someone, I will help. In the end I am happy, at least sometimes many people make me feel that others are crying for help, I also realized that I should come closer To the Lord. In the trials of life, we also make our own story in life, so while it's still early and we know the outcome, we must correct the wrong. I don't know if it's a talent but even in my dreams I also have strange experiences that come true. I dreamed of trouble, there was a shooting, I was there with my sister and my bandmates, I saw that my sister and I were holding hands while someone was shot.suddenly my phone rang and I realized that it was all just a dream. My manager called and told me to get ready because eds will pick up my sister She is my companion at the concert. When I went out, I saw my older brother sweeping, and I saw my clothes just like in my dream, I thought that Eds would come later, he would say that we have a song in Galesia in Madalag, and he was there in less than 5 minutes that eds and everything I dreamed was in my mind just before he said. I suddenly got angry and raised my voice. I said I don't want to go, something will happen, someone will die, eds got angry with me and said that I was acting so he called my boss to scold me. I didn't do anything but go with them but I immediately said that something will happen,and laughing at me . I didn't do anything wrong and something did happen, someone got into a fight at the fiesta we were supposed to be playing, it started with a fight, until there were knives and finally there were guns, and by the grace of God even though they laughed at me, they listened and was aware of what was happening so everyone was safe.many people don't believe in me, they think I'm crazy, but thanks to my family and the people I've been with because of their trust I didn't lose heart to continue in life. That's why since then I've become scared, when I see trouble I'm suddenly afraid even if the trouble is far away from me fireworks in the new year I'm also scared. Since then, many people have made dreams come true and every time there is a disaster in my dream, I tell them right away so that no one will get hurt again or repeat the past, I am also learning to use everything correctly. and for now I just continue with my life even though they still show me a lot.They are dead, I'm alive. and just keep on living I don't know how long this will last but thank the Lord for blessing me with this talent. there's only one thing we should remember, don't blame the lord for whatever misfortunes you experience in your life. we make the story of our lives Let's just do good while we live. and love we will see at the right time if we know something is wrong, avoid it immediately. always remember THERE IS NOTHING TO BLAME AT FIRST THE BLAME COMES LATER. This story is not made up, it is a true story that happened in my life. and I have learned a lot in life, the important thing is to respect and get along with everyone no matter where you go. I hope you enjoy this sad story with a little lesson from my life story Thanks a lot Author Mary Hari-on Pioquid