A Destiny That Was Never Written

CHAPTER 7: A Reason to Go Back

~Tamara's P.O.V.~

I lulled Zane and Zoya to sleep and kissed them on the forehead. It's been 5 years after I left and the twins are already 4 years old. Zane as it turns out is a very active kid,he's very adventurous and he's starting to resemble his father,just dye his hair fiery red and you'll get a smaller version of Alex,while Zoya on the other hand is the shy one,she's mostly quiet but smiles a lot and likes to read a lot but like her brother,she's also starting to resemble Alex but my features are still noticeable in her,I can tell that she's going to be so beautiful when she grows up,her mate better watch out,and as for Zane,I groaned,he's going to be a playboy but thankfully he is very protective of his sister. I closed the door gently and went downstairs.

My life went from worse to better almost instantly after I gave birth to the twins. I shifted 3 months after I gave birth to them,my wolf form is color black with white highlights in her snout and as it turns out the trauma from my parents death was the reason why I cannot shift,the twins just came along and I forgot that trauma or rather I chose to forget it, instead remember my parents in the beautiful memories they gave me.

I became very good friends with Safira and Moona who trained me for three years making me stronger and stronger everyday and thank God I finished training 'cause they're giving me hell when they're serious. Safira and Moona also grew attached to the twins and was always here to babysit them when I'm gone for work. I finished my doctor's degree 2 years ago and now I'm working as a doctor in a nearby city where I earn plenty of money. The hospital I work on is a property of a fellow werewolf so my internship was cut. So yeah,my life's almost perfect.

Almost. I miss my mate. I miss my Alex. It took all my strength not to run to him now. I might be physically strong now but I'm a coward inside. The twins are different and I'm scared that they'll be judged and be treated differently like they did to me.The twins have 3/4 alpha blood and 1/4 fairy blood,they're a rare species like me,who knows what they can do. The thing that scared me the most was the time they shifted. They were only 2 years old that time, we were having a picnic that day,they were playing with a ball just a feet away from me while I was taking out the food and when I turned around,two small beautiful wolves are facing me,one was black with sky blue eyes while the other was white with violet eyes whom I recognized as my children,I dropped the food I was holding.

Moona said it's normal for species like them,fairy blood fasten mutations,she said I should be thankful they only have 1/4 fairy blood 'cause her husband doesn't have wolves to spare. I sighed.

"MOMMMMMY!!!!!"Zane shouted from upstairs. I darted upstairs and opened the door to their room. Zane was standing near Zoya's bed.

"What's wrong sweetie?"I asked as I checked if his injured or something.

"Somethings wrong with Zo-zo." He said. I turned to Zoya and sure enough she was sweaty and was breathing heavily. I felt her forehead,it was very hot,normal humans would have already died at this temperature. I didn't notice it earlier.

"Zoya,baby?Can you hear me?"I asked,worry in my voice. She opened her eyes and gave me a whimper but then she suddenly let out a blood curling scream. My heart felt like it was being stabbed by needles.

"Zoya?!What's wrong?" I tried to ask now panicking.

"Tamara?!What the hell is going on?!" I heard Safira who didn't even age this past few years, shout while climbing the stairs."I can hear the screa-" She stopped when she saw Zoya. Worry sketched itself into her beautiful face."What's wrong with her?!"She asked running to my side.

"I don't know,I already checked but I can't find anything."I said as I started crying."Please Safira,can you do something to at least lessen the pain she's feeling?"I begged Safira. Lyra was already whimpering in my head.

"I'll try."She said and was about to do some spell when we heard a voice.

"Stop!! It will only increase the pain."Moona was standing at the door."It will be over in a moment."She said.

I wiped my tears as we waited and sure enough,Zoya calmed down. I checked and her temperature and breathing was back to normal,she's now sleeping. Me and Lyra finally calmed down.

"Mommy?"Zane whimpered.

"She's okay sweetie,you're sister's okay."I reassured him. He relaxed and yawned.

After making sure Zoya is okay and Zane was slept,I went downstairs where Moona and Safira were waiting.

"Moona what's wrong with my baby?"I asked almost immediately. Demanded would be the right word.

"It's a side effect."She said.

"A side effect?"I repeated.

"You're mate was not by your side when you gave birth to the twins and Alexandra (she prefer calling the twins by their second name) was the one deeply affected by this. The pain will be visiting her now and then and might possibly kill her. I didn't think it was necessary to tell you earlier because you had a normal birth. I'm sorry. "She explained. Of course,they're Alpha children,they need to recieve their fathers energy in order to grow up healthy,how could I be so stupid that I didn't think of this?I crumpled to the ground.

"Is there a cure?"Safira asked.

"There is."Moona said. I got up and knelt at her side.

"I'll do anything just tell me how can we treat her."I said,hope finally skimming ng itself in my heart and in my voice.

"You need your mate's blood."She said and looked at me."I'll give you an antidote. Mix two drops of his blood into this and let the twins drink it. Jonathan must also drink just in case." She paused to look at me. "So when are you leaving?"She asked,confident that I'm leaving. My decision was final. My emotions are not that important as Zoya. My children comes first.

"Tomorrow."I replied. The sooner,the better. I don't care about what the pack will say or think anymore,I just want my Zoya better again and I'll kill anyone who would touch my babies,Lyra growled in agreement.