EDIN The roast meat is delicious. It is probably because she claimed to be a healer so she obviously knows her spices but it is sublime. As I put another piece in my mouth, I wonder how I can be so relaxed considering that she might have poisoned me and I would never know until it is too late because I never saw her cooking. I do not trust the woman one bit, but we do have a mutual understanding. Nevertheless, I am amazed that I can gorge myself because she has expressed how she feels about my presence. I have come a long way and this remains the vaguest and most impulsive decision I ever made without coercion. Somehow, I thought that I would have it all figured out immediately I finally met her. It has been days since and I am none the wiser about how the woman is going to be of use to

