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Chapter Fourty-Seven

ETHAN'S POV

I couldn't believe what I was hearing that I ran up the stairs and darted into my parents bedroom.

"Is it true, like really true This Tilly person can do the operation?" I say

"Yes, its true. I'm as shocked as you are" My mum says.

"When can she get here? Does she need money for the flight?" I ask.

"Well money isn't the issue, but I do have to go back to Ireland so she can come over its the only way" Sienna says.

"What! No, there must be a way you can both be here" I say.

"I promise I will come back as soon as I can, but you have to trust me its the only way" Sienna says

"So your just going to leave again? like we don't matter?" I say... whilst wondering what it is I must of done in a past life for this women to keep running off.

"You can ring me anytime. If there way a way I'd stay here as well but I can't just leave the baby's back there solo without me or Tilly, we are the most trained and qualified to ensure they leave the hospital healthy. But your mum needs Tilly more than me right now" Sienna says.

"But I need you more than them baby's do" I say and Sienna stands up walks over to me and hugs me as she says "I'm sorry Ethan, I just can't be the reason anymore baby's die. If you can't forgive me I understand" With that she let's me go and walks past me as she says "Ben, look after them both I have a plane to catch.. I also have to ring my mum".

"I will, don't worry and thank you Sienna you have no idea what this means to me"..

"Your both okay with this?" I ask my parents in disbelief".

"Ethan, come here we need to talk" My mum says patting the bed for me to go sit and talk with her and now I'm torn weather to go to my mum or chase after Sienna.

"Please Ethan, I haven't used the sick card on anyone as of yet so don't make me use it on you because I will" My mum says.

"Mum, please you need to let me stop Sienna" I say fearing if she does get on that plane she won't come back.

"No, come and sit down right now. Even though it looks promising I could live there's still a chance something could go wrong on the operating table so come here and listen to me I haven't unspoken words I want to tell you" My mum says and I weight it up in my head realising she is right, at least I could go chase Sienna down afterwards I can't bring my mum back if it goes wrong during the operation. Therefore against all my might I go sit down next to my mum and she takes my hand in hers as she says

"Don't make Sienna choose, I believe she will be back for you the most. But you know Sienna she needs to know she can save everybody and do what's best for everyone.. She wants to be here badly but she also can't bare risking baby's lives. The only way Tilly is coming here to save me is with having Sienna watch over them baby's. Don't be mad at Sienna for that, you should love her even more for it.. and I know you love her.. she also loves you its very clear. Its time you trust her to come back to you"

"But what of she decides that actually being back here these few days has proven she should stay out there. She seems happier since being in ireland" I say.

"But her heart belongs here and even she realises that.. I saw the battle in her eyes just know. Its not that she doesn't love you trust me thats far from it.. She just can't bare the thought of any baby's dieing on her watch and can you blame her when she only has a grave to see her own baby's?" My mum says

"She told me if I want to be with her I better be prepared to not have children. She said I had to be sure first, what if she thinks I will just go along with that idea and stay away so I can go on to have kids. She doesn't realise that I don't want anyone else but her. I don't care if we have kids or not so long as I have her" I say.

"I know that, a shame I wanted grandbabys but I can live without it knowing your happy. I also understand if anything I'd says she would want children but is to scared to chance losing another baby. Which would make sense when she feels so strongly to go look after baby's that are only her patients" My mum says and it makes sense. maybe with me showing her everything is okay maybe one day down the line she may change her mind but even of she doesn't I can live with it I think to myself.

"Okay, but mum I can't let her leave thinking I will hate her for it. At least let me go see her off at the airport" I say

"You promise to not try talk Sienna into staying?" My mum says

"Against all my might I promise. begrudgingly though mum" I say

"Then see if she has left yet. Quickly and be nice" My mum says with warning and I don't doubt she will kick my ass sick or not if I don't listen to her.

I hurry out the room wondering where my dad went off to only to find him waving stood on the door step to Sienna in a taxi.

"Sienna" I shout running out the house to try and stop her but its to late she is half way up the road by the time I get into the garden.

"She managed to get a flight its in two hours so she is heading for the airport straight from her house once she grabs her passport" My dad says

"I need a taxi" I say running back in to get my phone.

SIENNA'S POV

"So my parents will meet you from the airport. You can stay with them.or at mine you choose. There take you to get my car where your be able to meet Amy as its at her house. Also" I say whilst walking through the airport until I'm swung around by the waist where I nearly go flying. I'm ready to swing fists and knock the person out who dare lay there hands on me until I clock Ethan as he steady me.

Before I get a chance to say a word Ethan says "Ring me the second you land safe. Promise me your come back because I've yet to make a wife of you. We won't have kids thats fine I can live with that but I can't live without you much longer. I get you need to go back because its in your nature, yes im a little mad but not mad enough that it would make me stop loving you. So you better now make me get on a plane and come fetch you home".

"Okay, I was coming home anyway but don't you dare for a second think I shall accept that as a wedding proposal. You best think but better for when the time comes mr" and before I can say anything else Ethan claims my mouth kissing me making my head spin with stars.

"And you said he would blankly hate you now, You misjudged that one" I hear Tilly say via the phone. I break away from the kiss as I say "Tilly, I will ring you back or better yet see you in passing via the airport your side" with that I hang up before looking back at Ethan saying "Ring me, message me as much as you need to. I have a plane to catch but I swear I'm coming back. I'm serious how well you can pull of a wedding proposal so I need to come back for that to happen don't I?".

"It will be the best one your ever see! Don't you doubt it. Its our time the second everyone is better your sticking by my side to find out" Ethan says

"I can't wait" I say breaking free from Ethans grasps but he takes my hand saying "I will walk you as far as I'm allowed. You can at least allow me that".

"I won't argue that out something tells me I won't win that battle" I say

"No, you won't. what did your parents say hearing your going back to Ireland?" Ethan asks as we walk together.

"They are actually surprisingly okay with it. My mum said she wasn't expecting me back just yet but she is glad I surprised everyone and she knows I will be back soon. She is even more happier I'm sending Tilly back in my place as she knows Tilly is the person to save your mum after all" I say

"It just sucks you can't stay" Ethans says

"I wasn't ment to be home yet but Tilly realised how homesick I was. we planned to start the hospital the same time once the baby were ready to go home but she talked me into coming home earlier promising to not leave until the baby's went home or ring me to come back if I was needed. But now I have to go back for the baby's Ethan.. I swear its the only reason keeping me from staying here right now" I say feeling guilty.

"I know, at least I don't have to wait two years this time" Ethan says as we reach the check in desk.

"Oh hell no, I loved Ireland but I missed home way more. Home is where everyone I love is including you. I only stayed on in Ireland so long for these baby's otherwise I'd of been home at least six months ago" I say before turning to the check in desk showing them the booking I booked online.

"Okay your booked in" The women says before proceeding to point me in the direction I need to go.

"This is where you leave me now" I say turning to face Ethan.

"Hurry back" Ethan says hugging me and I hug him back.

"This isn't goodbye Ethan, I'm coming back for myself, for everyone and for you" I say.

"I know" Ethan says pulling back slightly as he kisses my lips in a quick sweet kiss then let's me go.

"See you soon" I say walking away as I wave and Ethan waves back as he says "Take care of yourself"

I hated every second of saying goodbye but I knew I had to go for Amy at least. I managed to keep the tears back until I got on the plane and even then I only allowed myself a moment in the bathroom before taking my seat.

The plane journey seemed longer as if every second felt like a life time and I was already home sick again by the time it landed in Ireland.

"Well aren't you a sight for sore eyes, who would of thought I'd see you again so soon" Tillys mum Emily says whilst Tillys dad Brian waves to me.

"Yeah, who would of thought. Amy flight is in a hour.. by the way how dare you hang up on me" Tilly says with a hint of teasing to her tone.

"I'm sorry, and thank you for all of this. let's grab a drink before your flight and we can bring each other to speed on events" I say

"Good plan" Tilly says.

ETHANS POV

I hadn't slept since Sienna left again. Instead I had been on the phone with Sid, Charlie and Harry regularly whilst also checking in on my mum regularly since being home.

I couldn't sleep until Sienna messaged saying she was safe. I really hated watching her walk off to get on that plane and if my mum didn't need me here I'd of been buying a ticket to join her.

"Any news yet on if Sienna has landed?" My dad asks walking into the living room.

"No, it shouldn't be much longer" I say

"Well Ian messaged saying Tillys flight leaves a hour after Siennas lands. There keep us posted" My dad says

"How's mum?" I ask.

"Asleep, hopefully she will sleep for a while she needs her rest" My dad says and I mentally agree.

"You should try to sleep as well" I say to my dad

"I think I'm going to sit with you for abit as I'm not tired" My dad says taking a seat.

"Lets hope this Tilly can pull off the operation.. I don't want all this to be for no reason" I say

"I hope so to, I warned Sienna and then suddenly she is off on a plane with some Gilly women coming in to save your mum.. until she shows up then I will believe it as right now I'm worried I just chased Sienna away and its all a act to escape" My dad says and I look him wide eyed as I say "ai can't believe you did that, but if I know one thing for sure Sienna wouldn't promise mum someone to help of the couldn't its not in her nature. So I'm sure Tilly will show up but let's hope you and Sid, Harry and Charlie haven't chased away Sienna for good because if that's the case be warned im flying over to claim her" Then I get up and walk out to go to my room before I really do say something to cause world war three.

As I enter my bedroom I feel my phone vibrate I quickly look to see Sienna texted saying she arrived safe.