Why Me Goddess

Not a good Birthday and meeting her wolf

I set strait up in bed and look around the room in panic. I throw the covers off of my body and run out of my room and down the stairs. I ran out of the pack house in panic, not remembering that I joined a pack I run away from the pack house thinking I've been caught by rouge males and taken to there. "Jaz!" I hear a male yell my name, no guy knows my name. Now I'm in a really big time panic mold "Jaz stop!" The same voice says again, I look back and slow down but I don't stop. "JAZ! LOOK YOUR GOING TO RUN INTO A TREE!!" The guy yelled at me and sure enough I ran into strait into an fuckn tree! But all in all it was his fault for yelling at me. I passed out for hitting the tree so fuckn hard.

After a few hours I wake up to the sound of the beeping 'Rouges wouldn't take there victims to a hospital' takes a sniff of the air and smells wolfs. Opens my eyes slowly and the room is bright white and I'm hooked up to things. "What the hell Jaz?" Ask the same voice that was chasing me, I look over at him and I tilt my head a bit "Where am I?" I ask him and he let's out a sigh "Jaz your safe, you don't have to run anymore" He says to me "Where am I, how do you know my name?" I ask again as my heart beated faster "One your at the pack hospital, two you are part of a pack, and three we meet at school." He said to me and I looked him as I thought for a moment.

All of a sudden I remembered everything and I just started to cry like a baby "Birthday... Shift...Wolf..." I cried and I held onto myself as I wished my mom was with me but she was not anymore, in fact she would never be with me again. "Shh Jaz it's going to be ok, you will have a good birthday" He said to me smiling "I'll come back and check on you later." He said and I nodded "Hey why are you doing this when you're not my mate?" I ask him and he thought for a moment and then smiled "I don't want a pack member and a friend to be alone on their birthday" He said to me as he walked out of the room. I just stared at the door that he had just walked through.

I laid back on the bed and closed my eyes as I tried to keep my mind sane, and I didn't ran out of here again. Soon I head another door open and I opened the doctor had walked into the room "Hello Miss. Jasmine" She said to me with a smile "Hello Doc." I said "So you ran into the tree pretty hard" I looked down when she told me "Can you me why?" She ask as sit in a chair next to the bed and I nodded "Yes ma'am" I said as to her as looked at her "What ever you say will not leave this room" She said and I nodded my head. I told her why I was running and what I had been through over my life. She hugged me sweetly and then patted me on the leg "Well your safe and no need to run anymore. As for you passing out when run into that tree I want to keep you over night." I looked at her "What about my wolf Doc?" She thought for a moment "We will watch out for sighs of you shifting, sometimes when a person has been through everything like you have it takes the a while to come to you." She said and I looked at her and then looked down at my hands "Hey now the Moon Goddess gives her children there wolfs and there mates in all good time so don't look so down." The doc said and I nodded.

I laid back in the hospital bed thinking about what the doctor had said and I let out a sigh. I close my eyes. It felt good to tell someone about what I've been through.

As laid in the bed thinking about what the doctor had told me before she walked out made me sad ‘Don’t listen to that doctor she-wolf sweet heart’ I heard in my mind and it wasn’t my mom's voice, but it sounded close to what mom's wolf sounded like. ‘Hello’ I said to her not sure what really to say and she giggled a bit as some fog had lift my mind ‘I’m your wolf, my name is Lilly.’ She said to me as she stud tall, I could feel some power coming from her. I bowed my head to her ‘Raise your head child, the life you lived was not meant for you, you have Beta blood through your veins child.' She said to me ‘Beta? I can’t have Beta blood in my veins’ I said I her ‘Well you do child.’ Lilly said to me as I her tilted my head a bit. I was able to color of Lilly's eye and they was a very beautiful light purple color which was odd for a wolf. Her fur was a beautiful sun kissed blonde color and it looked so soft.

I was still confused as to how I had Beta blood going through my veins when I never knew my mother's pack or her rank. I let out a sigh as it was all to much to think about because I was now in a pack and I had to get use to it. 'We have a mate that will help us get use the pack life' Lilly said and I let out a small sigh 'I'm scared of having a mate Lilly.' I said to her as she laid down in my mind 'Not all male wolfs are like rouges' She said to me 'The one in the pack are nice so far' I said to her and she nodded her wolf head. After a while I feel asleep in the hospital bed.