I'm Sorry.
1058 Words
Avina:
Once I opened the door I seen Jacob on the floor crying with his hands on his face.
"I don't understand why are you crying?" I asked bending down at him
"Because I love you." He said standing up.
I turned around and rolled my eyes not believing what he said. I walked in the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Jacob followed me in the bathroom and stood behind me.
"I'm really sorry." He said resting his hand on my shoulder.
I turned my body around to face him.
"I know you, know my religion. So do you want to marry me or not?" I said with distaste.
"Yes I want to marry you."
"Then you have to meet my mom." I said walking out of the bathroom. I want to get fresh air so I walked to the balcony and watched the clouds in the sky.
Jacob:
I can just tell how much she hates me. How she looks at me with disgust causes my heart to ache.
Maybe what I didn't wasn't the best idea.
What was I thinking how could I hurt her like that. I wish I could take it back but I can't. What done is done.
I hope I can make it better for her.
I sat on the bed and watched her stare at the clouds on the balcony.
She was truly beautiful. Everything about her was beautiful and I can't help but be afraid that I ruined something so delicate and fragile.
I couldn't get her out of my head every thought was about her and her body. I know I should feel bad for what I did and I do.
it's just that the feeling over her under me while I pound into her and hearing her moan loudly was difficult to subside. I was getting hard just thinking about it.
No other woman has made me this turned on by just staring at her on a balcony.
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Avina:
We were now downstairs eating and Jacob had his suit on. He was getting ready for work, I had already called in and told my secretary that I wouldn't be coming.
I was so ready to just go home. We were next to each other at the table while eating. It was a awkward silence.
"Can you take me home please?" I asked not looking up at him knowing that he was staring at me.
"Look were going to be married soon and I want you to move in, so just stay here and when I get off we'll go to your house and get your stuff." He said
"Jacob you didn't even ask me if I wanted to move in and I feel that I shouldn't have to move in until we're married, so I would like for you to take me home" I said with anger.
Like who does he think he is. He was most annoying person on the planet.
"OK, fine if that's what you want" He said getting up. "My driver will drive you, he'll knock once he gets here." He said walking to the front door and slamming it.
He really did have anger problems. The maids cleaned up the breakfast and I grabbed all my things and put them to the door waiting for the driver.
"Ma'ma you don't have to sit at the door, you can make yourself comfortable in the living room." One of the housekeepers said.
"No , but thank you." I said to her giving her a small smile.
As I thought about the events last night I I couldn't help but to tear up as one started to drip down the door opened it was the driver.
I wiped my face and got my things.
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Once I got home I ran to my room and crashed on my bed. Desperately needing to rest. I dozed off and dreamed of my life with jacob, if only he hadn't r***d me.
I few hours later I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I answered it not looking at the caller Id still in a dazy state.
"Hello" I sad yawning.
"Hey baby" It was my mom.
"Hey mom" I said feeling disappointed in myself for letting Jacob do what he did.
"Hey, I was calling to check up on you, I miss you." She said
"I Miss you too mom."
"So how have things been you haven't come home this month." She said
"Um good, I have something I have to tell you...I'm Um getting married."
"Oh really OMG I waited so long for this day, I so proud of you now you can give your husband your virginity. I'm so glad you waited you don't know how much that means to me." She said I can tell she started to cry.
"Mom why are you crying?" I asked.
"I just happy is all, you have to bring him over to meet the fam tomorrow it'll be Friday and you get off of work early anyways,"
"No mo..."
"Talk to you later byee." she ended the phone before I could say no.
I guess were going to have to go to dinner after all.
I took an hour for me to get the courage to call Jacob, I really didn't want to talk to him or hear his voice.
Once I called on second ring he picked up.
"Hello" he said.
"Hey my mom invited us to dinner tomorrow is that okay with you or do you want me to cancel cause that's fine also." I said.
"No please don't I would love to meet your family." He said happly.
"Um ok we should be there by eight." I said.
"Ok I'll pick you up at 7" He said
"Ok see you then." I was just about to end the phone when.
"Avina..."
"Yes?" I replied.
"I'm really sorry, I know what I did was wrong I hope one day you can forgive me." He said.
"Bye Jacob" I said ending the phone angry at the world. Angry at Jacob.
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