“I’m sure your dad doesn't think that.” he said trying to calm me but that’s not why I was crying.
“Why did you leave, why did you cheat?” I asked
“What are you talking about?” he asked.
“When you left out of the blue, your dad told me you wanted to leave to get away...away from me.” I said as I looked up at him.
“My dad forced me to go, I didn’t want to.”
“Then why would he say that.”
“That’s beside the point, what do you mean why did I cheat? I never cheated on you.” he said.
“Well your dad told me that one of the reasons you wanted to leave was because you were cheating on me with another girl and you wanted her not me.”
He grabbed my face and pulled me into a deep kiss. My heart started to swell. I remember the night of the gala, when he first said he loved me.
~flashback~
It was the night of the gala and I convinced Jake to sneak up to my room. We had to keep things a secret because for some reason he didn’t want his dad to know. He wouldn’t tell me why. I ran up the stairs holding Jake's hand and pulling him to my room. I laughed at Jake’s face. He really didn’t want to get caught.
I closed the door behind us and locked it. I pulled Jake towards me and kissed him passionately. I kept the light off so my parents who were having the gala in the backyard didn’t see that I was in my room.
Jake picked me up and laid me gently on the bed. Him still standing up and towering over me leaned down to continue to kiss me. My dress was kind of short. He took his hands and slid them under my dress all the way up to my breast. He squeezed them gently while staring me in the eyes (I didn’t have a bra on).
“Your everything to me...I love you Avina” jake said
My eyes started to tear up.
“I love you too,” I said. He claimed my lips and swirled his tongue in my mouth.
“I’m ready” he said
“For what?”
“To take you.”
“I can't, I promised my mom.”
“I know you want to wait until you're married, but one day I’m going to marry you. So why wait?”
“I just...can’t.” I replied. Turning my head to the side so he can’t look me in the eyes
“Hey…” he said, pulling my face to look at him. “It’s ok we don’t have to, we can do other things.”
I kissed him deeply and waited patiently to see what he was going to do next. He lifted me and pulled off my dress. Barely letting go of my lips in the process I helped him take off his clothes.
The only thing left on was my panties. He hooked his pointer finger on the hem of them, and pulled them down. Revealing my pink flushed mound to him.
I quickly closed my legs feeling embarrassed.
“Don't you ever hide what’s mine.” Jake said dangerously.
He spread my legs once more and laid between them. He grabbed both of my breasts and sucked one n****e at a time. He did continuously like he was a baby sucking for breast milk. It felt nice and pleasurable.
He slid his tongue down my stomach and straight to my c**t.
“Uhhh...ahhh Jake” I moaned. He growled on my c**t sending vibrations straight to it.
He licked and slurped on my p***y making me drip more. He slid back up my body and kissed all over my neck.
“Uhhh”
Jacob grabbed his long shaft and put the tip right on my c**t, he slid it over my c**t over and over again. Causing me to moan out in pleasure as shiver ran through my body. Just the tip touched me but I wanted more. Jake pulled me up and flipped me on my stomach. He pushed my head down on the pillow and pulled my butt in the air.
He was just as turned on as I was, and he was as hard as a rock. He didn’t need to hold it for it to stick up. He used this as an advantage. He took his d**k and slid it on my folds making sure not to go inside of me. He slid over my c**t and the entrance of my p***y over and over again.
“Ahhh...uhhh...jake, please…” he held my hips as he moved his to make his d**k slide on me. I met his trust as he pulled my hips toward him also. Jake started to go faster and faster. I started to hear him grunt and his d**k twitch on my p***y.
An unknown feeling started to build up in my stomach. I assumed I was coming, and Jake was making me come for the first time.
“Jake...I’m...about to come” I said out of breath
I didn’t think it was possible but he started to go faster and faster. Finally we came together, it was the best thing i’ve ever felt. His come was all over my stomach and the covers.
I took my fingers and wiped it off, putting them in my mouth and licking them clean. I made sure Jake saw. I wanted that c*m to be flowing inside of me one day.
Jake laid next to me and I turned to face him.
“I love you, with all my heart.” he said
“I love you too, but let's get dressed before our parents come looking for us. Can we please tell them already how can you love me but don’t want your father to know about us. Are you embarrassed or something?”
“No of course not, it’s just complicated.” jake replied
“Then tell me, why is it complicated?”
“it’s nothing, I have to go.” He got out the bed and grabbed his clothes leaving me with pain and sorrow.
I’m nothing but a big embarrassment for Jake and my father, why am I not good enough?
~End of Flashback~