CHAPTER 7 - STILL A MAYBE IN MY HEART
309 Words
And you're the first time I gave up ,
Trying everything to save us.
I found myself in the dark when ,
Losing all of my spark then .
Never gonna forget what my eyes saw ,
When each bone of my body wanted you to draw.
Holding on to each breath I yelled ,
With each word you say I melt.
The places I go still have your fragrance ,
When I waited for you with all the patience.
Crying and begging to find peace within ,
How am I supposed to find it when peace
lost when it begin.
Abroad was my favourite part of all ,
To hear you everyday on call.
Waited for each breath my eyes watered ,
Just to see you once my heart shattered.
Who knew those we're the last places ever ,
When I felt your touch losing you forever.
Looking back finding peace for the last time
Hoping to see each other just to be fine .
Never saw you again after that day ,
Because you wanted to part our ways .
Yelled and cried thousands of times ,
Only found god with me who was kind.
Learnt love lost attraction then ,
Letting go I had to do when .
Loved you every single day I know ,
Will remain the same till eternity I vow .
But I gave up , the first time in my entire life ,
Each word was stabbing me like a knife.
Just wanted you to be mine ,
But prayed for her with you to be fine .
Maybe this is what you wanted you always said ,
I should find someone else cause you won't change.
I'm going away , won't chase you again .
But I will love you till the end ,
Cause I won't find you again.
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