Second Chances: Lucas

First Time

Lucas Pov

Somehow we made it to the bedroom. She was trembling and her breathing picked up. She continued kissing me and I knew she didn't want me to stop. I began to lift my shirt and she helped me once it was midway up my torso.

"Elena," I paused. "We don't have to."

"It's okay," she said. This was our first time and she had no idea how after this night I would not be able to leave her alone. I wouldn't mark her but it would be just as meaningful. It would make our connection stronger and definite. I helped her out of her clothes. I looked her over and she began to blush.

"Lucas,"

"Don't worry, you are just so beautiful,"

"I," she was embarrassed and nervous so I turned her around. I unhooked her bra and kissed her neck.

"Your skin is so smooth and delicate," I whispered in her ear. "I could stay like this all night." She turned around on her own and looked into my eyes.

"Is this happening too fast?" she asked.

"Maybe, but it feels so damn right," I told her. I kissed her passionately. Her hands ran through my hair. I lifted her up and placed her on the bed. I kissed her jaw and made my way down to her throat. I kissed her beautiful breasts and made my way to her stomach. I kissed her belly button and trailed kisses down to her thigh. I slowly pulled down her panties and she held her breath.

"Relax," I said. I made my way back to her and kissed her softly on the lips. "Ready." She simply nodded so I pushed apart her legs with my own. I kissed her neck one more time as I slowly prepared myself to enter her. I felt and heard her heartbeat faster. I slowly pushed into her. She let out a small whimper so I kissed her lips once more.

"You okay?" I asked. She nodded and I pushed myself all the way in. She closed her eyes but her body reacted to my movement. She arched her back and her hips met my thrusts.

"Lucas," she moaned. I felt a rush of ecstasy and adrenaline at that moment. Her sweet lips calling out my name gave me such strength and power. I grabbed her hands and held them above her head with one hand. The other hand toyed with her breasts and then slowly made its way to play with her c**t. She was coming undone and I loved it.

"Elena," I moaned. f**k! Elena." I couldn't help but growl. I looked at her but she didn't notice my voice get deeper and huskier. This moment was the best of my life.

I felt the vein in her neck throb but I knew I couldn't go there. I closed my eyes and tried to stay focused on her, just her. I felt her reaching her high. I reached mine seconds later. I wanted to go again but I felt her energy go weak.

"Come here," I said. She moved closer to me. I held her in my arms and kissed the top of her head. "I'll keep you safe and love you always." I knew she wasn't asleep even though she had her eyes closed. She heard me but I guess it was too soon for her to say it back. My heart didn't ache, I had loved once before but it was nothing like this. I would wait for Elena forever. I knew she would say it back when she was ready. She spent all night in my arms. We both slept peacefully.

The next morning, she woke up early and made us breakfast.

"Good morning," she sang.

"Morning," I smiled. "You should have stayed in bed."

"I wanted to surprise you," she said.

"Well, I am pleasantly surprised but still, I would have loved to wake up with you in my arms." She smiled and went to grab a glass. She poured orange juice into it and handed it to me.

"Ready to meet my grandma?" she asked.

"Very," I smiled.

"She is going to like you," Elena said.

"I hope so," I replied. "I need her to give me her blessing." Elena looked shocked at my words. I was half-joking but I think I was making Elena nervous. s**t, I think I was coming off too strong. It's not like I had all the time in the world to court her and date. I needed her to fall in love with me now. She brought over a plate full of food and then came over to sit next to me.

"I hope you like it," she said softly.

"I know I will," I smiled slightly. I was so weird now. Everything was going fine but now, when everything should be perfect and solid it was coming undone. She was acting differently. Did she regret what happened last night?

"Elena," I said.

"Oh, look at the time," she interrupted. "I have to get ready for work."

"Right," I sighed. "I'll go."

"No, you can finish your breakfast," she said somberly.

"I will just go," I said again. I grabbed my things and left. Now, my heart did ache. I felt like I had lost her. I wish I could shift and run away. Runaway, far away, and never stop running.

I didn't call her or go to the pug mug today. I stayed in the forest staring into the lake wishing to see her reflection. I wanted to give her space. It killed me to do so but I didn't want to ruin everything by being some possessive wolf. I had to play by human rules. It was going to be difficult but I had to, for her, for us. It stung a little when she didn't call me but I knew this was a human thing. She would be too scared to call or say something first so I just had to give her some days. A few days and she would miss me, right?