a cog in the machine: the Ellara series book one

chapter 10

When I woke up in the morning, I screamed. I screamed because I woke up next to Sarah. We were both naked, and I was embarrassed as hell to be with Sarah like this. I had completely forgotten what we'd done the night before.

Immediately Sarah sat bolt upright. “Jen what's wrong?! Is it ellara?!”

“No,” my breathing was quiet, fast, and strained, “I-I'm sorry, I just- I forgot you had come here- and you're in my bed… naked.”

“Oh” Sarah looked away, suddenly realizing why I'd be scared and confused. “We didn't have s*x or anything if that's what you think.”

My breathing was finally starting to slow. My heart beat was strong and fast, but slowing as I was finally starting to calm down. “But we are naked.”

“That was your idea. You said it was too hot.”

“You are hot.” I admitted and started blushing, heat rose to my face.

“Thank you?” Sarah wasn't sure if I'd meant that in a good way. I truly did.

“I want to have sex.”

It was Sarah's turn to blush as we continued to just lay there in my bed. “A-are you sure? Don't we have work?”

I looked at my phone and realized it was only 1 in the morning, on Saturday. Neither of us work on Saturday.

“It's Saturday.” I explained before trying to kiss her.

Sarah pulled away for a moment. “Ok, but you have to tell me if you want to stop. I'm serious.”

“I know. You don't want to take advantage of me being autistic. But you aren't, I want this.” I started kissing her again and she accepted it this time until she started licking my p***y.

“Yes! Yes! Yes! I love this!”

By the time we were done, we were both sweaty and breathing heavily again. This time it wasn't out of fear or confusion, but because of the ecstatic, pleasure induced adrenaline rush.

“I think I love you.” I turned to face her.

“Jen, please don't say that. Y-you’re not thinking clearly after what we'd just done.”

“b-but-”

Sarah grabbed my hands in a reassuring manner. “Sorry, I just- maybe I'm the one not thinking clearly. You are an amazing and beautiful woman and- I'm scared that I might hurt you.”

“You aren't hurting me, I promise.”

Sarah looked deep into my eyes before responding. “Ok, I guess, I love you too.”