A War inside me

Chapter 8

Nathan’s POV

We had just came back from Hill Top Pack. Another pack and no sign of our mate. When we were younger finding our mate wasn’t something we were looking forward to, we wanted to enjoy life, enjoy girls, enjoy the fast life, but as the years have gone by we have wondered if we even have a fated mate. We haven’t found her in all these years, we’ve never even caught a whiff of her. We’re 26 getting close to 30 and I’m starting to think she’s non existent.

Our wolves are becoming more desperate for her, with each day that passes they become more and more unstable. So we have been touring the world stoping at packs to see if there’s anyone that grasps our attention.

Even though we’ve encountered countless beautiful she wolves none of them are our mate, and our wolves are tired of messing around.

“f**k!” I growl

“We’ll find her” Noah reassures me

“We’ve gone to more then 40 packs none of which our mate is at!” I groan

“She’s definitely not in plain sight” Noah chuckles

“Do you think there’s a possibility she died and that’s why we haven’t..”

“DONT say that!” Noah growls “she’s out there!”

I roll my eyes “so what now?” I ask

“Well mom and dad are at the Stone- Brook pack. Do you want to stop by?” He asks

“Not really I feel like the more we hunt for her the less we’ll find her let’s just head back to the kingdom.”

“But our parents are there and Kaden is going to ascend as Alpha Id like to congratulate him. I feel like we owe him to be in attendance after it was always a conspiracy that his mother died because someone was trying to poison ours”

“We’ll see him in the next Alpha meeting we hold every 6 months, he’s always in attendance with his father” I muttered

“Your forgetting, Alpha Daniel just passed away in a rogue attack”

“Who told you that?”

“It was in reports don’t you pay attention?” He scoffed

“If you remember correctly last week I had a massive headache and my wolf was insatiable sorry I was to busy making sure my wolf didn’t shift uncontrollably and kill everyone in sight”

Noah chuckled “oh yeah he was super agitated last week”

“Fine let’s go pay our respects then” I muttered unenthusiastically

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We made it to Stone-Brooke a smaller pack up north from the kingdom.

The guards are at the front of the territory.

He comes to our window and tells us to roll it down.

“Names and IDs please”

“It’s truly a sad day when the guards in territory have no idea who they’re talking to” I said glancing at Noah.

The guard scoffs “I won’t ask you again” he growls

“Nathan and Noah blackthorn” I tell him with my wolf at the surface I flash my eyes at him and push my aura out making him drop to his knees in pain.

“I’m sorry I had no idea” he whimpered in pain

“Well had you done your history homework you would have known who we are and not acted so disrespectfully”

“ is this how your pack acts? is this the kind of behavior your Alpha is aware of?” Noah growled

“No, no this is all my fault I’m sorry my future kings” he said his hands down and his head down in submission

“Since I’m being generous, I won’t punish you today, but let this be a warning to you and your pack members generosity isn’t always in my best favor so you’d do well to learn from this experience.”

“Yes my prince” he said in agony

I released my aura “And by the way I want no notification to your Alpha that we have arrived”

“Yes my prince” they all said in unison and we took off.

The pack territory seemed peaceful, lots of nature, a big forest but nothing worth attacking in my eyes. We have been trying to figure out what the rogues are looking for and why they are attacking certain packs.

what are they trying to find that we aren’t seeing. In Hill Top pack they managed to imprison a rogue and he told them there rogue king has gotten word theres a white wolf in our existence we haven’t had a white wolf in centuries they were known to possess powerful abilities, but why now why would the white wolf be here on earth now.

That’s something we’ll have to talk to father immediately when we all head back to the kingdom.

My thoughts are interrupted by a faint scent of strawberries and vanilla that assaulted my nose.

“You smell that?” Noah said next to me.

“ what is that ? it’s making my wolf go wild” he groaned.

“Mine to!” I groaned

“Follow the scent now!” He growled

I stepped on the gas of the car trying my best to follow the scent.

“It’s coming from the ballroom!” He said his eyes wide and his wolf at its forefront.

I slammed my foot on the brakes making the rubber shriek as it stops. We both hopped out of the car.

The huge ballroom was exactly how I remembered it from that night. We opened up the double doors and…