let me understand how the other half leaves...
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i went down stairs holding the keys,i opened the garage door and there was the latest mecidece benze i looked for the keys i remember seeing alot of keys on the table next to the tv,i got them, its auto no bigdeal right i ask myself, i drove up to the hospital it felts good,the car was like a dream come true,,,i didnt wait long mrs Martin you are next the doctor will see you now,i got use to the name martin ,
i want you to tell me how you doing the lastime we spoke you where saying your name is jean,,,can i ask why you where saying all this,everything you say is confidential, its between you and me only,noone will find out,i dont now why are was saying this,how could i lie like this she can see through me mayby,its ok will come back there tell me more about yourself, i dont now cant remember can i have water pls ,of course just relax i am not ready to talk iam going wil come back another day,i stomp out mrs martin she run behind me pls dont be hard on yourself it will come back with time she sayed,i start the car didnt care what she's saying,,,,i have to go see my kids today its 60km from where iam staying its an 1hour drive thought to myself, i didn't think clearly i drove was very excited didnt now what to expect
arrived at our old flat, i sitted half an hour starring st the house a car pull up in the drive way,the kids got off with there uniforms on and tired as they spoke ,i started shaking and scared i looked through the front car mirror iam samebody else i was so determined to get off from the the car but i froze,like stuck couldn't move at all,my husband carry both the twins i wanted to hold them,they need me he never had any idea how to take care of them hes struggling i now,i was speaking to myself its so hard,i could hear crying voices,i didnt now how i end up on there gate,can i help you mrs the voice of my husband, yes please my car doesnt want to start,can i use your phone myne battery is flat,sure of course he took the phone out of hes pocket,but he didnt look at me at all ,the twins were still in hands can i hold them please, i lost myne and feel emotional,,he looked at me and sayed no they dont like strangers and its been taff on them they lost there mother and they very moody,sorry no
he called on to chantelle, wow shes back to school i couldn't keep my eyes away from her how she grew
Daddy theres no milk she sayed, ill make a plan he sayed i took the phne talk on him asif the truck is on its way,thank you i reach my pack and took a 200d note and say for the phone call,i wanted him to sort my kids out i now its samtimes hard for him,he sayed no
i insisted please you helped me,i walked away with tears in my eyes crying, i reached my car i cryed like a baby,hi mrs my father sayed to brink you this juice since you've been here for waiting is the car cumming, it was chantelle i hold her hand and call her name,she shake my hand off and got scared how do you now me and who are you
iam sorry love i had your father calling you,iam sorry didnt mean to scare you.thank you for the juice
its a beautiful car the latest benz she sayed and smile,why doesnt it want to move
i was looking at this my own person,my kid ,my daughter
you can come sit with me if you want
no i need to go look after the twins and my smaller sibling,
are you guys ok at home ,food and toiletry
she looked at me and say
yes we fine,she walk away sorry your glass i call her,she took it with what the hell in her mouth and walk on
why did i say all this s**t i scared them for ever ,she thinks iam a stocker..
i start the car and drove as fast as i could........
look at all this fancy thinks in my life and iam not happy or exited,i needed my kids and husband with me in this excitement,,,i lay down hoping thinks to get better my cellphone is ringing its the office number ,hi mrs martin you need to report to work tommrw the boss is waiting on you,thank you the line went beeeeeeeeeee
work, i dont dont now law ,how will i be able to make it to walk,i needed a plan,the therapist she can wrote tgem a letter saying iam still not fine,till i mske plans ,right.....i call she's not responding straight to voicemail i need wine wine wine,my head is paining
photo is ringing its the therapist mrs eve hi csn we talk or you bisy
she sayed no i was in the shower are you okey you sound worried, no no iam feeling confused and iam heaving this terrible headache and my whole body itches, can i come to office tomorrow
of course but mean time get to your doctor so he can book you off then i can see you tommrw
thank you will do that,i immediately call my doctor, iam having a horrible headache can i see you,yes iam on duty so you are welcome,i took the keys
i reached the hospital, doctor hi he turn and says mrs martin how are you,not ok i guess,,,sitdown let me finish this nurse can you take her blood for me pls,why i shout,he look at me and sayed relax mrs Martin wanted to check your bloodwork, its procidurs please, ok i sayed
relaxed the nurse sayed,its ok mrs martin we now what we are doing,after the blood taking ,the docter come iam slso having a ich on my body,he sayed whst did you eat today,i didnt eat i only drank juicd snd wine,,will se it mayed be a allergic reaction,
ill book you off for a week since i want you ti cumr gor check ups and yhe therapy i had you are not going there and you run out ftom the session. ok thank you doc ill be back,got a allergic shot,,,
i slept through the whole night with no problem or turning, its so cold and windy the windows are opened it feels like raining ,i walk to the kitchen wanted a cup of water,it was so guiet and dark the electricity went off i could hear sameone breathing as i come nearer ,sameone is inbthe couch i tiptoe till the kitchen i a knife,there was full moon was lightning through the windows ,i come near the couch standing st the head of this person,i call out ill shot get out of my house he jump out of the couch naked,babe is me ,he shouted who are you get dressed ill call the police .
no wait its me isack your fiancee, baby ill get the lights he walk away naked downstairs,
the lights is on hes going could hear thd strees ,hes so handsame,tall,black hair and dimples,,demmm i sayed pls get dress,
ok he went and comeback with a boxer but demm he had it all ,mayby hes a model i thought to myself,i wanted to cume to bed but you where sleeping so peacefull i didnt want to bother you, i was looking on this human made creature, whys he was made perfect, and the voice,,,i went back to sleep ,he wanted to cume i sayed not feeling well can we we talk tomorrow please.
the rain didnt stop,there was lightning and how i remember my kids how theyll come crawled in our bed ,i hope they are okey i thought ,morning i made you breakfast can you come down ,i was so tired wanted to get a good sleep in,you gona be late for work
work,my goodness that also,cannot get out of this right its scary i need to guiet before they dind out phne is ringing,moring mrs dont calling from the doc eve office your appointment is at 12h00,,have a naceday i sitted on the bed lucy lucy,are you comming are you alrigh he come in the bedroom,get out ,get out of my house i need space to think,your suffocating my space
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