Once rejected now accepted

First shift

I fell asleep under that oak tree, by the time I woke up it had to have been late the sky was dark, and the moon was out it had to at least be 11 pm so I sat up and looked at the beauty of the woods for a while. Before I knew what was happening I felt my body stretching and cracking my bones felt like they were all breaking. I had no idea it was even my birthday or that I would shift right at midnight because it’s different for everyone, but this hurt in a freeing way I felt my body shake ready to change into a beautiful wolf. Hunching Over onto all fours I see fur but there’s no way to tell the color of my fur because everyone knows that wolfs can’t see there own body’s so out of pure curiosity I run and keep going until I find anything that reflects back to me so I can see my color.

With shock controlling my mind as I gape at myself I realize that my fur is all a strange shade of silver I’ve never heard of or seen a silver wolf, but this was beautiful and I just knew I could not show the rest of the pack they would destroy me without even thinking on it, so I would have to hide this I needed to find a way to shift back and get some clothes. So I imagined my body the way I’ve always seen it thin and sunk in looking wearing what I had on before I shifted, when I stood up I realized that I was fully clothed and had no idea how that had happened, but I couldn’t ask anyone about it so when I got the chance at school I would have to hit the books to try and figure it out. 

With the time of night in mind I ran back to the pack house leaving the woods far behind me and clearing my mind before approaching the front door to go in, to no surprise at all my brother is waiting for me sitting on the recliner ready to question and beet me if I give the wrong answers.

”where have you been you little waist. It’s two in the morning and your just getting home.” He sounds so calm but I can see him just ready for a reason to hit me. I havnt talked in months so I don’t know if I still can I open and close my mouth trying to adjust to the movement before speaking. “ I fell asleep in the woods, I didn’t mean to I’m just exhausted I’m so sorry it won’t ever happen again.”

with a huff he hefts himself from his chair and stalks over to me with hate in his eyes as he reaches out to grab my face, squeezing my chin and pulling my face up to look him in the eyes. His hand moves from my face to my tangled unabridged hair, as he weraps his fingers into my hair pulling me forward before slamming me against the door and then the wall before throwing me to the floor and stepping on my face so I won’t move. 

“ Your a disgusting piece of garbage, a waste of air, and pathetic on a level that should have been banished from the start.” My brother exclaimed before removing his shoe from my face and pointing for me to leave. On que I leave and go to my room laying on my bed as soon as my head lands on my pillow I’m out like a light exhaustion taking over me.