Once rejected now accepted

Time for a party

I walk into the pack house knowing that the boys are hot on my tail, watching me closely. Looking for the rest of my pack I walk around the house, until I spot Chance sitting in the game room reading a book. “ Oh thank god I found someone, will you please tell these guys to get the hell away from me until they shower!” I say looking over my shoulder at Ash and Dra who seem hurt by my reactions to them. Chance stares at me for a second before quickly jumping to his feet and picking me up in a giant bear hug. “ put me down, put me down is everyone going to react like this to me being awake? Oh wait you know what I think I’m going to go find someone who isn’t going to hug me or follow me!”

Turning away I go to check the tv room knowing that I now have three tails who aren’t taking there eyes off of me. Uhhh this is so annoying why won’t they leave me alone? I cross the threshold to the tv room and see the rest of the pack sitting around one of the TVs taking turns on some stupid video game that I don’t recognize. “WILL ONE OF YOU PLEASE GET THEM AWAY FROM ME THEY STINK LIKE DEAD FISH GUTS!, I just want them to leave me alone until they take a shower.”

At the sound of my yelling, and than soft toned voice everyone turns in there spots I think to see if it’s really me, and once they see me everyone but Blake is racing to hug me he just slowly walks closer and closer to the group of wolfs fighting one another for the first hug. He must have seen the look on my face because for the second time since I’ve known him he spoke. “Are you all morons, she took a hell of a beating, and that was just a week ago now your fighting to tackle her. And you two your the alphas of these packs you should not be in worse shape than the girl who was practically in a coma for a week your lucky we took over the training for you.” Everyone has turned to look at him shock written on there expressions before they all start to laugh.

It’s hard not to join in on the laughter even tho it was meant to be a serious thing he’s so quiet all of the time that Dra and I are the only ones who had heard him speak before. He’s laughing now as well but soon it’s cut off. He gives the stinky boys one last look before walking up to them and escorting them out of the room. “ Thank god, they smell so bad not really how you want to wake up!” I say before turning to everyone else and gently hugging them. “Well I’m glad you didn’t all sit by my bed for a week without washing, let me tell you they both got smacked pretty good on the back of there heads for arguing in my hospital room and for stinking it up.”

About 40 minutes later the boys are done getting cleaned up, so they get there well deasearved hugs, but Ash holds on longer than he should and I can feel my skin starting to tingle and I pull away. My heart is hammering and I have butterflies in the pit of my stomach. Judging by the looks and cute little awes from everyone I must be blushing, I try to hide my face before I get a brilliant idea and smile as big as I can. “Who wants to go drinking with me tonight?” Not giving anyone the time to object, “ Good I’m going to go get ready, you had all better be ready to go by the time I get back or I’ll go alone.” It’s time for me to have a well earned party for my hard work. We havnt hon drinking in almost a year, and I want to have some fun.

Thinking to myself about what to wear I come to the choice of a lether belly shirt with a corseted front and lace sleeves, I honestly only chose this shirt to get Ashes attention. I pair it with some skin tight black lether pants leaving almost nothing of my body to be imagined. Knowing that it shows my curves, breaths, and my abs. I do my makeup and Straighten my hair so that it falls just below my butt, my pants making it look very nice. I throw on my lether thigh high healed boots making myself almost five inches taller, and I’m ready to go. When I get to the living room everyone is waiting for me, and I swear Ashes jaw is hitting the floor and a puddle of drool is forming at his feet. “ Hey, mr I’m an alpha you might want to close that.” I say running my fingers along his jawline, before he finally nods and closes his mouth.

My plan must have worked, before I can even react he’s pulling me away from everyone. Where in the back yard when he finally stops walking, and turns to look at me his eyes wandering up and down my body before I poke him and point to my eyes so he can find where they are at. “ ummmm, right... yeah eyes. So...” he pauses running his hands through his hair, before continuing. “ I know you heard Dra and I talking earlier.... I just want you to know that I’m not going to ask you to stop fighting.” He stops again to look at my lips than quickly back to my eyes. “You know the other day when he came and got us all, he said you went alone, we ran into the girl on the way to you, and she just kept saying that you saved her and she wouldn’t be able to thank you because there were so many of them. With her being a kid I thought ok there’s probably only like four or five roags, and that you would be able to hold them off until we got there.” He runs his hands through his hair again. “I... I didn’t know what you could do until we got there, and you had already taken out eight of them.” He’s reaching for my hand now, and I can’t resist once I feel his hand on mine I feel like I have melted. “ I was so scared and mad, I didn’t want to loose you after you were already gone for so long. I know I rejected you before you left, but if you will let me I... we’ll I would like to take that back, the rejecting you thing... and maybe we can start giving this a real try?”

He looks so worried and I know why he feels the same way I did when he rejected me... like he may never be whole again. I want to think about this some more, but I can’t with him touching my hand there isn’t a reliable thought coming to my mind, so I let go of his hand and look at him right in the eye. “Can I please have the night to think about this, I know it’s not what you want me to say and it’s not what I want to say. But from my point of view I honestly, I care about you but I have a very real fear that you will hurt me again. So just let me think about it tonight while we go out and have fun, ok?”

“ oh, umm yeah sure. Let’s go you can ride in my car, well that is if you would like to.”

“That would be fine.”

with that we leave back to the house to get everybody loaded into the cars and leave. By the time we get to the bar my body is buzzing with excitement, and I know just what I want to drink. I buy five bottles of the top shelf tequila and take 11 shot glasses from the counter before heading back to the pack. Pouring everyone shots I start in on the fun. “Ok so who’s dancing with me first, oh I know how about instead of dancing we play a game.... I got it how about, never have I ever?” Everyone is smiling from ear to ear, which can only mean that we’re playing. “Ok, oldest person seas the first one so Dra your up.” I’m so happy that I picked this I’m just going to enjoy my time.

“ ok, ok never have I ever kissed someone.” Damn why did he have to start with that one, everyone drinks accept for Dra, Ash, and myself. I look at Dra and Ash with one raised eyebrow. Well this is not what I expected, but before I have the change to question it Ash starts his question.

“Never have I ever drank till I was shitfaced?” He looks around, and so do I before Dra myself, and Nila all down a shot and refilled our glasses. “Wow really? What’s the story there?” I give him a look that clearly seas wouldn’t you like to know, before he smiles a perfect smile at me. To bad Blake won’t play hell just take shots, so next to go is Chance.

“ ummm... never have I ever played strip poker” he seems so shy about this question but doesn’t frase it as one, my whole pack takes there shots, while Ash and Chance just stare at us.

“Never have I ever learned how to dance on a pole.” Nila just throws hers out there no shame or regret in what she seas and I’m the only one who has to take a shot. She’s laughing so hard she did that on purpose. So I shoot her a glare.

“ Ok if that’s how you want to play, never have I ever flirted with my sister when I was drunk.” I throw this one right at her laughing as she downs a shot, before she goes on to try and explain to the boys.

“Ok it’s honestly not as bad as it sounds, really it was a mistake, I was drunk and Sam, my super not funny mate dared me to flirt with the prettiest girl in the bar, so I found my Identical sister, and tried flirting With myself. It really isn’t my fault she took it the wrong way!” Nila is blushing so bad I can’t help but laugh at her.

“Ok I’m done with this game, Nila come dance with me?” Before she can protest I have her on the dance floor, and we’re both doing some very provocative moves, with each other. The guys are just staring at us like we’re the funniest people in the place before Sam comes over an steels my dance partner for himself. So I go sit back down and start chugging from the bottle a little annoyed that he had to cut in. Before I know it opening a new bottle and chugging it, when Dra comes back over from the dance floor, taking one look at me he can tell I’m already way past my limit and he takes the rest of the bottles away from me including the one I was drinking from.

Obviously not ready to leave he looks for the only sober person to take me back to the house, when he comes back with Ashe I slurr out. “ I’m a big girl I don’t drunk yes.” I can’t even hear what I’m saying, but they both role there eyes at me before Dra throws me over his shoulder leaving me no way to try and escape before taking me to a car and gently laying me down in the back seats. I’m so gone I can’t even make a good thought but I say, “ weeeee again, again.” Before falling down on the seats. I don’t even know how but when I open my eyes again Ash I carrying me to my room. “ Hey I have legs you know, and they do work, see?” I say kicking my legs to get him to drop me, but it doesn’t work.