BALCONY

Few months ago I thought everything was under my grip, but it wasn’t the fact that my life was threatened in the middle of the road. I got angry and furious un-necessarily and ended up being a threat to others the fact that I nearly poked the delivery man’s eye for being persistent to help me take the delivery packages inside because they were heavy. A week ago at the hospital I slapped the nurse for no reason at all. What I needed now was sleep frustration and frustrations had taken frustration from me several times. I couldn’t find my way home, suddenly I couldn’t recall my address, countless times I was found, staring into the blank. I hadn’t eaten and found myself unconscious in the bay somewhere away from home. Immediately I woke up, I escaped out of the hospital. I kept wandering for days. All I could do for myself was to cry. I deserved it. Maybe how I became this way was angry for no reason. Eventually, I snapped out of touch. It was Molly. The girl who took me in, Someone is here to see you. I went down the staircase and there was a lady. With the expensive appearance, I couldn’t help but imagine how well dressed and beautiful she was standing and looking at her, Hi Snow, Looking closely, it was Ruit. How did you know I was here? We sat down and Ruit narrated the tale about me. I recalled most of the things she talked about. It was strange, but that was certainly me and all about me. I went home and took Molly with me, an orphan living harshly. She was compassionate to have taken me in. Molly Adams, the girl who took me for a week, was a sweet and loving soul. A sixteen year old had nothing but a pure soul. Moving in with me was everything she brought back quiet and good days. I finally adopted Molly a year after moving in to stay with me on her seventeenth  birthday. The past seventy weeks have become peaceful. I have gained sanity. Things moved smoothly. I noticed the medication was gone too. I was happy everything had changed too. I was happy and conscious of work. I began to search, only to notice loneliness was what had done this to me. Cine got sick and died of cancer shortly after we got married. I was so down that I didn’t realize that I had been so bad even for myself.  Everything changed for a good course, both happy and conscious at work. Only then did I notice what depression, frustration, loneliness could do even with wealth and what it did to me. It was indeed extreme and terrible. Things got normal. Things in some way got settled a bit and I was in control now and had even caught for myself the biggest whale in the TECH world. This was a massive contract and now the contract signing I had planned out for weeks, and today at lunch time the signing was done and I was happy. Back home, Molly came back from her vacation. At dinner we had a series of conversations about her vacation, the wonderful experience, beautiful moments she had and, of course, the new guy she met. Wow such an experience to have, she said to herself. Wow such an experience to have, I said. The next day we went out to the parks. It was an airy Saturday. The breeze was okay. Ruit was sitting on the floor with sunglasses, a T-shirt, face cap, shorts and sneakers on. Most of the girls there were dressed in that similar way. Then Molly broke the news to us. Duran proposed to Ruit in a private space. I can relate because these were conservative and liberal fellows just like myself. It was breathtaking. hmmm love was definitely beautiful as they say, truly beautiful! There was going to be a wedding in the house. A sister was leaving the house soon. For good reason, preparations would soon begin.  Eight weeks later, Riut's wedding was tomorrow. All the preparations for the big day were perfectly made arrangements of various kinds. distant relatives and friends made their trip earlier and the welcome dinner was today. Everyone made it on time, dinner was served. We all heard beautiful things said, well-wishing notes read, the goodbye to singlehood game was played. Duran had this, so he was the sure winner, his friends were total vibes and that made Ruit’s team lose. The guys always have their ways with this stuff always. The dinner night was perfect and everyone returned to their rooms. The beautiful day was here. The vows were to be said at 12 noon. Ruit, as beautiful as ever, was dressed in white, beautiful shoes. An exquisite beauty she was. Duran, a romantic partner, a good man. These were the best couple, vows were said and the party stood out. Everything was splendid. Ruit moved in with Duran. We went on trips together very often. I believe now the title fairy godmother was me though I never granted wishes, but those fairies in my life granted mine. It’s one year already how fast the year went by and it was Ruit’s anniversary. We already had plans where we all had to take breaks from work. We got our planned tickets. The driver had just dropped us at the airport. I updated the staff and our partners about the three-day break. Thirty minutes later, the plane took off. It was a smooth flight. The pilot certainly deserved the accolades. Some hours later, the plane landed. Our chauffeurs were already waiting an hour and thirty minutes later we reached the house. I and Molly stayed at the penthouse by the streamside whilst Duran and Ruit stayed at Duran’s. We all agreed to meet at the live show by eleven thirty prior to tomorrow.