I’m not sure how Adrian does it, but he makes all of my worries disappear. He stays with me for about an hour, or better said, until the doctor throws him out. But it’s an hour of being able to just … be. It’s like my suggestion turned on his charming mode. Because if I thought he was being charming before, I was so wrong. He wasn’t showing even half of what he’s hiding under his sleeve. I’m not sure what to think about this, when he leaves. Actually, I do. As soon as he’s out of sight, I find myself blushing, cursing and shaking my head all at once. I can’t believe I’m doing this to myself. I promised I’d keep a distance between us, and look at me now. I pretty much invited him on a date. I did that. I didn’t just accept his offer, I basically reinvented it. I’m completely overwhelmed

