Life with the ex-bad neighbor

Chapter five - Pregnant

Emma's POV:

Vince was my first. I have never imagined doing it with someone else. Three weeks have passed since then, and let's say I got addicted to him. It's like I see him in a new light. We don't do it every day, but two-three times a week. I never thought that this would be so good. I was scared that I might not like it, but now I don't worry about anything. Vince is careful. He doesn't need to be. The first time hurts. Then all you feel is just pleasure. Vince and I didn't tell our parents anything. They have been talking with us about this since we graduated from university. I know what they want, but it will happen when the right time comes. I don't want to rush with that. Also, we are still young. I want to spend some time with my lovely boyfriend. The most important thing is, having kids. Well, not for me. I mean that I don't think that it's the number one thing in a family. First, I want to make sure that Vince and I are safe. I haven't told him, but I have a feeling Ricky will come back. I hope it's not true because I don't want to see him anymore. I'm afraid that he will go after Vince. I don't know what his problem is, but I want him out of my life. There is a chance that he has changed, but I don't think that he did it. I don't want us to have more problems. I had enough, and I'm tired. Finally, I am happy, and I don't want to lose it. If something happens to Vince, I don't know what I will do. He is the light in my life.

I woke up and went into the bathroom. For the past three days, I haven't felt very well. I think that I know what the reason is for that. Yesterday I went to the pharmacy and bought a pregnancy test. The chances are not high, but my symptoms are similar to what I have read on the Internet. I hope that I'm not pregnant. Otherwise, I don't know what I am going to do. Well, we weren't careful at all. I didn't drink any pills. Vince didn't do anything either. It's like we wanted it, but not exactly.

I put the test in a cup and took it with me. While I am waiting, I can start making breakfast. Today we'll have sandwiches. It's easy, and I don't have much time to cook. When the timer was off, I looked at the test. Damn it! What do I have to do now? If I tell Vince, he will get excited. I should talk with a doctor first. Then I'll decide what to do. Moreover, I should be in the beginning. This sickness will be gone in a couple of days. I was lost in my thoughts when I felt two hands wrapped around me.

- Hey, what are you cooking?

- Sandwiches. I don't have time to do anything better.

- It doesn't matter what it is. Your food is amazing.

- I'm glad that you like it.

- Are you ok? You look worried.

- No. I'm tired. After my coffee, I'll be better.

- Let me do it. Do you want me to put milk in it?

- Yes, but not much. Also, add one coffee spoon of sugar.

After breakfast, Vince and I went to work. I won't lie that I am nervous. It's not visible yet, but one day it will be. I need to calm down. When we walked into our office, I sat down and started working. While Vince was in the toilet, I called a doctor and reserved an hour. Luckily, doctor Williams can check on me during my lunch break. I need to make an excuse in front of Vince. I hope that he won't ask many questions.

At 12 pm, my lunch break officially started. My appointment is at 12:30. Vince went to buy lunch. I told him that I didn't want anything. I waited for him to walk away and took the keys to the car. Of course, I left him a note. After fifteen minutes, I arrived in front of the hospital. The good thing was that they had parking spots. I parked the car and walked inside. One woman in the reception told me where doctor Williams's office was. I knocked on the door and walked in.

- Hello, you must be Emma.

- Yes, I am.

- Now, tell me what the problem is.

- Ok, so my boyfriend and I did something around three weeks ago for the first time. Since then, we have been doing it two to three times a week. We didn't use anything for safety, so it's our fault. I took a test this morning, and it was positive. Can you tell me what to do? I want to have kids, but not now. I mean that we planned this after a year.

- I understand your problem if we can call it that. First, I will check on you. I'm sure you are in the beginning, so you still have an option.

- You mean if I want to remove it?

- Yes.

- Thanks, but I can't do it. I will feel bad.

Doctor Williams checked me and said that I was almost in the second week. I guess that we got it from the first time. She told me to come for a check every month until I get to the eighth one. I have to be careful. After the sixth month, I can't lift anything heavy. Of course, I should watch what I am eating. Also, no alcohol. It's not like I am drinking. I haven't found good alcohol or anything that I like. I saw the baby, and it was a small dot.

- Everything is good. You can still do your everyday work. Around the fifth month, you should start taking care of yourself. In the eighth month, you have to stop working.

- I understand. Do I need medicine? I ask about morning sickness.

- No. If you want, you can take something for your stomach. Soon it will be over.

- Ok, thank you.

- If you don't mind, from now on, I would like to be your midwife.

- I would love to.

- I'm glad to hear that. In that case, I'll see you in a month.

- Yes, I will come. Bye, doctor Williams.

- Bye, Emma.

I got in the car and started driving. I stooped to get food and went into my office. Vince was working on something. Probably it's the plan for one of the couples. I wanted to tell him about the baby, but I remembered how much he wanted it. Maybe I can make him a surprise. Let's see if he will notice when my bump starts showing.

- Hey, you are back.

- Yes.

- Where have you been?

- I wanted some fresh air. I went to a park. I'm sorry that I took the car.

- It's ok. I didn't need it. Can I know why wasn't I invited?

- Because I wanted to be alone. I know we are always together, but I needed some time for myself. Next time, I will take you.

- Don't worry. As long as you are ok, I'm good.

- Thank you.

Vince and I worked until 5 pm. Meanwhile, we finished two of the plans and started the third one. I have to say that if he wants, my boyfriend can keep it professional. It's just that, most of the time, he likes to play games with me. Later, we walked home. I went for a quick shower. I had one idea about what to cook, so I used my mom's recipe. It's quick and easy.

- Does my princess need help with dinner?

- Thanks, but I almost finished.

- You don't let me do anything.

- I let you take care of me. Isn't this enough?

- Yes, but you do everything else.

- Ok, you can choose what we'll do tonight.

- I won't deny a treat.

- Don't you think that they become too often?

- No. I know that you enjoy it.

- That is true.

After dinner, we walked to our room. This time, I wanted to be on top. I have heard that this feels better. Well, it's not true, or at least I didn't enjoy it that much. I won't lie that every time it feels better than the last one. I don't know if Vince had done with other girls when he was a teenager, but he knows what he is doing.

- You like it, don't you?

- I don't remember telling you to stop.

- But I am leading. - he said and kissed me

That was. We quickly continued from where we stopped. Vince tasted like heaven. Well, he was the only one who I have kissed. I won't count what happened with Ricky. That was not something that I wanted. When we finished, Vince laid down, and I snuggled. This baby is lucky to have a dad like him. I can't wait to see his reaction when he understands I am pregnant. I want to tell him so badly, but I won't. I have to keep the surprise.

- Do you want round two?

- As good as it sounds, I'll skip it. That gets me tired.

- Fine. Maybe next time.

- Don't be sad. You know that I will do whatever you say.

- I'm not sad.

- Yes, you are. Come here, big baby. - I said and gave him a small kiss

Well, I had something else in mind. I was sure that Vince wouldn't let me go that easily. I used the chance to put one of my hands on his weak spot. I felt his reaction, which made me smirk through the kiss. I can be a bad girl if I want to. Soon, I laid on top of him and continued kissing him. Now it feels better. Everything was good until he put his hand on my weak spot. Damn it! I guess that he likes to play hard. I will teach him. After half an hour, we went for a shower. I can do it all night, but I have to go to work tomorrow. Later, I stole one of his t-shirts and put it on. Sometimes I do this. Moreover, I know that he likes it. I waited for him to lay down, and as usual, I snuggled.

- Thank you for satisfying me.

- For you always.

- Maybe we shouldn't do it very often.

- Why?

- I don't know. What if we get bored?

- I will never get bored of you.

- Thanks, but I mean that if you do something every day, at one point, you stop enjoying it.

- This is true. We can do it once a week. What do you think?

- I'm good with that.

- Now it's better if we fall asleep. I am tired.

- Which means that I did a good job.

- Yes, you did. You are the best boyfriend in the world.

- I'm glad to hear that. Do we have to go to work tomorrow?

- Yes, why?

- Because I want to lay down with you the whole day.

- I'm sorry, but you can do this only on the weekends.

- I know. That is not fair.

- Life is unfair, my boy. - I said and kissed his cheek

- Somehow, I will deal with it.

- I believe in you.

- Thank you.

- No problem. Good night and sweet dreams.

- To you too.

- Vince.

- Yes.

- I love you.

- I love you too, Emma.

Like that, both of us fall asleep. I love this boy more than anything. He is nice to me, treats me well, and knows how to make me feel better. I would be happy to raise a family with him. In high school, I was just a kid. Now I am a grown-up girl, and I know what I want. For now, I will keep the pregnancy for myself. When the right time comes, I will tell everyone. I am getting excited. Maybe we don't need to wait a whole year. I want to see the baby soon. I love Vince, and I am happy that he is the father to my kid. He is the only person with who I want to be.