haitio haiti& don't judge me & if you was in my show how would y handle it

I understand how it feel to lose something and never have time to say goodbye to lose a mother it hurt deep but I will don't know how it feel to be a widowed and I can't act like that I understand how it feel because I don't but I do know y will be ok and y have to stay strong be your self and be strong for everyone no birthday no holiday no complaints from them no smile that something that going away it hurt the then everyone have a way of dealing with grief and sometimes it take time to heal to forgive and to move on there was a guy he lose everything well almost now he have to work hard to get so of them back one question will he ever get them back are not ven was chilling at home but he lose someone close to home he went to his family member she what wrong she asked he say what was wrong the she look at him close then she say to him is that what y want for yourself if that was y that die how y think I was going to feel he was confused and angry he I tell y I have a friend of my die that what y have to say ven I am sorry for your lose ok but y don't now how it feel you know it hurt deep home that could be you that I never mind everyone hear them yell it the first time they ever hear her yell one say what was wrong why she is yell for layaway look at laya other was wondering what was wrong he was will mad and she walk away from him she see he was mad ven I don't mean to she say goodbye he was mad she was looking sad to he was think in his mind he was to mad to hear her out he went to his friends family did y have a fight are y ok they ask yes I am cool don't judge her because u don't know how it feel y never now how she feel because y never will listen to her y are so not open up are being far right now what you mean he ask them you and her date a long time ago and she never stop talk about y even the you and her keep on going back and forth that never stop her love you she always care she will always do if y don't call that love and I don't know what it is then she give up everything for y even the y put her 2 in everything that never stop her she never didn't stop love y ace you mist up big time him what about y he me well she just worried about me that all he went to the funeral and help out as the best he can he did do his best he was think she was not there but he was there strong to be strong and help out can we talk he say to her she I am sorry I can't talk right now I am busy she say goodbye v he was mad but then let her be for now girl that was cold they say to her will that was cold when I want to talk to him he didn't want to hear me out like I was nothing for him I try to help him but now he keep on pushing me away from him what you think I should do for him I can't do nothing now he didn't want me to so I let him be i just let him be himself I just hope that he will be ok I will never wish my enemies the worse are a ex see you keep on say y like me but no call are text and y like me how that posable everyone have a phone but yet no massage it cool the that also should be past all so did y for get how you meet me this not how y start when we first met you was kind lovely sweet but now y Change I tell y that y changes and y are the one who make me this way break promises all that so I guess y will never now how it feel to love ❤️ ? ? ❣️ and to have heart breaking ? ever again wonder did y love to fast did y make the right choice are souls search for soul mates and still can't find one ask is something wrong with y are y the problem was it always u that was the problem maybe yes are no yet it just a question that don't have a answer to wish y did first day of school was enough want to make your family happy want to graduate but now y don't know if y will I was a team mom I don't know how to be a mom but I was try to my mom was there to help me sometimes with the kids as a grandmother then he was around doing his on thing was not there for me when I need him other was wondering why I didn't put him child support that never came in my mind everyone was right he didn't help like that know now maybe that the only way that he can help out call what ever your want but y can't judge me cause you not in my shoe if y was in my place how would y Handel it he was my childhood sweetheart this how it start I was in school together ❤️ we fall in love it was sweet but everything changed we have two children with each other we was happy at first but I never think we was going to break a part at first we stay for are kids then we keep on break a part then I let go then who ever he want to be with at ha can I see the kids he ask he show no problem you can when y want to come today he say to help her he eat with them then enjoy the day with them that was nice at first she was look good I miss her I was hope she was then maybe she was see someone I was wondering if she was I will be happy for her why y look at me like that she say to him nothing it just u look good ? ? thank y she say that ven you well have to make it up to her will talk to her they say to him Ralph say man y do you need to talk ? to her he y think so should I do that to she was will happy to hear he doing fine so how are your friends doing he it ok I think why y say it like that he ok are something is something wrong with him yea he ok Ralph all I am say is that he could die just like is friends I kind of have something to tell you I know he want to have a child I could give that to him are y say y want to have a kids for him yea I do but he don't know that I do but I am sorry that I can't be that for him I guess it life you have to give up something to get something I never want something like that why would y think I am doing something with your girl she my sister she just like my sister was will think me and her together y will need to chill out move man I can't believe you think that his best friend walk away we will 3 week not talk to my friend was hard she I think it was hard for him what going with them they use to be close Sofia we can't act like there was nothing going on with them there was Sofia Ralph what going with your friend he what friend ven your brother he nothing wrong he think I like his girl so that what the fight was about he yes that you are not with them them he say what are y talk about you give others thing your time I think you didn't want me are something and people tell you that you not keep it real to me what wrong with me am I not a good look person are y don't want me no more am I not your top why y think that I love y she will but y never show it to me like list week y say y was going to spend time with us but y never did and y didn't call are text I get it u don't know how to open up but if y don't say it to me how would I know you love me are care I give y my all but y just thought all that away chapter 2 almost let go I was so angry at him that my child was lose there father but one day I see him walk somewhere he see me to we never talk with each other are see one a other anymore yea give me a minute he say to someone he was with hi what up how are y he ask she I am find about y what up who them she ask he someone he say she that cool hi kids y want to hug out with me she will that all y have to say to them he how can I fix this you can't fix