Abandoned Heart

Do you think your life is difficult? Or you are having so much trouble living your life? Believe me, you won't think like that after hearing me out. Let me introduce myself first, I am just nobody, anyway people call me Karen paul, i have a best friend, Lisa Eric who is actually my only hope and just some month older than me. But we are polar opposition of each other, she is more that 4 feet tall, chubby and beautiful. She is a sectary M&B company, she is most prominent worker. He is really good at making friends and everyone loves her, mens are all over her. But me at the other hand, am not beautiful , am not just beautiful at all or I wasn't told by anyone. So i guess am not beautiful. I am not good at making friends or socializing even her Lisa she just happened to be my childhood friend. And of course No one loves me. I don't even get to know my Mum before she past away just immediately after she gave birth to me and Dad, a gentle soul who show how much he loves and care for me later pass away at a terrible car accident. After them no one ever shows me love again, it look like am mad sometimes. Even my best friend has never introduced me to any of her friends infact who will believe she will make a friend with such a nerd ugly person. I work as a nanny at a very big mansion i just recently got this job and i don't want to lose it again. The only thing in my life that i am proud of. Even though am not good at anything else i am really good at cooking. It was really easy to cook at anything ___+and i am really good at studying, I can memorize anything i set my eye on, pretty fast at that. When it comes to cooking and education me and my best are different, she is a no for cooking. She mostly buys food from shop rites. My education stop at time when i lost my father, he was my everything, i never thought i will lost him at such a tender age, when he laughs it fills the room, he always take me to school and also bring me back. he always wishes my mum was alive but then that was nature. The house which i lived in is owned by my father, no one barely know i live alone except my best friend who happens to be next door neighbor. No one has ever celebrated or congratulate me, till i was unable to go to school again. I helped my best friend in her assignment and other projects. I got some many recognition from my achievement in school but no one to celebrate with me. But my best friend always have someone to be present for even if she got "C" for one subject. Since i finished high school, to continue became difficult i decided to go for part time but before then i secure a job which was the only one my best friend could get for me. Monday morning i resume work as early as possible, stand in front of a very big mansion, painted in a white golden, designed with a touch of black and the gate was well decorated. I knocked at the gate, no response at first, at the second the gate man opens the door. we exchange greetings, and i walked in, introducing myself as the new nanny. He went in and called the boss out. me standing in front my boss, i stares at him like am i dreaming. I have being having crush on someone, who is darely handsome, wealthy and has muscline and that was him, my crush my boss. I couldn't lower my gaze until the gate man touched me i clearly understood the message. He walked me in and gave the rules and regulations which i must abide by. And yes of course i have heard a lot about him, the way he is ruthless and cool, and also change nannys like there are not human so i camed prepared. I was amazed just as walked around the house, the sitting room is filled with different colour of light, the chairs were made of iron cloth with blue and brown, the latest plasma television was in the center of the parlor. It made me remember my house but i sold everything when i needed money. He told me i will be living in his house and from there i will be going to school, i didn't object because he is my crush, if someone told me i will work with him, i will bet it as a lie but today it is reality. After taking a quick view of the house, I proceeded to my duty post, you know the way to a man heart is food, i step into the kitchen and it was adorable, i wish it was mine. I heard my boss driving his car out, meaning i will be staying in this big mansion alone till he returned before i forget my room is given to me opposite the kitchen, and it was well decorated and i love it. Fast forward to afternoon when my boss arrived, he looked so stress off, i collected his bag take it to his room. The food is already set at the dinning, i dished it out for him as you know it was not my first time working as a nanny and also served him the juice i prepared. I met the gate man at his post when i pouring away the dirty from the kitchen we have one or two conversation, he told me to be very careful with my boss that if i don't want to lost my job then i ask my what kind of trouble have I involved my self in. So that's is basically everything about me... Just nobody, just an abandoned heart.. My life is the same every day boring and heartbreaking nightmare ... Until one day... That day.. something just happened ... ypu may think it as a mere gesture of kindness but for me, it became my hope.... my encouragement and eventually my life....