Forbidden Lessons On Ice

Chapter 7

But luckily, I don't even know if calling this ‘luckily’ makes sense, as then his phone beeped with a notification, and he actually looked at it. Well, whatever he saw meant something, as he jumped up and said he had to go.

He literally rushed out of there, leaving me all soaked and confused.

“s**t, Mia, what did you just do?” I palmed my forehead, as this was so f****d up. Not only was Axel like the playboy of the school who had a girlfriend, Sienna, but he was also Ryan's best friend. I couldn't do this to Ryan.

And I know you might be like, ‘Ryan doesn't give a s**t about you.’ Well, he will once I'm this girl Axel turns me into; he will give a s**t. He loves me, and I have no doubt in my heart about that.

But that is my least concern; Axel was my stepbrother, a scandal like this can never be recovered in this town, never.

Axel was my stepbrother, he was Ryan's best friend, and he had a girlfriend. Seeing all those reasons, well, they didn't seem to register with my horny brain, and these people just f*****g randomly didn't help either.

I grabbed my bag and ran out of there, heading straight back to my room, as I was so f*****g turned on right now; I needed to do something.

Even on my way, I squeezed my thighs at points as I felt the sticky liquid against them. "Fuck." I kept cursing softly to myself; my n*****s were so hard right now, and not only was I replaying all the things that Axel did to me.

Like his hand in between my thighs, his dirty words, asking me if I was turned on—f**k, he damn well could see I was so turned on. What game was that? But at the same time, I was grateful he said those dirty words, as they kind of satisfied me replaying them in my head.

Well, good thing nobody paid attention to me, as I damn well looked a mess. Once I reached my room, I locked the door and stripped naked; yup, I removed my panties and everything.

“Where the f**k are they?” I asked frustratedly as I searched for my earbuds, but they were nowhere in sight.

Now I couldn't watch what I was about to watch on sound without them. Someone could be passing by, and sure, every student did it here, but I was just… I would be embarrassed.

“f**k it,” I gave up as I walked to the bed. I positioned one pillow between my thighs and another carefully behind my back, remembering how Freya always did it; she calls it the perfect steps to m**********g.

First, I opened an incognito tab, and I surprisingly didn't need to think hard to remember the website. After typing in exactly what I wanted to see, which was some penetration, I started humping against the pillow while watching the video.

It was on silent, so I made up my own voices for them in my head, and once my brain was convinced that was real, there was no stopping me; the pleasure was too great. I reached the satisfaction I always reached whenever I m*********d.

Done. I was back to being frustrated as I closed the tab and got out of bed and put on a robe. I haven't had s*x before, but Freya tells me she squirts whenever she m*********s; even the videos show girls always doing it, but I haven't, not even once.

Like I will just feel close, and then it's gone; I'm not in the mood for s*x anymore, and I now want to have that moment. That's why now once I have Ryan back, I'm having s*x on the first date.

A knock sounded at my door, and I knew it was Freya, so I went to open it, only to be pushed in and literally stepped on as Sienna and her maniacs let themselves in.

“Axel dumped Sienna, and you have some explaining to do.” One of them said this, the one who was muscular, as at the same time she lifted me from the floor with just one hand.

Okay, Axel did what?