Tales of Cecile's Diary

Chapter Nineteen

It has been three weeks now at the cabin and everyone has been distracted lately. Obviously the incident that occurred to me was still fresh in everyone’s mind and I still haven’t gotten my memories back.

  We were unable to talk about the diary and my so called vampire father and when I try to bring it up to Asher or Haden they just brush me off saying we would talk about it later. So instead of waiting for them I decided to do my own research even though they were limited.

  And that was through the diary.

 So right now I’m lying on my stomach with a pen in my hands and with my door locked so I would have no interruptions. Although I still felt guilty that I haven’t told the others that I can read the entries on the diary. But something just tells me to keep that information to myself for the mean time.

Dear diary,

 I have just found the woman who swept my husband off his feet and I feel jealous. He could fall in love while I lose that luxury and I have to live with that for the rest of my life.

 The woman is a maid in the mansion. And she is a walking beauty, I do envy her beauty and harbor some kind of hatred towards her, but those emotions refused to grow stronger. She’s just so humble and kind she barely rubs the fact that she has my husband’s heart in my face. Instead she comforts me and vows to make sure I never feel that depressing emotion in my life.

 And I would forever be grateful to her.

Dear diary,

 I can’t believe this, I feel so scared for my husband’s lover. This might be absurd but we both have grown a friendship that I would forever be grateful for but right now I feel devastated.

 Edward, just found out that she cheated on him with his best friend Lord Fredrick de’ Lucca. And right now Edward is angry and he must never find her, that’s why I’ve helped her escape this place before something horrible happens to her.

  And from what I’ve noticed, it seems she’s pregnant with child and my heart breaks for her.

 And now she’s on the run…

Dear diary,

 She has been found! Edward’s lover has been found after four months and her pregnancy is now opened to the whole world. Edward has threatened to kill her and Fredrick is not having it.

  The two males have being fighting over her since I helped her escape and the news of her pregnancy has escalated the whole thing fight between the two and she has being caught in the middle.

  I closed the diary having reading enough. I sighed through my mouth and lay on my back.

  It was clear and obvious that Lord Edward’s lover was my mom and she was pregnant with me. What I couldn’t understand was why Lord Edward didn’t take my mom and escape with her? Was it just a one-time fling? Or have they been seeing each other frequently?

  I was still in my deep thoughts wondering what was going through their heads at that moment and the pain and suffering my mom had to have passed through when she was pregnant with me.

  She was obviously depressed and then again Haden’s mom helped her escape the first time and I’m sure she helped to somewhere my mom would be safe before Lord Edward found her again.

  I was so curious to know why Lord Edward never married or had an illegitimate child before or even after my mom.

   The story just didn’t add up Avery powerful Vampire would not just reign without an heir or a partner; there is more to this story and I’m going to find out what it is.

   A knock my door ruined my train of thoughts and I decided to open it thinking it would be Asher. At least I would be able to roast him for more information that he probably might be trying to hide from me.

  I opened the door and gasped at who I met on the other side of my bedroom door.

He just gave me a blank face and tilted his head at me like he was trying to tell me something. I blushed after figuring out I hadn’t let him in yet. But then again I had the right to question his presence because it’s unusual to let in someone who almost choked you to death into your room.

  Yeah I could be petty alright. So don’t blame me for glaring at him a bit before I let him in.

  He walked past me and stood in the middle of my room like he was a health inspector and folded his arms looking at my bed.

   I cleared my throat to break the tension in the room and he turned to face me with a clearly troubled expression on his face.

  “I just…” he paused and turned around again, scratching the back of his head.

 Is he… nervous or should I say shy?

 Oh my god! I smirked a bit. “Are you shy?” I mocked him and he just groaned smacking his forehead.

  “Asher forced me to do this, so don’t make it harder for me to apologize to you.” I grumbled while facing away from me.

  The forming smile on my face dropped instantly and the tension chocked the room again. I shifted on my feet not knowing what to say when I already know what he wanted to do.

  His action for sure would have a reason but at the same time it doesn’t excuse how he treated me in any way.

  Haden sighed and faced me again, “I’m sorry for how I treated you back when we were at the mansion.”  He sighed again and relaxed his back on the wall, his hands kept clenching and twitching.

  Ever since my mom died I had been suspicious of everyone outside my family. I was just a little kid when she died and it took a toll on me. My dad started to sleep with more women than when mom was alive and he even brought in the mistress he was seeing into the mansion. Evelyn.

  It was my mom who helped her and she stabbed my mom in the back when she started to sleep with my dad. I just never trusted anyone and I believed it was Evelyn who killed my mom but I don’t have any evidence yet.

  But when I found that diary in your room I was angry. My mom was always writing in that book but she never told me what. The day she died I looked for it but it was missing.

  And then it was in your room and I figured maybe you were associated to someone who killed my mom.”

  “I forgive you. No hard feelings.” I smiled.

   And ladies and gentlemen…Haden smiled. I was witnessing his first ever expression except from a death glare and a blank face. And wow he looked really handsome when he smiles.

  I never knew someone’s smile could be beautiful, for a second there I thought my heart skipped a beat and I realized that I was drooling before I stopped.

  I cleared my throat again and someone knocked on my door. I face dthe door and Asher reared his annoying face with a smirk drawn on his mouth.

  “You guys are no fun. Not even a make-up kiss?” I blushed hot and I kicked Asher on the leg. Haden just glared at him and I rolled my eyes. Jerk face is back again.