Remember to Forget

Chapter 21

Jia Xia

My life had suddenly been turned upside down.

I wasn't in my husband's bed, but in my best friend's.

I sat up and looked over at Kim Ha-bin.

He was honestly the only person who has never left my side

He stood by me through alot.

He was my knight in shining armor.

I smiled watching him.

He was busy reading at the window.

I coughed.

"Ugg.. Ugg.."

My throat was feeling a bit dry and painful.

He looked over and in a split second he was next to me.

"Princess, your awake, here have some warm water.."

He reached over and handed me a glass of water still warm.

He must have just recently put it here.

I took a few sips and handed it to him.

I suddenly remembered fainting.

I clutched my stomach.

"Don't worry, it's fine, I had the doctor come early... Your all fine.."

I was surprised.

How did he know.

He smiled.

" After you came in and suddenly fainted I was looking for your phone in your bag when I found your medical report... Saying your pregnant but I didn't read anything else i promise... Sooo.."

He seems different.

I placed my hand on his.

" Ha- bin... Whats wrong... "

He held my hand than smiled and looked at me.

"Why are you in this condition, all alone.. and your so called husband is no where to be found... How..."

He suddenly got up.

"It's over Ha-bin... I am done with Xavier... He and Bella are having a baby... I... I didn't know who else to turn to..."

I started sobbing.

He came and held me tightly.

"Sshhh, don't cry... I'm here... You did the right thing..."

Suddenly Ha- Bin's phone rang.

He took it out of his pocket and checked the caller ID.

Xavier.

I looked up at him begging him.

He gave me a reassuring smile.

And answered the call.

"Helo... Xavier... Long time..."

He was quite.

"No man... I haven't spoken to her in months... But hey please call me when you find her..."

He said and disconnected the call.

I hugged him in relief.

"Jia Xia, princess... What are you going to do now... I mean.. Your welcome to stay as long as you want to but..."

I knew what he meant.

I didn't know what to say.

He held me than spoke again.

"If you want, I can give you everything you need, I will keep you safe, and look after you and your baby, no matter what, but... Are you sure you want this... I mean.. to you know leave things with Xavier..."

I knew he would offer to help me because I knew just how much he loved me.

I felt so sad I chose Xavier instead of him.

I would have been much better of with him.

" Ha-bin... Xavier doesn't know... I didn't get the chance to tell him... Bella... "

He finally understood why I came to him that today.

"I am so sorry for putting you in this situation..."

He smiled and kissed my head.

"You know I love you don't you?"

He said.

I shook my head.

"Than don't be sorry, I am glad he doesn't know, we can have this baby and raise him or her as ours okay..."

I smiled, and than corrected him.

"Its babies... Two.. I'm expecting twins..."

He looked shocked.

"Um. Okay... Than we will have our two babies... Me and you... Okay..."

He was so caring and kind and understanding.

I told him everything about what had happened.

I told him how my family also knew what was going on and just watched me suffer.

We spoke for hours and soon we had made a few decisions.

He would sell everything here and we would move back to his hometown in Z City 3000 miles away.

I would inform my family to draw up a divorce agreement and handle it for me.

I wouldn't tell anyone where we were going or how long I would be gone.

And I wasn't going to tell them about my pregnancy either.

A few days passed and all the necessary arrangements were made.

I had gone with my Ha- bin to my family and told them I would be divorced from Xavier and married Ha-bin as soon as the divorce was finalized.

We didn't really plan on getting married, as Ha- Bin wanted me to be sure about everything before I made that decision.

What they didn't know wouldn't hurt me.

My family agreed and my father took over all the responsibilities of getting my divorce.

I wasn't angry at them just disappointed.

We finally moved.

I was starting a new life.

Things wasn't easy as I was starting to show in my pregnancy and I had to go see a new doctor and change my whole lifestyle, but Ha - Bin promised to be with me ever step of the way.

He made me feel happy and safe.

We were still just friends but I knew his love for me was definitely real.

Tjere was not buts or in betweens, he didn't push me or expect anything to happen between us.

He just wanted to see me happy.

I felt sad and angry.

I felt like I was using him.

I was being so selfish.

But I couldn't change what has happened and my heart was no longer attached to him.

It was left behind in A city.

With a man who wasn't even mine.

Soon I was almost 8 months pregnant.

I looked like a huge balloon.

My tiny babies were now becoming so big.

The doctor suggested bed rest as she was afraid of early delivery.

I sat outside the coffee shop Ha-bin had opened a few months after we arrived here and watched the sunset.

It was so beautiful here.

The coffee shop was on the front line of the beach.

Z City was the smallest coastal city amongst all 5 others and was definitely the safest and most beautiful.

We had bought a small 3 bedroom house behind the shop and finally settled in a few weeks.

I was busy thinking about how good a decision I had made when Ha-bin brought me some tea.

"Hey beautiful... How did the check up go... Why aren't you in bed.. You know the doctor just left right ...?"

He had asked the doctor to do house visit as I wasn't able to move around freely the past month.

My legs would swell and my dizziness was worse when i moved around to much.

I tried to rest as much as possible but I just couldn't keep still.

" everything is fine, I can't just sit around, i need to move around... I just wanted to see you, you know..."

He laughed..

"Yeah right..."

I was trying to get closer to him but my mind was blocking me.

When we just moved here, he took the initiative to kiss me one night and I tried to kiss him back but there wasn't any chemistry , he's touch didn't burn me like Xavier's did.

After that he kissed me a few times but thats it.

I really don't want to hurt him.

I sat and watched the kids playing on the beach.

They looked so happy.

Soon this would be me and Xavier...

Suddenly I was shocked.

I still thought about us together with our kids.

When will I be able to move on!

Remember to Forget...

I never forgot those words...

But Xavier wasn't easy to forget.

Our love wasn't easy to forget.

I suddenly felt sad.

Ha-bin came and walked me home than went back to lock up the shop.

I turned on the TV.

"international Headlines"

Okay.

Local A city CEO son off Mr Lee Owen Owner of Mayor Enterprises Logistics and Construction company Xavier Lee will Wed long time girlfriend Bella Ann Jay Shanghai giant daughter this coming Friday at noon.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing .

They were finally getting married.

The divorce settlement came about two week ago.

Yes he had stalled the divorce proceedings until recently yet he was still in bed with Bella.

I saw a picture of them together, her stomach was much smaller than mine but she was definitely pregnant.

I suddenly felt my head spinning, my heart was racing, and I couldn't barely see.

I felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen and than saw blood running down my legs.

"Ha - bin... Ha - bin..."i started screaming he came rushing in as I saw him I closed my eyes and drifted into a deep slumber.

I couldn't believe Xavier really never loved me.