XAVIER
So here I was wondering why in spite of everything I have done to jia Xia she was still holding onto me as if I was to disappear any moment.
I guess when you love someone you kind of see what you want to see, and all the bad things about that someone becomes second to everything else.
But maybe this wasn't a chance to get back with Jia Xia.
Maybe this was my final chance to actually end all her and my children's sadness.
Its about 05:30 when I feel Jia Xia stir.
I noticed jer slightly looking at me but than as if she wasn't awake omce again just drifted of.
I finally understand what it means to truly love someone.
I won't be so selfish anymore.
I need to give her and our children what theu deserve.
I softly laid her down and walked into the boy's hospital room
I took a ch
