Jia Xia
I woke up this morning all alone.
I guess I should have expected that Xavier wouldn't be around.
I just think my head and heart is a little messed up right now.
I got of the bench and walked over to my boy's room.
The room is quiet.
As I entered I saw Xavier sitting in between the two beds.
He was hold one of the boys hands on either side, glancing at them each one every few times.
Wjen Xavier's eyes met mine, I kind of feel happy but sad at the same time.
"You're up, sorry I just wanted to have some alone time with the boys,... I haven't seen them in so long... They have really grown up, havnt they..."
I walked over and sat on the end of Hayaans bed.
I want to say something but I am scared I will regret it later.
" Its okay, please go ahead, you must want some answers
