Two of everything from birth

The great day has arrived

Linda's pov.

Paul has changed and I don't know what is happening in his heart. I was looking at him over dinner and even before that when he was so gentle and loving towards his family. Just last week he was still trying to only see me in secret. That is why it is strange that he even told his father that he cared about me. Oh my it's me happy and in love with him as I was only obsessed because my sister wanted him.

I have this problem that I always wanted to compete with my glamorous sister

and when the boyfriend my sister has comes around and likes me instead they have everything going for themselves but if my sister is no longer interested in wanting guy it was normally my signal to steer clear from him as well. When that happend it was normally the case that I would no longer be interested in her boyfriends either.

I think she was the gogetter and I was the one who just followed in her footsteps. I think somehow Paul has totally lost his s*x appeal for my sister as ahe doesn't seem to want him . Why she does she seem to not be interested in him anymore is very puzzling to me. Where did she go???

I know that I am fickle and that I am ashamed of myself as far as being a good and normal person goes its now obviously apparent to me that I am not digging this version of Paul. Maybe I am seeing my sister gone and then I automatically want to do the same thing. When the dinner was over and he wimped out on me I was relieved as I don't think I could spend the whole of the night with him and not try to shout or get angst about something this time though I will be different as my needs for Paul have become physical as anytime else I could have still have backed off because of Laura's indifferent attitude Paul.

Now what did he do to wimp out on me as I want all of his attention. He was extatic about getting into "his computer" work he wanted to look over as he even seemed excited about it. That was a passion killer as anyone who thinks a computer to be sexy is nuts. I am a "material girl" like Maddona's song says. I want the wild and dangerous Paul that lies and cheats on me. Wait a minute did I just think that, maybe not . I don't want him to cheat on me. I definitely don't want him to cheat or lie to me what was I thinking.

As I told him ok I have something else I am busy with . As its okay yes it is my washing that I had to do. I had clothing to wash and put in the dryer. leaving the night before the inorgaration ceremony that is tomorrow open because it will be a full day of pledges and roaster calls as every participant will be getting ready for their colours as we will all be given colours.

Well that is what is going to happen if the schedule is done exactly as planned. I am not happy with being alone and as my washing is done quickly and my little room is cleaned. My space is very small and because I was supposed to be playing a very minor role in the programme it was because of my sister that I got this role in the first place.

Well I am extremely bored with the situation with nothing more to do I decided to visit Paul in his rooms but there is a time curfew we have to be in our rooms at a certain time the doors automatically shut down.

I am lucky to be just in time when I get to Paul's rooms when he open the doors I just get inside when the first shut down occurs. He doesn't seem to be that happy to see me. That quickly changed when I go into his arms and we relive the magic of our new found love in blissful extacý. As the night is ours maybe for the last time in two years to come because the clause in our contract says no fraternizing between participants . When we wake up the next morning we are both entangled in each others arms . It felt so good how are we going to be keeping our lives separate for two hole years.

Its too late to get off the building as the gratest social experiment of the planet is taking place its official its today and I have to find something to wear. In the light of this new day I have made a pledge to change my attitude for the good of this experiment . I will make the best of this fantastic opportunity given to me as I will comply to all the upcoming rules!!!