BUTTERFLY

hurt

Later that day I went home with no energy to do whatsoever. I felt weak and sick. My chest was hurting but I still didn't know what wrong I did. Although if he meant asking Trevor for a extra pen, then I did nothing at all . I was furious and sad at the same time. I know I can't talk to someone about it because one it is stupid . Second I never really did tell anyone about him so no one knows. Just tired and frustrated I led on my bed and before I knew it I was crying . Why was I crying for a jerk I had literally no idea . Even though I knew I kept on crying. I couldn't stop. Eventually I cried myself to sleep. 

Next morning I got up with a very bad headache. I don't feel like going to school. But I don't have a choice. I have to go to school. I can't miss school. I made my mind and got up to get ready for school. I wore a black T-shirt with black yoga pants. I took a oversized hoodie just in case i feel cold or feel like crying again. 

As I was going to my class I saw Alex with his group. Why is he always with his group? Are they his bodyguard or something? Dumb followers! 

I got to my class which was biology. I couldn't focus because of my head and because of Alex. Why can't I just stop thinking. I have had enough. I can't it anymore. I stood up, asked sir if I can go nurse's office. There she gave me medicine of my headache and insist that I stay and take some rest. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. My peaceful sleep was interrupted by yours truly Alex who was calling me. What he wants this time? 

"What do you want?" 

"Umm...I wanted to apologize. I am sorry. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to hurt you. Please forgive me." 

" it's okay" I could feel my heart running faster than Usain Bolt ( metaphorically speaking ). 

"What are you doing here, by the way?"

" I have headache" 

"Okay I can stay here if you want. We can have fun" he said as he started getting close to me. I pushed him back. I could feel my cheeks getting all red. I covered my face with hands. He chuckled and said "don't worry baby. I was just kidding. I won't do anything just yet." Baby? Did he just call me baby? And what does he mean by just yet? Am I seriously blushing? I covered my face with a pillow. He chuckled again. "Anyways what are you up to later tonight?" 

"Nothing why?"

" I want to take you somewhere"

"Okay sure!" Did he just asked me to a date. Ahh...this is so weird and romantic at the same time. 

I went home and quickly finished my homework. Then I washed my hairs, curled them a little. I wore a black dress with sneakers. I asked Becky to do my makeup too. She did a subtle look. I tied my hair in ponytail. Then I realized they look better open. So I left it open. But still I kept a hair tie in my bag. 

Alex came to pick me in his car. He went to a movie theater. All that time he didn't even say a word. He didn't even compliment me. He took popcorn and went inside the theater. All time he was on his phone. He wasn't even paying attention to the movie. It was very awkward for me I don't know why. I wanted to go home. Did I do something wrong again? Why isn't he saying something? Maybe he isn't enjoying my company. I shouldn't have agreed to it. I regret agreeing to it. Why did I got all dressed up? He literally showed up in his sweats. I wanna go back home. Ohh wait his perfume is good. I wonder which one is it?

"Alex I wanna go home" 

"K" 

K?? Who says k to that? Ugh this is so annoying. He was acting all cutie cutie in the afternoon. What happened suddenly? I wonder what's wrong? He insisted on dropping me off. I agreed. 

We reached my home. As I was leaving he held my hand and gently pecked my cheek and left in his car. I felt like my heart was about to burst. I was blushing hard and I knew it. I just ran to my room. Changed into my night clothes. I laid down on my bed thinking about that smile. His lips were soft and that kiss didn't feel bad. But why did he do that? What was he thinking? Does he like me? 

Next morning I woke up. I got up, took shower and I wore a pastel pink oversized sweater with black skin tight jeans and oversized denim jacket. I had my breakfast, collected my necessities for school. I wore my sneakers and left for school. I went school again listening songs I was greeted by Alex half way to school. He wished me good morning I wished him back. I continued my walk to school with Alex. We didn't talk much. We just walked together. As I was walking Alex suddenly pulls into his arms saving me from a car which was passing by and could have killed me just now if it wasn't for him. I was still in his arms, smelling his great perfume. As soon as we realized what just happened we pulled away. He chuckled looking at me all embarrassed. " you should be more careful while walking unless you wanna die or get more hugs from me." I could feel my cheeks turning red again. He chuckled again and started walking. I was too embarrassed to face him now. What should I do now? 

We reached school and he left for his class. I went to my locker to get stuff for my class which was art. I took some colors and some sheets. I entered the class and sat on my seat. I was hot by all that embarrassment.

I went and sat on my destined place and noticed that there was a guy sitting next to me . Normally I used to seat alone because I tend to get messy while drawing. I looked at him and he smiled " hey I am Nate. Nice to meet you"