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invite

It's been a few days since my little confrontation with Millie and ever since she hasn't left my side. It's like she is stuck to me to me. I didn't know what to do so we started hanging around but not with Alex and his friends it was just me and Millie . Since that day I haven't sat with Alex in the lunch neither have I had a proper conversation with him in person but we have been talking via chat. He was a different person on chat and in person. for a while I thought he's ignoring me but I also want to get it won't get involved with him after knowing that his friends don't like me and treat me like that no way. Back to Millie we had lunch together,  we walk from school  together mainly she goes everywhere with me

Right now I was walking from my biology class  to the cafeteria when when Millie comes and sees that she wants to talk to me and pulls me into a corner where Alex was also there  it's been a while since I've seen them two together. Wonder what's going on in their mind. 

"Are you going to that party later this evening" Alex asks me . "I was thinking too, yes, probably, maybe, maybe not, if the conditions are favorable"I told him not wanting to tell him my exact plans cause I wasn't sure about them myself right now.

"You should come and maybe you can come as my date they don't take girls like that but I mean I can make an exception for you"

OK so I haven't actually went to any party yet and I don't think so that that anyone anyone will even invite me to the party because you know I'm not the type of person who gets invited to a party and that was someone's date and that and when that someone is pretty good looking and also I don't know what will happen to me if I went to that party I think Lily will be there and the guy who just asked me also will be there and I think if I go as his date  it's his responsibility to protect me. 

"Ummmm... i'll come then but what type of clothes you wear there I mean in a party like that"

" I can help you with that no need to worry we can go shopping together" Millie said 

"Yeah I see you too have been hanging around are you friends like serious friends friends"  Alex said 

" yeah I guess" I replied to him

And the bell rang saving me from all their party talks I was seriously started to getting bored like talk about something I like maybe some sports. I personally always had this weird affinity to boxing I even joined a coaching earlier this semester I haven't got a chance to go there because of my very busy schedule but I definitely want to go there and try it. 

Later that day Millie takes me or more like drag me to the shopping mall , I had homework I can't sacrifice my homework for shopping . 

"OK pick anything you like and try it on we'll see what looks the best on you get it" Millie instructed me. I just nodded I started looking for something I like. My choice in clothes was pretty boring to begin with I liked hoodies not so much short clothes and fitting clothes were my worst enemy. I still had a few dresses like this but they were only for really special occasions which never actually came. 

I picked few clothes I like from there took them changing room and started trying them. But each time I I came from there wearing one of those dressers I got this disapproving look

from Millie. By the time it was the evening I had tried almost 20 dresses and Milly didn't like any of them like any of them. 

At last she chose address for herself and also for me and I didn't really like it but I didn't have the guts to tell her that I don't like dress pick up for me why can't I wear something I like so I kept quiet. 

I went home totally exhausted from shopping but I remembered I had a party to attend all troubled I went to my sister she wasn't such a good fashion advisor but I mean I think she would be better than Milly who just gave me like elastic band type of thing to wear.

After a while we decided to wear off shouldered red crop top with my black jeans and black heeled boots I decided to keep my hair natural and also my make up natural mainly because I didn't know how to do make up

As soon as I reached the party there was nothing but drunk teenagers I mean why people like going to places like this it was literally nothing just people dancing some people in the corner eating someone's faces off people drinking everywhere.  just imagine the amount of effort this guy has to put the next day just to clean his house.  I feel sorry for him

I had went there with Alex so he enters the party and went to that bar sort of thing where they were a lot of people he introduces  me to some of his friends which thankfully this time introduce them back it wasn't awkward like last time but it wasn't even that friendly all this while there was this random person who just kept glaring at me I don't know what was her reason for doing that but she kept doing that it was weird it was anything but friendly , I'm surprised to see her type of stare no  it was I will eat your life type of glare.

Alex offers me this weird red juice which I gladly excepted knowing that this is probably alcohol and I'm gonna have a headache next day but I mean what can I say it was a party.

When Alex was gone that random person remember her yeah she cornered me and said "who is Alex to you I mean why is he paying so much attention to you he never paid attention to any girl why you"

" don't know and I think Alex is my friend"

" well just friendly warning stay away from him he's mine"

" sure all yours"