BUTTERFLY

party

"sure all yours"

"listen here you don't need to act all smart seriously if i see you with him you are so gone"

by now the alcohol i had i while back was starting to work so i suddenly felt really confident"so what if he likes me " when i said this the little random stranger got all red and i could literally see the flames in her eyes. And then what happened next took me by surprise she threw me into the pool

all this while i didn't  even notice that there was i pool behind me but when the cold water touched my skin all the confidence washed of and i shivering partially due to cold and partially due to embarrassment . being thrown into pool in front of a room full of people wasn't really in my bucket list. 

And then suddenly the water beside me splashed . Alex has also jumped into the pool I don't know why maybe after me getting thrown into the water  started a pool party. He wraps his arms around me to pick me up. My heart was beating so fast that I was shock that if it was even possible. He pulled me to edge and lifted me up so that I can climb off the pool and I did so and he followed. His close proximity was really driving me crazy . Then he wraps his jacket on my shoulder. His warmth and scent instantly indulging me . I was hypnotized and telling me to stop feeling like this wasn't helping either . I had promised myself not to fall for any guy but maybe this was just a small attraction that will end quickly. 

I was distracted by my thoughts that I didn't noticed that when he had grabbed my hand and was leading me somewhere. When we were outside he finally let my hand go . And I instantly wanted it back 

Was I actually missing his hand in mine something must be really wrong with me . 

"Did you have something inside" he pulled me from my thoughts and that's when I noticed how close we were standing. 

"No" he smiled at my reply again took my hand in his leading me to his car .

We got in and he started driving "where are we going"I asked "McDonald's . Do you like that" 

I nodded very fast and he chuckled at me . The major drive went in comfortable silence although I felt like I could sleep at any moment I kept myself awake for my burger. 

Inside the restaurant it was filled. People were everywhere all of the seats were full except one in the corner ran towards it and sat on it. He again chuckled at me again and came towards me shaking his head 

" let's just take our orders And eat  somewhere else it's full" he said and I nodded getting up. And the third time he took my hand and started walking.

We took our orders and went to a park to eat. It was kinda cold out and we both were wet but at least I had the jacket but Alex was without anything " aren't you cold" "no I don't feel cold so much" I nodded in understanding. After a while of being with him it was difficult for me to keep my mouth shut I was speaking uncontrollably.

"So you are telling you will be taking boxing classes" I nodded in agreement "will there be any boys" " yeah I think so" he nodded but looked kinda sad . I wonder why?

After a while of eating and talking nonsense we were now star gazing. It was an exceptionally beautiful sky. "It's so beautiful" I said "just like you" Alex said from my side . I was thankful for the night sky otherwise anyone I can notice how red my cheeks were at that moment. 

I just decided to not say anything on that and ruin the perfect moment between us . Alex maybe was the first person who I opened up to quickly. He was really easy and fun to be around. I have to say this might be the best night of my life. 

After a while of gazing we decided to go home and Alex insisted on taking me there. By now the only thing I wasn't sure about was that what am I feeling like did I like him or do I just like being around him. Although we haven't really had conversation in real but I know that he isn't a bad person. 

Later that night it was all I could think about.

Next day I woke up feeling really good . It was was like I was in the seventh heaven. No one ever made me feel like this. Like ever! I will be meeting him in school today. What should I wear? Maybe this would look good.

After hours and hours of thinking I decided to wear this pretty little black strappy dress with a pastel pink top inside. I tied my hair into ponytail with a pastel pink hair tie to put this outfit together. I wore my usual white sneakers and ran towards my school. I was very late already.

I reached to school panting. I have ran for like 3 km to get here at time. I was looking for Alex as the bell rang and I had to go to my art class. Alex and I we don't have even a single same class. So it's really hard for us to hangout together.

In art class today they taught us about sketching. I think I will a sketch of Alex to give to him. But where is Alex? There is he with his group. I still am uncomfortable around them. But he is always hanging around with them I don't understand why? He looked towards me and I waved and he just ignored me like I was stranger he doesn't know. My knees felt weak for no certain reason. It wasn't even that much he just ignored me its okay I shouldn't feel so bad.

After that I attended my biology class. I couldn't focus on anything all I was thinking about was him. What did I do wrong? We had so much last night why is he acting like this now.

After school I went straight back home. Becky was making pancakes for dinner I thought I should help her. I got changed into comfy clothes and came to help her.

While I was helping her she said about my day at school today. I told her that I learnt sketching today. I told her about the strange behavior of Alex too.

"ugh! Beware he doesn't the good kind. Don't get your hopes up too high. It will only hurt you in the end."

"okay"

I ate the pancakes and went to my room to complete my homework when I heard my phone ring. It was a notification from Alex.

The message read "hey beautiful! You looked great at school today."