CEO's Hidden Identity

ALEXIS XABEENNE P.O.V A typical simple life. That's what I have.That's what my family have.I don't have sibling but it's okay.My mother is a housemaid and my father is a jeepney driver.They work hard to provide our needs.Aside from providing our needs,they work hard for me to finish my studies.I'm 3rd year in college now,taking up BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN ACCOUNTANCY. I'm pursuing my studies because i know if i finished my studies,it's the only thing that my parents will be proud of.A fruit of their labor.And then i can use it to get a better job and with that i can already help my parents . And they will stop from working na.All they have to do is to relax,watch their favorite tv shows,and other stuff that can make them feel relax. We're contented with what we have.I'm not asking for anything I know my parents can't give.As long as we eat 3 times a day,we pay our bills on time I'm studying,we're healthy and live happily,that's enough for me.More than enough for anything else.And I could not ask for more. I'm Alexis Xabeenne Cruz.I don't know if there is something to be proud of if I say that at the age of 21, I never experience of having a boyfriend.I never experience being inlove with someone .I never experience to feel that crazy feelings,the goosebumps,the butterfly in your stomach or heaven like feelings like the others said.Like the main character in all the stories that I've read in an E book app. Since first year college there are guys who expressess their feelings for me.They ask me if they can court me.But,since I'm still young and having a boyfriend is not my priority that time so I turned them down.And until now it's still not my priority because I promise to my parents that after i graduated ay saka ko bibigyang pansin ang pagbo boyfriend. Pinapayagan naman na nila ako,ako lang talaga yung ayaw pa. And second maybe wala pa yung mr.right ko.And hindi din naman ako nagmamadali.Alam kong dadating yung tamang guy para sa akin sa tamang panahon.Mabuti na yun makatapos muna ako ng pag aaral para walang distractions.Kasi kahit siguro gano kabait ang magiging boyfriend ko,mag dedemand at magdedemand pa din yun ng time.Isa isa lang dapat ang sakit sa ulo para di mahaggard ang beauty. For now magko concentrate muna ako sa first goal ko.Kapag okay na saka ko naman isusunod ang pagboboyfriend.Isang taon na lang naman at gagraduate na ako,madali na lang yung panahon na yun. Pero minsan ,hindi umaayon sa plano mo ang panahon,paglalaruan ka ng tadhana.Kahit na alam mong naplano mo na,meron at meron pa ding kokontra.Meron pa ding pipigil.Meron pa ding magiging sagabal.Napaisip na lang ako kung ano bang naging kasalanan ko,kung naging bad ba ako sa mga tao na alam ko naman na hindi. Minsan lang talaga kapag kasama ko yung bestfriend ko, may kalokohang nalabas talaga pero hindi naman siguro yun magiging batayan para ganon yung ibalik sa akin.Ganon yung iparanas agad sa akin na parang nagsisimula pa lang ako ay susuko na agad sa laban.Hindi naman ako atat na atat na mainlove at magkaboyfriend pero bakit naman ganon?Dahil sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon bigla kong mararamdaman ang mainlove.Pero tama bang sa unang pagkakataon na maramdaman ko yun ay sa ganong sitwasyon pa.I should be happy dahil sa wakas eto na yun,makakarelate na ko sa feelings na nararamdaman kapag naiinlove at hindi na lang magbabase sa mga nababasa kong mga stories.Pero hindi ko pa din magawang maging masaya. Instead i felt it so weird. Because I experienced it in ironic way.I fall inlove to a guy that I'd never seen in my entire life.How crazy Iam to feel that dahil hindi ko sya kilala,hindi ko sya nakikita pa sa personal.Wala pa kong idea sa hitsura nya.I just know him by his name.I even don't know if its his real name.Naramdaman ko yun dahil lang sa mga gamit nya na nahawakan ko. How can I handle that? Crazy ,weird me.? But what should I do?It"s my hearts decision. What a stupid heart decision it is to fall inlove with that unknown guy.Lord,bakit naman po ganito?Hindi ko alam kung pagka inlove nga ba yung naramdaman ko o pagka shunga lang.Pero ang sabi nga YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE kaya sige na.Bahala na kung anong kahantungan,kung saan makarating at baka hindi na ulit maranasan ay lalong mahirap.Ayokong magkaroon ng regret someday.Kaya I will take the risk. Hoping that I will meet him someday. I'll let the destiny work on that,besides destiny put me in this situation. Life is really full of surprises talaga.We never know kung anong ibibigay nito sa atin.All we need to do is to enjoy it.Make the most out of it. Add me on f*******: po:Michcyn Mattch